Chapter 18: Mandarin Dream Relive or Nightmare Wake

Ye Beibei has known Jiang Yuezhou for four years, and she already knows that Jiang Yuezhou doesn't just dislike her, so she has to hide, existing in the deep disgust of others, and then dangling around others, people have no self-esteem.

Jiang Yuezhou would actually look for her? How could he look for her? What did he do with her? Relive the mandarin dream with her again, and then pretend to be a stranger with her casually, and kick her away without a word!

Thinking of this, Ye Beibei's body couldn't help but tremble, such pain, like a nightmare, it was enough to experience it twice in a lifetime.

"Beibei, Jiang Yuezhou regrets it now, he's looking for you, I can see that he loves you!"

Ye Beibei had a sour feeling in her eyes, she tried to arouse a smile at Gao Qunfang, but she still didn't succeed, "Qunfang, I'm no longer the little girl who was fearless and dared to do such things as moths fighting fires!" In the past, Jiang Yuezhou was an irresistible temptation for me, I could put everything on his smile, and take all the pain as the price to pay for this temptation, and I would not regret what had happened, if it was in the past, I would be ecstatic and grateful when I heard that he was looking for me like this!

But now it's different, so many hurtful things have happened, I can't act as if nothing happened, Qunfang, no matter whose love it is, needs to be reciprocated, especially a conceited man like Jiang Yuezhou, he has high requirements for affection, and I am no longer the little girl who loves him desperately. ”

"But he loves you now, Ye Beibei, don't you even have the courage to try?"

"Qunfang, I have always been willful before, and I always thought that since I couldn't get Jiang Yuezhou's love, I had the right to indulge myself, indulge myself to be with Li Minglang, and indulge myself to be engaged to Li Minglang with the flow.

Later, when I left here, I realized that I can't blame Li Minglang or Jiang Yuezhou for any consequences, the original choice was made by myself, every indulgence has consequences, and sometimes this kind of consequences hurt others and hurt myself, but I have to bear it. While I have borne the consequences, I have also been injured and unable to love anymore. ”

"Then you plan to do this, marry a mediocre man, and live a life of inaction!" Gao Qunfang was unwilling for Ye Beibei, and his tone was mocking. "Ye Beibei, do you think that after leaving Jiang Yuezhou, it doesn't matter who you marry with, as long as you get married and have children, you can make your parents feel at ease. But have you ever thought that no one would be at ease if you knew that you had such perfunctory thoughts about marriage?"

Ye Beibei was not angry, and smiled, "Qunfang, I have grown up, I am going to be a mother, do you believe, my marriage this time is definitely not impulsive, I have experienced so many things, I have clearly known that love is not everything in life, rather than watching my love suffer the blow of reality and watch it pass, it is better to keep it in my memory, and remember that it will always be intact and shining."

I have already experienced a failed marriage, and I will no longer have high hopes for marriage, marriage cannot guarantee anything, so the life I want, there is no love, only family affection, this is the warmth I want. ”

"Then you don't have to go so far to marry a stranger, there is no one you want to marry in our city?" Gao Qunfang was reluctant to marry his best friend at the thought of marrying so far away.

"Qunfang, I can try to forget the past, if I am here, I will meet acquaintances at any time, I don't like Li Minglang or Jiang Yuezhou to re-enter my life at any time with an attitude that cannot be refused, since I want to start a new life, I will completely say goodbye to the past and start again!"

Gao Qunfang's mouth was chattering, as if she wanted to say something, when she heard a knock on the door, she saw that Ye Beibei was inconvenient to move, so she took the initiative to open the door.

Xiao Li was carrying the fresh fruits he bought, and the two met at the door and were stunned for a moment, still being alert to the police, Xiao Li smiled and shouted: "Gao Qunfang!"

Gao Qunfang was not stupid, she rolled her eyes and shouted helplessly, "Brother-in-law!"

Ye Beibei had to admit that Xiao Li deserved to have studied psychology when judging the situation and speaking with affection, and he was very good at dealing with Gao Qunfang, who was quick and poisonous.

I don't know if the two of them are giving Ye Beibei face, or if the encounter between people is wonderful, Xiao Li and Gao Qunfang talked about Sila very hotly, and when Gao Qunfang left, Xiao Li's evaluation was still quite high, she said that people are okay, but they are very polite and not hypocritical, and they are a real person.

Ye Beibei was speechless for her comments, and Xiao Li praised her for being generous, beautiful and smart!

The Ye family's room is a three-bedroom apartment, after Ye Beibei came back with her husband and children, the old couple still lived in the master bedroom, Ye Beibei lived in her own room, and Xiao Li and Xiao Moting lived in the original Ye Beibei's room.

After Gao Qunfang left, Ye Beibei ate some fruit and went back to the house to lie down. Thinking of the back of the dawn of the day, he sighed unconsciously.

If he can turn back time, probably he also hopes that the two have never had this later paragraph, then at least he can complain about fate, and in the end, he can save that hopeless love and hate.

Ye Beibei was lying on the bed, looking out the window, a bright moon had loomed behind the thin gauze curtain, and her former self had slept here countless times, watching the shadows of the trees swaying and reflecting the shadows of the lights. Thinking of what Gao Qunfang said, it was difficult for her mood to calm down.

I heard that Jiang Yuezhou had found her and loved her, she had no intention of regretting it, since things were already like this, then so be it! It's still good to marry Xiao Li, you can have a down-to-earth person to share your life, at least he loves himself. Maybe they will have contradictions, but this is also normal.

Ye Beibei lay quietly, and did not make any futile efforts to fall asleep, this day was a little chaotic for her, and she let herself think wildly.

The mobile phone placed next to the pillow suddenly rang at this time, Ye Beibei turned her head sideways and looked at the string of numbers that jumped on the screen until she died, her heart became blank in an instant, and she unconsciously clutched the mobile phone tightly.

The phone in her hand stopped ringing again and again, Ye Beibei stared at the numbers flashing on the screen for a long time, seeing that it had been flashing with a kind of unyielding vigor that did not achieve her goal, she smiled bitterly, thought about it and slowly took the phone to her ear, and said softly: "Hey, hello!" Knowing that the two were separated by space, she still felt that her heartbeat seemed to have stopped for half a beat.

"Beibei, it's me, Jiang Yuezhou. ”