Chapter Twenty-Nine: Who Makes a Mistake in Lovesickness

Gong Mengshu blushed and tidied up his messy dress, buttoned the loose cardigan, and then turned up from the grass with great difficulty and embarrassment, slowly pulled a loose black hair to his chest, and began to comb it with trembling fingers. She lowered her head and breathed chaotically, her breathing was rapid, and her chest was still rising and falling violently, while Cheng Ruikai beside her was looking up at the sky, squinting her narrow eyes, and not saying a word.

Gong Mengshu didn't have to turn her head to know that Cheng Ruikai was angry now, but she didn't know how to comfort him, she was even more worried that once her attitude softened, he would then be overwhelmed like a beast, so after combing her hair, she wanted to get up with some trepidation and escape from this oppressive and ambiguous atmosphere.

As soon as she moved, Cheng Ruikai suddenly sat up, scaring Gong Mengshu so much that her whole body became weak, she didn't dare to roll up from the grass without daring to turn back, but her slender waist was hugged by a pair of powerful arms, "Don't go!" Cheng Ruikai's voice sounded at this moment, with a bit of violence and shame, "You haven't answered my words yet, why do you bite me? Don't you really love me, so this?"

The childhood sweetheart's first love rejected him so indifferently and ruthlessly, the young man's self-esteem was seriously stabbed, and his annoyed and angry temperament made him hug Gong Mengshu tightly, but he refused to let her get up.

Gong Mengshu fell back onto Cheng Ruikai's hard and masculine body, she couldn't even speak in a panic, "Let it go...... Let go of ......"

"Don't let it go!" Cheng Ruikai was angry, and reiterated in a hoarse voice, "Don't you love me?" Seeing Gong Mengshu hanging her head, he pinched her chin with his rough palm and made her raise her eyes to look directly at him.

"I ......" Gong Mengshu and Cheng Ruikai looked at each other, looking at his handsome face with hidden anger, even though she had thousands of grievances and thoughts in her heart, she didn't dare to show it completely at this moment. Since she was a child, she grew up with Cheng Ruikai, she knew his irritable and irritable habits, he has been taught to be a polite little gentleman and young master on weekdays, even if he went to the military academy to study as a soldier and came back, he still looked elegant and introverted, but in fact, he was like a cheetah that hid his sharp claws, and he would rush out and tear the enemy to pieces when he had the opportunity.

I remember that when she was twelve years old, she cried shyly and aggrievedly because she was teased by the fat child of the rich gentry next door as a child daughter-in-law and concubine raised by Cheng Ruikai.

No matter how the rich gentleman's family asked the child, the fat child didn't dare to reveal the truth, only Gong Mengshu knew that it was Cheng Ruikai who asked the fat child out to negotiate that day, and the fat child was still arrogant and didn't stop talking. Cheng Ruikai brought a flour bag with him, so he flexibly climbed the tree with his hands and feet and picked a hornet's nest and put it in the flour bag, taking advantage of the fat child's inattention, he put the flour bag on his head, and then kicked and beat the rich gentleman child, no matter how Gong Mengshu pleaded, he refused to let go, until the rich gentleman child was stung and cried wolf, almost angry and knelt on the ground to beg for mercy, Cheng Ruikai let go of the flour pocket. Gong Mengshu looked at Cheng Ruikai's expression at that time, as if the fat child didn't beg for mercy, and he was determined to take the life of the rich gentleman's child that day.

That year, Cheng Ruikai, like her, was twelve years old. Therefore, Gong Mengshu is a little more afraid of Cheng Ruikai, in addition to the sense of dependence that blood is thicker than water. Gong Mengshu has a positive answer to Cheng Ruikai's question under the plum tree at the moment, although Cheng Ruikai is domineering and ruthless, she likes Cheng Ruikai from the bottom of her heart, which Cheng Ruikai doesn't have to worry about.

"I ...... I like you......" Gong Mengshu's chin was pinched tightly by Cheng Ruikai, he used a little too much force, almost crushing her jawbone, she replied to him with trembling lips, "Always, always like ......"

"Then why do you always avoid me and don't let me touch you?" Hearing Gong Mengshu say this, Cheng Ruikaisen's cold face finally improved slightly, and his hand let go of Gong Mengshu slightly: "Then why do you want me? You know that I want you ......?"

"I, I'm not used to ...... like this" Gong Mengshu lowered her eyes, not daring to meet Cheng Ruikai's deep and sharp eyes: "Mother said, good, good girl...... Yes, leave yourself to ...... Own husband ......"

"Do you mean that you can't give yourself to me until we get married?" Cheng Ruikai's hand loosened a little, and the fingers pinching Gong Mengshu's chin turned into caressing her cheek, "Gong Mengshu, you are always so rational, and you advance and retreat freely......" There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, but his deep eyes did not smile, "You have never refused to be god/soul/upside down/down for me, and lose yourself...... You'll never really admit that you love me, and I can't capture your true ......," he said, pausing with gentle movements, and then suddenly let go of the hand that was pinching her chin!

"It's good that you are so shrewd and calm, let me sober up a little, lest I be dazzled by you and become a minister under your skirt like other men!" Cheng Ruikai stood up, fastened his waist/belt, and then straightened his appearance, then stood in place and looked at Gong Mengshu who was still sitting on the grass, and said: "That's it today, although it is a disappointment, but I will always take you to see the scenery, since you don't like it too much, let's go-" After speaking, without waiting for Gong Mengshu to stand up from the grass, he walked out of the woods by himself.

Gong Mengshu raised his head and looked at Cheng Ruikai's back, his back was long and arrogant, with a bit of alienation and coldness that rejected people thousands of miles away, she didn't know the sound of his words, but she couldn't refute him. Gong Mengshu stood up, groped for the lost embroidered shoe on the grass, and after putting it on, she stood under the plum tree, and touched the most colorful plum blossom with her slender hand, and the petals that were touched fell gently, as if a pink raindrop fell quietly on her shoulder.

Gong Mengshu stood for a long time, and finally couldn't help it, tears slipped down, she covered her face with her hands, and her weak shoulders were silently swaying.

The sunny sky gradually changed, the spring wind began to rise rapidly, with the strong wind, there were countless pink petals in the plum blossom forest sprinkled down, fluttering with the wind, one after another, flying all over the air, falling all over the woods, shaking off Gong Mengshu's red Ying.