"They all thought I had no memory of my childhood, but in fact, I do. “

I began to reminisce, and said it word by word to Pan Yang.

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It was a rainy night, my father came home late as always, the house was cold that day, I got out of kindergarten Aunt Wang did not take me home, but took me out for a long time, because it was raining to take me home. After entering the door, I only saw my mother kneeling on the sofa crying, I was so young at that time, I didn't know what it meant to comfort my mother, and when I saw my mother crying, I was very scared and hid behind Aunt Wang.

Not long after, Dad came back, wet all over, I was so scared of his appearance, and I later became quiet at home, just because of Dad's appearance, and I was excited by the crit. When Aunt Wang saw that her father was back, she said goodbye to her mother and left.

When Dad came back, he rummaged for a while, and finally put together a travel bag and clothes, and was about to leave, but Mom dragged him and knelt on the ground and begged him to stay.

Dad waved his hand and slapped his mother like a demon, and her mother was knocked to the ground, and the corners of her mouth overflowed with a touch of blood red.

I immediately rushed forward to protect my mother's trembling body.

I was small, and when I saw my father's angry eyes, I trembled, and I was so afraid.

"Dad, you can't hit Mommy. I trembled with a milky voice

Dad ignored me and picked up his duffel bag and walked to the door, but Mom dragged him back.

"Heaven and heaven, I beg you, don't leave this home, I still hear that I am still young, this family needs you. Mom cried and pleaded.

Dad stood motionless in front of the open door.

"Please, please, please, please stay, don't leave our mother and daughter behind......" Mom almost cried out.

"You know I don't love you anymore......" Dad's voice softened.

"No! no!" Mom shook her head desperately, "I know you love me, I know you love my ......"

I saw my mother shaking her head like crazy, and my heart rose with great hatred, so I ran to my father, grabbed him by the foot, and asked loudly.

"Daddy, Daddy, you say, you say, you say you love Mom, you don't fall in love with anyone else, right?" At that time, I didn't know what I meant, I only knew that it was someone else except Mom, but it stabbed him in Dad's ears and made him even more crazy!

He grabbed his mother's slender shoulders and roared loudly: "Lin Ruhui, didn't we say that we can't tell Wenwen?

"Zuotian, I swear I didn't tell Wenwen about you and Xiao Chu. Mom cried even more heartbreakingly.

"What did you just say?!" Dad continued to growl.

"I, you, she...... I don't really know. "Mom collapsed on the ground and cried to death.

Little me was so frightened by their roars that I shrank behind the couch.

I naively thought that saying this would bring back my father's love for my mother, but I didn't know that this sentence ignited my father's fire, because his face began to be hideous, hideous like a devil, he turned to look at me angrily, I felt like I was going to be eaten, I was really scared, I was so scared, my father walked towards my mother again, he grabbed my mother's fragile collar, and let out a roar -

"Shut her up!"

His roar was louder than the thunder of a rainy night, and it made me wink, and I trembled with fear, wasn't it right?

In the midst of Mom's crying, Dad is gone.

This is the first time my father left my mother, I was only 4 and a half years old, and then I had a serious illness, my mother and Aunt Wang took care of me day and night, I never mentioned my father after I got better, I also heard Aunt Wang tell my mother behind my back, is the child sick and confused, the brain is broken, I don't remember anything? I was also tempted by my mother, asked me if I remember what happened that night, I chose to be silent, this is a boulder buried deep in my heart, I don't want to come out. Later, my mom thought I was too young and forgot.

Later, my mother worked hard, went out to run the news, and for some reason my father returned to him, returned to this home, I thought that my father would never leave, but when I was 11 years old, he still left, formed a new family with others, and had a younger brother.

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After saying that, I did not look at him, but at the clouds in the sky. The moon is big tonight, obscuring the light of the stars.

He took my right hand, held it, and said nothing. I didn't resist either.

Sincerely, this secret has been pressed in my heart for too long, and I never thought that I would tell it to anyone, but I didn't expect to say it to him today, without reservation. I thought it would be painful to uncover the scars, but when I completely uncovered them, I felt relieved.

"Can you accept me, then?"

His sudden question caught me off guard, and in the moonlight, I blushed. I didn't speak, just squeezed him hard to shake my hand.

We meditated for a long time, and I think our hearts flowed, and we understood each other without speaking.

At this moment, the voice of the mobile phone remembered, not a text message, but a power shutdown!

"What time is it?" I muttered

"It's not early, it's not late, it's exactly 11 o'clock. ”

Ahh

"Then let's go back quickly!" I said, standing up.

"It's curfew, and I can't get in. ”

"What then? Let's try!"

We walked downstairs to the dormitory, and looking at the closed door and the big lock on the door, I was completely desperate. My voice was hoarse, and no one opened the door.

"This door is computer-controlled, and the dormitory manager can't open it when she comes, so don't bother with it. Pan Yang said.

"What then? It's so late, do you want me to sleep on the streets?!" I sat down on the steps in frustration.

"It's better to ......"

"Why not what?" I looked at him as if I saw hope.