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Choosing to forgive is more lighthearted than choosing to hate. [ For me, this choice is much easier. Although I was sad and shocked by Xiao Cui's framing, when I heard her choke up and say sorry, my pain was healed as if I had encountered gold sore medicine.

What I need is maybe not a result, just a reason. Can it hurt me endlessly if there is a reason? I can't say. My personality is difficult to hate someone, so maybe my pain is worse than that of someone I hate. If I have no hatred, why should I press her every step of the way, and what can I do to hold her hostage and make her submit to me?

But my heart is still panicked, this kind of injustice, as long as I think about it, it is like a stone pressing on my heart and I can't breathe. I couldn't help but call Ai Yun, chatted a few words, and shifted the topic to the topic: "Do you know any way to prove that I am not pregnant?"

"What are you talking about?" Ai Yun was stunned, "Didn't you say you weren't pregnant during the last check-up?" As soon as the words fell, she reflected, "What does the old fox suspect about you?"

"He said I had an abortion. Facing Ai Yun's somewhat anxious question, I couldn't hold back for a while, and tears fell out. The grievances that no one can say poured out at once. Although in front of Zhou Yi, I had several impulses to say to him, can you help me tell Feng Ziyue that I have never had an abortion. But when the words came to his mouth, he really couldn't say it. You can't face someone who is not so close to you and talk about the gap between you and that close person. It seems that you are further away from his gap. But in the face of Ai Yun, who was closer, I finally poured out the grievances that I had held back for several days.

"He's a bastard. Ai Yun scolded angrily, and his voice suddenly increased by n decibels, "What about the list of non-pregnant people you checked last time?"

"I threw it away, who still keeps that. I sobbed. Suck and suck and suck

"You go to the hospital and see if you can do a test, and then throw the report of the abortion in the face of that old bastard, and walk away with your chest up. Tell me about you, I really don't know what you like about him, it's insidious, suspicious, and spicy. Nowadays, people are the same, for a few dollars, they can do anything with a bad conscience-----" Ai Yun was so angry on the other end of the phone that he couldn't stop talking.

I'm here, and I'm still crying when I finally find an outlet for the flood. Ai Yun's tone softened: "Okay, as soon as you cry, my heart will be pinched." You go to the hospital first, and then I'll figure it out. ”

Hanging up the phone, I was a little dazed. After thinking about it for a night, can I really go to the hospital to try? Although I have been very scared to go to the hospital, I really want to leave Ziyue and live an easy life, but this kind of injustice, do I have to carry it like this? Even if I go, should I go clean and innocent? instead of quietly walking away with a heavy shell?

I couldn't sleep all night, but I decided to go to the hospital for a look. The difficulty of seeking medical treatment in Beijing is considered to be the extreme, although there are many hospitals, but there are more patients. It is said that you can make an appointment online, but the expert number within the scope of the appointment is immediately swiped out every time the number is released; [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] It's better to go to the hospital and try your luck directly.

As it turned out, luck had been snapped up by the traffickers. I arrived at the nearest tertiary hospital at eight o'clock, except for the big brother of the dealer who would quietly ask me if I wanted a number, and the expert number of more than a dozen yuan was fried to hundreds. The Expert is long gone. The little sister at the registration desk squinted at me and asked, "Ordinary number, it's all gone for a while." "It's okay to think about the regular number, it's just a matter of experience. I hung up the ordinary number.

After waiting in line, I will be triaged to the third consultation room, and the doctor is an eldest sister in her thirties, and she is a little unsmiling: "What's wrong?"

I hesitated, and it took a long time to organize the language and speak: "Can you help me check whether I have had an abortion in the past month." ”

As soon as the words fell, the eldest sister's eyes immediately widened, and her gaze wandered up and down like a monster. I straightened my hair when I saw it: "You don't know if you have done it?"

I shook my head busily, not knowing how to explain: "I haven't done it, it's just that there is no inspection to prove that I haven't done it." ”

The eldest sister understood, and when she looked at me again, she felt a little more compassion, and she thought that the fool understood what it meant: "Go over there and lie down." He pointed to the back of the curtain.

I lay on my back on the bed, and the doctor's maneuver was not light, and it really hurt a little. After reading it, he asked me: "Mild cervical erosion, have you had an abortion before?"

I was a little embarrassed and nodded: "Will you have an abortion?"

"Not necessarily, most of the things that have been done will be erosive, but those who have not been done will also be eroded. This is not absolute. The eldest sister was expressionless.

"How can you still check it?" I was a little anxious.

"Ultrasound can see an enlarged uterus and fluid accumulation within 10 days, but haven't you done it? The doctor looked at me a little helplessly, "I can only say that you are in good condition and have nothing else to do with gynecology." You can't do what you want. ”

"I can't explain the ultrasound symptoms without what you said?" I bit my lip and tried to discuss with the doctor.

"If not within 10 days, no. Even within 10 days, it has to be determined in conjunction with the situation in the hyperechoic area. The eldest sister looked at me and asked, "How long have you been?"

I thought about it, and since Xiao Cui had an abortion, "It's probably been more than five weeks." I said something a little hard: "Doctor, can you help me?" I need this proof. ”

The doctor's eldest sister looked at me, and her tone became patient: "We are a tertiary hospital, and every report must be substantiated." It's been more than a month, not to mention that you haven't done it, even if you have done it, we can't diagnose that you have done it. What's more, the hospital can only make a diagnosis based on the clinical situation, and does not make a causal reasoning certificate. ”

My heart sank, it turned out that medicine was not as developed as I thought, and doctors were even more cautious when issuing reports. After a lot of struggle, he was still helpless, so he had to smile reluctantly: "Thank you." ”

Standing up and about to leave, the doctor said, "Or you go to a private hospital to try, they are not so strict, and they may be able to issue this kind of report." After a pause, he said, "If you can believe it, you don't have to bother so much." ”

My heart felt like something was being pulled hard, and looking at the sympathetic gaze of the doctor's eldest sister, I almost ran away, said thank you and hurried out the door. I escaped from the hospital, I couldn't help but cry out, why should I bring humiliation on myself, and why should I struggle for verification for those who don't believe in me?

Ziyue, I'm fed up, it's too difficult to explain and believe, even if you don't believe it, I don't want to crumple my self-esteem and body to others like this.

Sitting on the bus with tears in my eyes, looking at the pedestrians coming and going outside the window, the couple holding chocolates and flowers, I really wondered, how could they trust each other?

As soon as I got out of the car, I received a call from Ziyue: "Where are you?"

"Is there something wrong?" had just come out of the contusion in the hospital, and before his emotions had calmed down, his voice was cold.

"Where are you? I'll look for you. His tone was firm.

My mood is irritated for no reason, what are you looking for me?Is there any evidence or picture of boredom?" Ziyue, we have separated. I tried my best to suppress the excitement in my voice and said calmly.

As soon as the words fell, I saw that his car was parked downstairs from me, he was leaning on the car, folding the phone back into his pocket with one hand, squinting at me, and twitching the corners of his mouth: "Zhao Xiaowei, turn your face completely enough." ”

I looked at him, my steps froze, a little overwhelmed, as if someone had been caught: "You, why are you here?"

He took two steps closer to me and stood in front of me, so close to me that I could almost feel his breathing: "I wanted to see you, and here I am." ”

His tone was calm and powerful, as if he was saying something that was most ordinary and natural, I couldn't help but take a step back, looking at him with a little dampness in his eyes, since he had broken up, why was he so sensational: "I, I'm fine." ”

He looked at me and pulled out a paper bag from the car: "Try this, one every night before bed." ”

I took it, it seemed to be some medicine, the packaging was in foreign languages, but not English, and I didn't know it: "What is this?"

"Medicine, I went to ask your doctor, this effect is better, you don't have to take it before. His tone was light.

I was stunned, how did he know who the doctor I used to see was, but suddenly I thought that I was stupid again, and the original medicine had a medical record book. Thinking about the doctor's medical records, the morning bag was in my mind again, and I angrily stuffed the bag back into his hand: "No, I'm almost fine now." ”

He frowned: "Hate me for not making a bet with my body." He stuffed it back into me, and although his face was impatient, his tone was a little more generous.

I don't feel a little wronged, if you really care about me, why don't you believe me all the time, make me uneasy, bite my lip: "Why pretend?"

He grabbed my shoulders and lowered his eyebrows: "Zhao Xiaowei, what did you say?"

"I said why are you pretending, since you don't believe me, why do you care about my life or death. "Even the doctor looked at me so compassionately, and I don't know how the sadness came from it, and the tears couldn't be stopped. Holding the bag and sobbing up.

He looked at me, a little stunned, and after a while, he held my shoulder as if he had reacted, and his voice softened: "What are you crying about, how can you recuperate like a child?"

His voice was gentle and tickled my heart, and I realized my gaffe, wiped my tears, and looked at him, a little embarrassed, not knowing what to say.

"Don't think about it, rest well, I'll try to disturb you as little as possible. He looked at me with pity in his eyes, patted me on the shoulder, and drove away.

Watching his car gradually disappear from sight, and the afternoon sun warmly spread out on my body, I almost felt that it was a momentary dream just now, but looking at the bag in my hand, I realized that he could also have warmth without entering the dream.

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