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Looking at Ziyue worried and tired, I was often woken up by phone calls late at night, and my increasingly haggard look made my heart hurt. (But after all, it is his wife on the other end of the phone, and if there is something at home or Xiaoyou, he can't turn on mute and not answer the phone.) Every time Ziyue picked up the phone, he just listened quietly, soothing my conscience and his conscience with silence like atonement.

But seeing him being woken up by the bell in the middle of the night and rubbing his temples was really distressing. So every late at night, after Ziyue fell asleep, I gently held his mobile phone and walked downstairs to the living room. After Lunan's call came, I pressed to answer it, and it was her venting on the other end of the phone, questioning him one after another about his irresponsibility to his family and his indifference to their mother and daughter. Fortunately, I didn't need Ziyue to answer, so I just listened quietly, and when she said she was tired, she would hang up. And my heart was also bloodied in guilt and self-blame.

Until one day, when she was questioning and crying again, the weather was getting colder and I couldn't help but sneeze. She was silent for a moment, and after a while, she said coldly: "Let Feng Ziyue listen to the phone." ”

My heart tightened, and I pleaded, "I'm sorry, he's really tired." I can only sleep five or six hours a day, and it's all my fault if you scold me. ”

"You don't deserve it. There was no trace of warmth in her voice, and she hung up the phone coldly.

I didn't deserve it! I felt like I was being evacuated, tiredly took my mobile phone upstairs, and lay back to Ziyue's side, he hugged me tightly in a daze, and snorted: "What are you doing?" ”

I didn't answer, just snuggled into his arms. The mobile phone rang again, he woke up suddenly, I hurriedly handed him the mobile phone in my hand, he frowned and picked it up, Lu Nan's voice sounded again, very clear in the silent night: "Feng Ziyue, your sweetheart is not small, dare to answer your phone secretly." ”

I bit my lip and looked at Ziyue with some guilt. I really didn't tell him, but I really didn't want him to stay up so much every night.

Ziyue looked at me, and his voice was a little indifferent: "I agree." What's the matter with you?"

There was a pause, and his voice became sharp: "Very good, your mobile phone that you don't let you touch can also be touched." [Fast update, refreshing website pages, few ads, no pop-ups, I like this kind of website the most, be sure to praise" After a few sneers, the phone hung up.

The night was so cold that I shivered slightly, and looking at Ziyue, I was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I just-"

"I know. He sighed, "Why are you so stupid? "Rubbing my hair, just hugging me tightly to my chest.

Since that night, Lu Nan's phone calls have been reduced, and Ziyue can finally sleep peacefully all night in fatigue. And the lawyer's feedback to Ziyue is that Lu Nan has recently relented a little in mediation, and he is not as fierce as before. I was slightly relaxed but at the same time shrouded in inexplicable sadness, it turned out that I had come to this point, I did not feel any pleasant feeling at all, just the physical and mental exhaustion in the long tug-of-war, and the repeated torment of self-blame and guilt.

Winter is a bleak season, and I don't like it. At the same time that everything is depressed, there will also be chilling earth-shattering.

One day in early December, Ziyue came back very early, and returned home at about three o'clock in the afternoon, his face was blue, and he locked himself in the study and never came out after he came back.

I was a little anxious to see his abnormal appearance, but I was afraid that knocking on the door would affect him. It wasn't until it was dusk that he finally opened the door, and for a moment, it seemed to be much older.

I couldn't help but be a little worried: "What's going on?"

He sat at the desk, his fingers tapping on the table, thought for a long time and exhaled, "Something happened to him." He said the name of that person, and my face turned white instantly, the "big man" in Ai Yun's mouth, Bai Ping's gold owner, is also Ziyue's biggest backer in business.

"What's wrong?" I had already guessed. What can make Ziyue have this expression will not be a natural accident, but only a fall. And Ziyue's answer confirmed my guess: "The official news has not come out yet." [Fast update,Refreshing website pages,Few ads,No pop-ups,I like this kind of website the most.,Be sure to praise it just internally.] ”

I was silent, not knowing what to say. The cold wind outside the house was howling, and Ziyue's face was a little cold: "Those who should come will come." ”

"Will you be okay?" my voice trembled slightly, and I only cared about him. When officials fall from power, there will always be some entrepreneurs who are buried. I don't know if it's their money that raises the moth, or the moth's appetite that swallows their waists.

"I don't know. He pursed his lips, "Look at what you want to check." ”

My heart suddenly panicked, and I felt as lightheaded as if I was falling into the clouds. "What should I do?" I asked, a little helplessly.

Ziyue shook his head indifferently: "Recently, it has been in a recession, and I have lost a lot of my previous relationship." If you really get into trouble, you can't hide from it. ”

I couldn't hide it, these three words made my heart tremble, and Ziyue waved his hand a little dejectedly: "I'll stay by myself for a while." "I don't know how to take a step, there are no eggs in the nest, and if I want to confirm the evidence of that person's guilt, someone will inevitably be implicated. Ziyue was so close to him that my whole body began to tremble.

Ziyue and I didn't sleep that night, and the next day happened to be a weekend. He got up in the morning and made a phone call, and said to me in a deep voice, "Go to my eldest brother's house." I was stunned, looking at his gloomy expression, and it was inconvenient to ask more. only followed him to his eldest brother's house on the outskirts of Beijing.

The first time he was officially taken to see his family, I should have been a little nervous and shy, but under the momentum of that black cloud topping, he and I were only heavy.

His eldest brother and sister-in-law, as well as his mother, were at home. His mother was about seventy years old, silver-haired, and looked very energetic. His eldest brother was as thin and tall as him, and he looked a little more honest than him. As soon as his sister-in-law saw me, she smiled kindly: "Xiaowei is here." ”

I smiled back and respectfully called out to his mother, "Auntie." "In terms of age, it should be called grandma, but it is shouted with Ziyue's generation. Ziyue's mother smiled kindly and nodded: "It's here." "Seems to already know who I am.

Hearing Ziyue say that his eldest brother had a son who was already in college, but he didn't see him, I unconsciously asked, "Where is Xiaojun?"

"I went to play ball with my classmates. Still naughty. His sister-in-law responded, but seemed closer to me because of the words I asked her son, "Sit and eat some fruit." ”

Ziyue saw that I met his family in a harmonious atmosphere, gently squeezed my hand, and said softly: "You talk to my mother and sister-in-law first, and I'll go talk to my eldest brother about something." So saying, he went to the study with his eldest brother.

I was faintly excited because of his "Mom, sister-in-law" that didn't distinguish between you and me, and my face didn't feel red. Raising his eyes and carefully looking at Ziyue's mother, the silver-haired old man, with very clear eyebrows and a taste of wisdom, took out an orange from the fruit plate on the coffee table and handed it to me, and said kindly: "Eat." Xiaowei. ”

A sentence made my heart flutter, and the warm feeling made me let go of my anxiety and restraint, I hurriedly took it and asked casually: "You are very strong, right?" ”

"It's okay, old bones. We all ate the pumpkins you planted, and they were delicious. I didn't expect a girl in the city to have this thought. Ziyue's mother looked at me and smiled warmly. Ziyue's sister-in-law smiled: "You talk, I'll go to Zhang Luo for lunch." ”

The living room was just me and Ziyue's mother, and I suddenly became a little nervous. I didn't know what to say for a while, so I had to eat oranges and talk about the embarrassment.

Ziyue's mother slowly opened her mouth: "You look good-tempered." I blushed and nodded, "It's okay." ”

Ziyue's mother smiled: "Getting along with good-tempered people can always make people comfortable." Ziyue's temper is twisted, and he has been like this since he was a child. Now he is not young, but in my eyes, he is still a child. He sighed, "Seeing him happy, my heart is also happy." ”

I can't help but feel a sour taste in my heart. My parents love me so much. But I hurt them so deeply. And for Ziyue's mother, there may have been struggles and thoughts, but in the end, her love for her son overcame other constraints.

I followed her words with some sadness: "Actually, as a child, why don't you want your parents to be happy." ”

Ziyue's mother nodded: "Yes." His thoughts seemed to return far away: "Ziyue is also very filial to us." When I was a child, his father was busy, and he helped me with the work. and always screwed for me and his father. He looked at me and said, "In fact, in family life, the banging of pots and pans, how can it be so smooth." When I was young, I always felt that his father was screwed, but when he was old, the two of them were companions, and life went smoothly. When his father left, he held my hand tightly and said that this life was worth it. I'm worth it too. Ziyue's mother seemed to be reminiscing about something.

My heart was shaken severely, all kinds of dissatisfaction with marriage when I was young, maybe when I look back, it is a kind of chic beauty, this wise old man, is teaching me. I bit my lip and lowered my head.

We chatted casually for a while. Lunch was ready, in a calm mildness, and I ate a meal that I remembered for a long time, not because of what I ate, but because the people who ate together were his mother, his brother and sister-in-law, him and me. In this life, when I think of that meal, I am also full of happiness: on a warm winter afternoon, I sat with the family of my loved one, smiling. I am content.

After dinner, Ziyue was about to go back, and his sister-in-law pulled me aside and said a little embarrassedly: "I went to see you that day, don't you mind." It's hard for me to refuse her. ”

"It's fine. I smiled sincerely. I was not qualified to care, and I was grateful for their gracious acceptance.

Sitting in Ziyue's car, I reminisced about happiness, looked at him and said, "Ziyue, I'm very happy." You've given me too much. ”

Ziyue gently shook my hand: "Xiaowei, I just think the time is too short. My heart jerked, was he hurrying to give me the happiness I wanted? The warmth of Fang Cai stopped abruptly, and I began to panic: "Don't talk nonsense. ”

"Xiaowei, I'll bring you here today to get to know you officially. Later," he paused and said, "if there's anything, you can just find my eldest brother." I told him. ”

"Don't talk nonsense. I interrupted him in a panic, "It's all your worries, and it's not something we can predict how this kind of thing will go." ”

Ziyue pulled the corners of his mouth and didn't speak. But there was a trace of cold air that gradually diffused around us.

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