213 I want to leave because of love
Meng Junyao didn't expect Xiaobai to suddenly come out, he was stunned for a moment, and after reacting, he gently stroked her back with his only hand, as if he was comforting a sad child, but he didn't say a word.
When he was young, Xiaobai suffered any grievances or sad things, and he also fell on his shoulders and howled, but at that time, Xiaobai was short, and Meng Junyao squatted on the ground and let her hold her neck.
In the drizzling streets, nothing else mattered, and the two of them hugged each other for a long time as if no one was around, as if they had traveled back to the past together.
The people who eat melons point their fingers and have their own ideas.
When Xiaobai had cried enough, he took out something from his bag.
It is an environmentally friendly bag that she brings every day, so that when she goes to the supermarket, she no longer uses those non-degradable and environmentally damaging plastic bags. Because plastic bags are buried in the ground, it takes about 200 years for them to decay, which seriously pollutes the soil.
The two of them picked up the things on the ground and put them into the environmental protection bag, a heavy bag, and Meng Junyao insisted on carrying it by himself.
As long as he is there, he will not let his "princess" do the slightest work, even if he only has one hand left.
Xiaobai was left to him, but held his other hand tightly.
Although that hand didn't feel anything, Meng Junyao's heart could feel it.
The two of them left with all sorts of stares.
When she returned to Meng Junyao's residence, Xiaobai's mood calmed down, and she suddenly smelled the smell of smoke in the house: "Teacher Meng, why did you start smoking again? ”
Meng Junyao: "No, no, no." ”
He was afraid that Xiaobai would confiscate his cigarettes.
Although it is not addictive, he needs to relax by swallowing clouds and spitting fog from time to time, otherwise it will be too depressing.
"I don't believe it, I smell it. ”
Xiaobai said as he walked around the house like a detective looking for it.
Suddenly, she noticed that there was a translucent plastic bag hanging from the imperceptible place behind the dressing mirror, and if you looked closely, you could see the brand of cigarettes in the unopened inside.
This Teacher Meng!
Xiaobai just wanted to shout "found" and seize all the "stolen goods", but in a second, she didn't plan to do it again.
Since Mr. Meng specially hid it, he definitely didn't want to find out by himself. If you expose him to your face, how faceless will he be?
As long as he is not addicted, leave him a little bit of thought, and buy him some smoking candy another day.
Xiaobai made up his mind, pretended not to see it, walked away, and asked, "Teacher Meng, why didn't you buy fish when you went to the supermarket?"
Meng Junyao breathed a sigh of relief and replied casually: "It's too troublesome to do." ”
Yes, he only has one hand to use, teach him how to fish!
Xiaobai suddenly realized and blamed herself, and she immediately ran out on the grounds of "leaving something outside".
After a while, Jingling came back with 6 fish of about one and a half catties each, and a bunch of various condiments.
Meng Junyao took a look: "What are you buying so many fish for, how can you eat it?"
Xiaobai said: "3 are frozen and eat slowly, and the other 3, I will make you 3 fish and 3 to eat today, the doctor said that you should eat more nutritious things, and don't touch the instant noodles in the future." ”
She saw a lot of instant noodle bags in the trash can.
Meng Junyao didn't say anything, but there was a smile in his eyes.
Meng's secret sauce fish was taught to her by Meng Junyao himself, and the process was extremely cumbersome, and Wu Hai, who was addicted to eating at that time, originally wanted to learn it, but immediately gave up when he heard the recipe.
There are also several cooking methods, which Xiaobai used to learn, and today I finally have the opportunity to serve Teacher Meng once.
Looking at Xiaobai's busy figure in the kitchen, Meng Junyao, who asked for help but was refused, felt a little guilty. I must have delayed her a lot of time for dating, studying, and playing, and it was about to become a burden to her.
Although it was beautiful to be able to watch her so quietly, Meng Junyao still had the idea of leaving the city again for the first time.
He has been kind to her for many years, but he has never thought of reciprocating anything in return.
When he could receive Xiaobai's care and care, he felt that he possessed her too much, got too much, and deserved it.
At the same time, Wushan, a man who silently contributes behind the scenes, is also slowly changing the image of a gentleman inherent in Meng Junyao's heart. What's more, realistically speaking, Wushan can give Xiaobai a lot, whether it is financially or in terms of future development, it is much better than herself, a waste person who can't give her anything......
The meal was set on the table, although it was not as good as Meng Junyao's craftsmanship, but it was also quite good.
Xiaobai served him soup and rice, and carefully removed the fish and put it on his plate, just like he had done for himself before. Not long ago, I broke my foot, and Mr. Meng's meticulous care for me seems to be still in front of me.
Meng Junyao enjoyed all this, and his heart swelled with warmth and self-blame: "Your cooking skills are getting better and better." ”
Xiaobai smiled and said, "I think it's delicious, then I'll make more for you to eat in the future." ”
Meng Junyao: "No need, you should have a lot of things to do, right?"
Xiaobai whispered: "No matter how many things are, they are not as important as Teacher Meng. ”
Meng Junyao's heart trembled, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and he tried to suppress the desire to get closer to her, sometimes this desire was too strong, and he almost felt that he was not a man.
So they don't talk about unhappy things, just reminiscing about the past that makes people laugh.
Today's meal, in general, they ate merrily, at least on the surface, because both wanted to please each other.
Maybe it's not appropriate to use the word "please", but in each other's hearts, they really want each other to be safe and happy.
Meng Junyao in Xiaobai's eyes is very strong. If you change yourself, a middle-aged lonely person, with nothing, and almost an arm, maybe you will collapse long ago and don't want to live.
But she didn't know that she was one of the two driving forces for him to live, and the other was art.
Meng Junyao, like all laymen who eat whole grains, has contradictions and entanglements.
On the one hand, he did not believe in this evil, and stubbornly and tenaciously practiced his right hand and right arm, but the results were almost zero, and on the other hand, he often collapsed on the bed exhausted, feeling that this hand was over, and his artistic career was over.
However, what is the difference between oneself and the walking dead who have lost the ability to create art?!
That day, Xiaobai stayed late, she washed and put away the dishes and chopsticks, cleaned all the clothes before leaving, and asked Meng Junyao to go to bed early.
Meng Junyao agreed and wanted to send her, but Xiaobai refused.
So he went downstairs and saw her get into a taxi before returning home.
However, he did not wash and sleep.
No one thought that Meng Junyao was standing in front of the easel at this time, trying to create with a pencil in his mouth!
He thought, "My left hand is not good, so I'll try to use my mouth, and my mouth is not necessarily worse than my hand." I've seen disabled artists with a pen in their mouths, still writing and drawing well.
But after only holding it for a while, the cheeks and lips were tired, and the saliva was about to flow out, and if it continued like this, it would wear out the lips and destroy the teeth, so I had to rest for a while before continuing.
After painting for so many years, he knows better than anyone that if you want to do well, you must practice diligently. When he was learning color pencils, he had been painting them for a whole year just by stacking * blocks of every two colors, and he was not a person who was in a hurry.
So, don't rush and start all over again!
"Smack!"
Wu Shan angrily threw a stack of photos on his desk, making a loud noise.
Where is this white cloud warm? I tolerate her so much, doesn't she consider my feelings?!
Wushan, who has always been paralyzed, has not been so angry for a long time, and there seems to be a raging flame in his chest, burning crackling but unable to find an exit.
Xiao Mi, the secretary outside the door, heard the movement and just wanted to come in to see what was going on, but he was yelled out by Wushan as soon as he probed. He didn't want to share the contents of the photos.
Xiao Mi was frightened, but he still brought the door with interest.
She thought, how can a person not be angry when he eats whole grains? My male god gets angry once in a while, and his temper is good enough. It would be nice if I could help him with his worries, but he wouldn't tell me.
In this matter, Xiao Mi may not be able to help Wushan.
The photo on the table is a picture of a man and a woman hugging on the street in the drizzle, deeply emotional, regardless of the eyes of others - it is Xiaobai and Meng Junyao, the Meng Junyao who Wushan has repeatedly tolerated and helped!
Europe and the United States have hugging etiquette, many people meet on the left and right hugs, but that kind of hug is etiquette at a glance, most of the dragonflies point to water, a touch of stop, the duration is very short, the limbs are very light, the expression is also smiling, it is not as good as shaking hands when the skin touches more.
But if you look at the photo in front of you, from the body language to the expressions of both sides, they are all expressing the kind of affection like the sea of "the world is big, but there is only one you left in my eyes"!
Xiaobai is not a drama spirit, her displeasure or affection will definitely not be disguised, nor is it posed, not forced, which is easy to tell in Wushan.
Therefore, every time Wushan glanced at the photos of the same picture taken from different angles, he felt that his chest was about to explode.
The photo was sent anonymously, and the name and surname were written "Mr. Wushan personally opened, be sure".
has made a lot of efforts for this relationship, and naturally wants to be reciprocated, and the reward is Xiaobai's wholehearted love and care.
But in the end, he was still blocked by Cheng Biting Jin, who was killed halfway, and this "Cheng Biting Jin" still risked aftershocks by himself, and spent time and effort to personally invite him!
However, Wushan does not regret saving Meng Junyao, he rarely regrets anything, what he does is what he does, and it is useless to regret it, but this Bai Yunnuan should be educated well......
Xiaobai received a call from Wushan: "Don't leave after class tonight, wait for me in place." ”
Wushan has not called himself "I" for a long time, but when he uses this word again today, Xiaobai feels that the atmosphere is a little wrong, just like the parents usually smile and call themselves "baba ma", and when they get angry, they automatically switch to "Lao Tzu Lao Niang".
Xiaobai thought a little weakly, does Wushan know that I have been getting close to Teacher Meng recently?