If that's really it, then she admits it.

She didn't want to run away, and she didn't want to run either.

"Okay," she agreed.

Qin Ziye was stunned for a moment, this was the sentence he wanted to hear the most for many years, she actually agreed, he thought he would be ecstatic, he would cry with joy, but why did he not have such feelings.

Even those words just now, he was like an endorsement, because this is what he has wanted to say to her for so many years, but he has never had the opportunity. The wind outside suddenly became stronger, and the hair on his forehead suddenly became messy.

There was a momentary blur in his eyes, and a momentary pause in his mind.

He looked into the distance, his lips moving slightly, but he didn't know what he was talking about.

"It's windy, let's go back first, we won't go out today, you're just right. ”

"Okay," Guan Jing was supported by Qin Ziye, and also put the weight of his entire body on his body, the wind blew the hair of the two of them first, then tightly wrapped together, and then no longer separated from each other.

When the door was closed, Tang Yuxin walked out,

She put her hand on her face, and unexpectedly, she didn't cry, not even a tear.

Perhaps, this is what she wants to know, maybe this is what she wants, and perhaps, this is what she is waiting for.

And what was she waiting for.

Dead.

She turned around and left here step by step, but no one knew if her vision was hazy with a white mist.

I've heard,

The beginning is always true,

Later, it will slowly become fake

Eyes full of tenderness,

It's for being happy, not for being sad

I've heard that light kisses are always real

But whispers in the ear are often false

Adorn the promise of love

It's a song that hums casually to pass the loneliness

And she didn't look back once along the way.

Layer by layer, she walked the steps in front of her, and then walked up, looking from here, it seemed that she could see most of the scenery of Kyoto, at this time Kyoto was far less than the later high-rise buildings, there were not so many people, and there was no prosperity behind, it was still immersed, and when it showed its amazing beauty, it was difficult to find a blank space here.

She stretched out her hand, also grasped the railing in front of her, and then looked down, as if because it was too high, everything in front of her seemed to be getting smaller.

What would it be like if you jumped from here?

Break the bones of the whole body,

Breaking the internal organs of the whole body,

Drained all over the body.

And then fell beyond recognition.

And she let go of her hand again, and looked at everything in the distance quietly, and her heart seemed to be hypnotized. Peaceful, peaceful.

Slowly, she closed her eyes, and let the wind blow on her face, with the unique air here, it seems to have no taste, but she can also smell a faint aroma.

It seems, like her, and it seems like someone else's.

She stood like this, but she didn't know that at this time a person had already walked up the stairs, and then approached her step by step.

Suddenly, she opened her eyes, and the person behind her also hugged her tightly, she struggled violently, and she could only feel it, and the person behind her had some clear breath.

"Don't move, it's fine. ”

The man's deep and calm voice came from behind her, and he also took her straight back several steps, and the farther away she was from the front.

It's okay, the man's voice came over her head, it's not easy to live, don't think about it, it doesn't matter if you jump, and death is the stupidest thing.

Tang Yuxin gave up all the struggles, and she could feel the muscles on the man behind her, as well as the force coming from his arm, almost all of them could tear her apart in one go.

She breathed slowly, and so did the man.

"Excuse me......" She looked ahead, and the blue sky and white clouds were also reflected in her pupils, and the wind was blowing, but everything was cold.

"Why do you think I'm suicidal?"

"Aren't you?" the man's arm still didn't let go, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly not be able to think about it, and then jump down and fall to pieces.

"Sir, I didn't think about committing suicide, Tang Yuxin really couldn't cry or laugh, I just wanted to stand here and blow the wind, didn't you see that I was far away from the front?"

The man's strength suddenly relaxed, but he still didn't let go.

"Sir, how long are you going to take advantage?" Tang Yuxin lowered his head, he really wanted to pat off the arm that was pressed on his chest, where is it not good, why do you want to hold here, I don't know if a woman can't be pressed indiscriminately here, she is still developing, what should I do if the pressure is not long?

The man behind him found that his hands seemed to be pressed on a soft mass, and he quickly let go of his hands

Tang Yuxin felt that she could breathe, and she smiled bitterly, if she didn't let go, she felt that even if she didn't jump off the building and fell to her death, she would be strangled to death by him.

She turned around, but when she saw the person behind her, she was stunned.

It's him.

Gu Ning.

The man was dressed in a military uniform, his hair was also combed meticulously, his skin was slightly dark, tanned bronzed, very healthy, and very resolute, he stood like this, as if he had not moved, and his night-like eyes were always watching her, as if he wanted to see something from her face.

Tang Yuxin couldn't laugh or cry, she just nodded lightly. She also said thank you, then turned around, and then walked towards the stairs, at first she was still down one step at a time, and then she actually began to run forward, the faster she ran, the colder the wind blew on her face.

It's like dancing the melody of life, the beginning of fate.

She looked back at the high rooftop, in fact, she really didn't think about committing suicide, this world may be full of all kinds of injustices, but you can't deny its beauty, how good it is to live in such a world, why die?

And she just wants to know what it's like to stand there, why in her previous life, Gu Ning liked to stand there the most, did he want to die, or did he want to remember something, or forget something?

And now she seems to understand something.

That's not wanting to die, that's wanting to live, that's still looking for the beauty in this world.

Although he didn't know what was in his hand, what he didn't know, and he didn't know what it was, what he wanted to find would definitely not be a dead word.

Tang Yuxin's eyes narrowed again, as if they were messed up by the wind, and at this time, the man was standing on the rooftop again, just like he had in his previous life.