After my second brother left, I returned to the rental house alone, wearing wet clothes, sitting at the head of the bed, leaning against the wall, the sewage in the drainage pipe above my head was still flowing non-stop, and outside the door, there was a murmur in the hallway, which sounded like rats gnawing on garbage or debris.

Unconsciously, I came to Shenyang, it has been almost two months, because of Zhou Hang's obstruction, I not only achieved nothing, but also wronged Lin Xuan to accompany me, living in this dark basement with rats, but in all fairness, except for feeling sorry for Lin Xuan, I actually don't feel that there is anything difficult about this kind of life now, after all, the days are more difficult than now, I have not experienced it, so for me personally, as long as I can fill my stomach, there is infinite hope in life, and at the same time, I am also looking forward to it in my heart, I can one day break the shackles of fate and stay with Lin Xuan for life, but now it seems that all my fantasies, after all, it's just a fantasy.

When I was looking for revenge from Leng Lei, I thought that as long as I settled my grandmother, I would have nothing to worry about in this world, until my second brother suddenly appeared in front of me, and I realized that there were many people in this world who could make me care.

Now that the Shengdong Company Building is about to fall, the pillars of the family have fallen one by one, and I can't refuse in the face of the invitation of the second brother.

Over the years, Shengdong has been like a tree that shelters us from the wind and rain, and now it has ignited a raging fire, but even if there is a glimmer of hope that the fire can be extinguished, I have to carry water to rush up, even if the hope is slim, I can't retreat, not only because this is my responsibility, but also because Shengdong is my home.

The news of Brother Dong's shooting made my heart full of anxiety and fear, Brother Hulu's departure prompted me to give up some to find Leng Lei to seek revenge, and by mistake, I came to Shenyang with Lin Xuan, and the news of Brother Dong's shooting once again stirred up ripples in my backwater-like heart.

I thought that if I left the rivers and lakes, I would be able to stay away from life and death, but I forgot that my roots had already been deeply rooted in the land of Anyang, and my departure was not enough to become an opportunity to block life and death, because I was not there, but the rivers and lakes were still there, and the grievances were still there.

"Whew!"

After thinking for a while, I flipped through the phone book and dialed a phone number I asked for from my second brother.

……

After I waited at home for a few hours, the door of the room was pushed open, and then Lin Xuan entered the door as usual, and after seeing me, he showed a playful smile: "Husband, it's so late, why haven't you slept yet, do you miss me?"

"Well, I miss you. I looked at Lin Xuan and showed a smile: "How is it, are you tired today?"

"Luckily, it was raining outside today and there weren't many guests in the hotel, so I was lazy. Lin Xuan chewed gum, while talking, took off his coat, and then hung the clothes on the wall, in our room, the so-called clothes hanging, is just two nails smashed on the wall, the moment Lin Xuan and I rubbed my body, a strong smell of inferior perfume filled my nasal cavity, recently, I always feel that the perfume on Lin Xuan's body is getting stronger and stronger, now think about it, she is just using the smell of perfume to suppress the smell of alcohol on her body.

After Lin Xuan took off his coat, he lay on the bed with a 'poof', reached out to hold my hand, and shook his little feet: "Oh, they all say that the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own kennel, this is really true, it is still comfortable to lie on the bed of your own home, your own home, your own bed, your own husband, haha, as long as you are here, I am not afraid of anything, there is a home, there is you, it is really the happiest thing in the world!"

"It's all like this, and I don't say I'm tired. Seeing the tiredness on Lin Xuan's face that could not be concealed, my heart tightened, and then I stood up, mixed water in the basin, and when the temperature of the water was almost adjusted, I walked to the side of the bed with the basin, squatted down, and gently helped Lin Xuan take off her socks.

"Husband, what are you doing!" Lin Xuan was startled by my movements, and sat up: "Crazy, right?"

"Be honest, sit still. I ignored Lin Xuan's question, grabbed her little feet, and gently pressed them into the basin: "Is it hot?"

"It's not hot. Lin Xuan was stunned by me, and looked at me with some surprise: "What's wrong with you, what kind of feet are you washing my feet properly, did you take the wrong medicine?"

"I'm fine, I'm not quite normal. I squatted on the ground and smiled, my palm constantly swimming on Lin Xuan's feet: "I just suddenly remembered that the two of us have known each other for so long, and I don't seem to have washed your feet yet." ”

"Okay, you, I'm not Cleopatra, how can I have such a heavy feminism in my bones. As Lin Xuan spoke, he tugged on my arm: "Oh, don't wash me, let me do it myself, you are a big man doing this job, it always makes me feel a little strange." ”

"There's nothing strange about it, just sit in peace. I held Lin Xuan's little feet, and felt a little uncomfortable: "Sometimes I think about it, I really don't seem to be a romantic person, the two of us have been in Shenyang for so long, except for watching a movie together, the rest of the time, we have been working hard for life, and we have never played anywhere, you have been clamoring for me to accompany you to the playground to play, and I have promised you many times, but until now, I don't seem to have fulfilled this promise." ”

"The rest of our lives are still long, and there are many opportunities to go to the playground in the future, not only the playground, but we also have to go to Yunnan together, go to Tibet together, and go to many, many places together, husband, do you know, compared to the man who only knows pleasure every day, I think you who work hard make me feel more down-to-earth. As Lin Xuan spoke, he flicked the studs on his earlobes with his fingers: "You can be by my side, it is the greatest romance! ”

Hearing Lin Xuan's words, I was stunned again, looked at the silly girl in front of me, smiled and nodded, until now, she didn't know, I had decided to draw an end to this companionship.

I don't know if I chose to leave at this moment, whether I was retreating, but I really wanted to do it for Lin Xuan's good.

"Husband, what's wrong with you?" Lin Xuan saw that I suddenly stopped squeaking, and reached out and touched my cheek.

"Daughter-in-law, tomorrow afternoon, our store may have a holiday, otherwise, you also ask for a leave, let's go to the playground." I looked up and spoke abruptly.

"Okay, let's go to the playground to play, the tickets there are quite expensive. When Lin Xuan heard this, he didn't show a happy expression.

Lin Xuan's long-term wish is to let me accompany her to a playground, because she knows that I am afraid of heights, so she has always been clamoring for me to accompany her to ride the Ferris wheel and roller coaster, but after I really mentioned this matter, Lin Xuan was a little reluctant to pay, seeing that the girl who was in the light of the moon was forced to look like this by life, I was a little sad, but I didn't show anything on my face, and smiled:" We've been here for a long time, and it's time to take time to relax, don't worry, I'll invite you tomorrow to go to the playground you said last time, didn't you say that the playground is at night, and the light show is particularly beautiful. ”

"Well, okay. Lin Xuan was obviously a little moved: "But the two of us can only play in the afternoon tomorrow, and we can only play until seven o'clock at most, as for the light show, I won't watch it, you know, my job is very competitive, and I can only take half a day off at most." ”

"Good. I nodded, took advantage of the time to turn around and get the towel, gritted my teeth and held back the red circles under my eyes, the reason why Lin Xuan insisted on leaving at seven o'clock in the evening was because at that time, it was the time when the bar opened.

After I poured out the footwashing water, I started to draw water in the washbasin again, and then Lin Xuan began to wash, and after cleaning up, it was almost one o'clock in the morning, in the extremely simple room, I looked at Lin Xuan, who was facing the sky, and suddenly felt that this woman made me can't see enough.

"Husband, are you alright? Lin Xuan found that I was staring at her all the time, and I was a little uncomfortable: "What do you always look at me?"

"Nothing, I just can't believe it. I smiled at Lin Xuan: "I still remember the first time I saw you, it was at a festival celebration in Mongolia, when my purpose was to catch you and use it to threaten the devil, but I don't know why, the two of us came together inexplicably until today." ”

"Do you know what this means? It means that the two of us are together and are destined by God, even though we are in different camps, different identities, and different philosophies, but my heart is the same. Lin Xuan smiled sweetly and leaned his head on my shoulder: "For so many years, I have always thought that life is unfair to me, because it takes away my dearest people, until I meet you, I become less complaining, I think, maybe you are the compensation that God gave me, no matter what time it is, as long as I think of you by my side, I always feel very peaceful." ”

"Daughter-in-law. After listening to Lin Xuan's words, I tilted my head slightly and came close to her: "No matter what happens in your future life, and no matter what the world will become in the future, you have to remember that I love you." ”

"I love you too, very much. As Lin Xuan spoke, he raised his head and gave me a kiss, feeling the warmth from Lin Xuan's lips, I also began to cater to it, and then Lin Xuan wrapped his arms around my neck, the movements became more and more intense, seeing Lin Xuan's slightly closed eyes, I blinked hard, and then gently pushed her away.

"Husband, what's wrong with you?" Lin Xuan felt my resistance and opened her eyes.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm too tired from work today. I shook my head slightly: "I'm going out tomorrow, let's rest early." ”

"Husband, thank you for your hard work. Lin Xuan looked at my tired appearance and felt a little distressed.

"It's okay, come, let me hug. I smiled and shook my head, pulling the girl in front of me into the crook of my arm.

Lin Xuan was really tired, so he pillowed in the crook of my arm, and after a while, he fell into a deep sleep, feeling Lin Xuan's gentle breathing, I put my cheek on her forehead, although I tried my best to control my emotions, but I still didn't hold back my tears, looking at the silly girl in front of me who gave up some of the silly girls who accompanied me, my heart was full of guilt, maybe our encounter was a mistake, even if this mistake was bewitching, beautiful, and like God's arrangement, but it was still a mistake after all.

As soon as you enter the rivers and lakes, you can't help yourself.

Lin Xuan is not a person who easily lets down her guard, now, she has given up everything for me, I know that as long as I leave this time, Lin Xuan's heart will be completely broken by me, and between the two of us, it will no longer be possible, Brother Dong's fall is like a signal of a decisive battle, I believe that next, between Fang Devil and us, there will definitely be a fall, no matter who the side that finally falls, it will become a gap that can no longer be crossed between me and Lin Xuan.

In the world of feelings, Lin Xuan and I didn't do anything wrong, we both loved each other deeply, but the cruel reality finally broke the glimmer of hope between us.

My departure stems from the kind of responsibility that I don't want to bear, but I have to shoulder, this responsibility is a brother and a lover.

"I'm sorry. ”

Half an hour later, I whispered softly to Lin Xuan, who was sleeping in my arms, in a voice that only I could hear, and on the narrow window in the room, through a trace of moonlight, it was quietly reflected on Lin Xuan's flawless white jade face.

The night on the eve of leaving Shenyang.

I smelled Lin Xuan's hair and stayed awake all night.