Chapter 63: I Won't Give You Child
Su Yue was taken aback, she didn't expect Lu Nanshi to come back at this time.
And just when she was flustered, Lu Nanshi had already walked to the living room and saw her mother in the living room at this time.
At this time, it was too late for Gezang, and listening to Lu Nanshi's words, he should have heard their conversation.
But what does he mean by not being self-aware?
Here, when Su Mu saw Lu Nan walking in steadily, she also hurriedly stood up, and immediately wanted to say goodbye and leave: "Yue, Yueyue, you remember to take good care of yourself, Mom will go back first." ”
As he spoke, he picked up his bag and wanted to leave.
"Why are you leaving in such a hurry," Lu Nanshi walked in a few steps, just blocking her way, Su Mu had to stop in place awkwardly, and glanced back at Su Yue uneasily.
"Speaking of which, Mom, you haven't eaten at home yet, it's almost time for dinner, so let's stay and have a meal together. ”
Lu Nanshi's words not only made Su Mu uneasy, but also made Su Yue full of surprise.
Isn't he very disgusted to see her family, how could he think of leaving her mother for dinner? And she heard it right, Lu Nanshi actually called her mother "Mom"?
Lu Nanshi has never looked at the people in her family, let alone take this marriage that was originally revenge, it seems that this is the first time she heard Lu Nan changed her words.
When things go wrong, there must be demons, Lu Nanshi obviously heard what her mother told her, remembering the tragic result caused by the last time she was caught, Su Yue didn't want to repeat the mistake of the past, and hurriedly said: "No need, my mother still has something to hurry back to, right?"
Su's mother actually didn't want to face Lu Nan, when she saw her daughter's eyes, she hurriedly went down the slope and said, "Yes, I still have something to do, go back first......"
"Mom, you are an idler, what can you do in a hurry?" Lu Nanshi raised his voice, which frightened Su Mu all of a sudden, and then he looked at Su Mu with a smile and said, "Even if there is an emergency, cancel it now, is it okay?"
Lu Nanshi talked about this, and Su Yue also understood that Lu Nanshi just wanted her mother to stay, she didn't know what was going on, and she couldn't get any response when she stared at Lu Nanshi, so the anxiety in her heart was even more amplified.
Her mother didn't give her any bad ideas this time, so what did he want to do?
Lu Nanshi said that he wanted to eat, so he really wanted to eat, and after a while, the aunt brought the prepared lunch, but even the aunt was strange, because Lu Nanshi usually didn't come back for lunch, and today there were two more people at once, and then Su Yue went to the kitchen to help, so she made two more dishes.
Su Mu and Su Yue sat together, although she was dissatisfied with Su Yue's obviously perfunctory attitude at first, but now in front of Lu Nanshi, she can only rely on her own daughter, and she frequently looks at Su Yue during the meal, where can she eat, she just hopes to leave early.
Su Yue naturally saw her mother's eyes asking for help, but when she looked up and saw Lu Nan on the main throne chewing slowly, she didn't dare to ask him if there was something wrong.
Although it is unusual to leave her mother at home for dinner, it is not necessarily to cause trouble for them, if she opens her mouth and hits the muzzle of the gun, it will be more than worth the loss.
So although she was harshly reprimanded by her mother's gaze, she also chose not to say a word.
"Mrs. Su, what's the matter, is the food unappetizing, I don't see you have eaten much. ”
When Lu Nanshi finally spoke, Su Mu trembled as soon as he spoke, and quickly pretended to be calm, put down his chopsticks, and said, "No, I just don't have much appetite." ”
"Also, the family company is about to go bankrupt, and I really won't have the appetite to eat. ”
Lu Nanshi's words were completely deliberate, and his eyes were full of mockery when he looked at Su Mu at this time.
Su Mu was looked at by Lu Nanshi like this, and she broke out in a cold sweat inexplicably.
was frightened like this by a junior's eyes, it was really embarrassing to say it, but the nightmare that the Lu family brought to the Su family was deep-rooted, and Lu Nanshi was even more unfathomable, and there was no way for her to do this.
Back then, they naively thought that they had found a good wrongdoer, but they didn't expect that under his gentle and humble appearance there was such a heart that would be revenged, and the status of the Lu family was there, and they could only bow their heads and beg for mercy.
Seeing the disgraced look on her mother's face, Su Yue was in a complicated mood on the side, she actually knew that he was going to start when she noticed Lu Nanshi's change of name, but she didn't want to stop it, because she thought, it would be good for him to take the initiative to mention it, and she would have to rack her brains to think about how to mention this matter to Lu Nanshi at night.
At this time, it was time for her to speak, admit her mistakes appropriately, and let Lu Nanshi raise her noble hand.
I don't know why she doesn't want to talk, their family always knowingly does this, just thinking that she is cleaning up the mess for them, letting them learn a lesson, and saving them trouble in the future.
Su Mu here is indeed full of embarrassment, and the dilemma has been broken by someone, but the initiator still has an attitude that it has nothing to do with himself.
That's the most hateful thing, the person who is playing tricks on you must laugh at your embarrassment like this, waiting for you to come to the door and take the initiative to beg for mercy.
Su Mu only felt unparalleled humiliation this time, but for Su Yue, it was her daily routine in the past two years.
Thinking like this, she ignored her mother's pleading gaze.
Lu Nanshi noticed it.
"Look at what she does, it has nothing to do with her, even if the Su family goes out of business, she still has the Lu family to raise, what do you think is the use of her?"
As soon as these words came out, even Su Yue was shocked, she heard it right, Lu Nanshi actually said that the Lu family would support her, but she was only happy for a moment, and then she understood what was going on.
If the Su family goes bankrupt at this time, she is not pregnant with a child yet, and before giving birth to a child, the Lu family will naturally raise her.
She would think that her mother was naturally too, and the evidence was that she was still disillusioned, so she suddenly sat up straight and said to Lu Nanshi: "Of course, my daughter gave birth to a child for your Lu family, and you naturally have to raise her." But don't forget, when the child is born, you are going to divorce, can you guarantee that you can still support her after the divorce?"
Su Mu paused at this point, as if she was waiting for Lu Nan's response.
And Lu Nanshi's face did turn from sunny to cloudy, and even the corners of his upturned mouth were flattened.
Seeing Lu Nanshi's reaction, Su's mother had a sense of brightness to find a way, and she continued: "She is your wife now, and she will still be my daughter in the future, and she will still return to our Su family after giving birth to a child, so even if it is for her, we can't let the Su family go bankrupt." ”
Su Mu said this reasonably, but Lu Nanshi's face became darker and darker, and after a while, he said in a cold tone: "Oh, let her come to me because you want to raise her?"
Su Mu's hard-earned confidence fell apart in Lu Nanshi's words, Su Yue also closed her eyes, Lu Nanshi actually heard everything, and the high-sounding reasons only made them sound more ridiculous.
"Is Su Shi her alone? let her come every time, how about trying someone else this time?"
Lu Nanshi chuckled, and regained his sense of ease in controlling everything.
Su Mu directly lost her face, she was enough to be ashamed of him like this, and now he directly made such a request, which made her feel even more disgraced.
I didn't care about anything for a while, "Are you still human when Lu Nanshi? Anyway, I'm still your elder, do you think it's right for you to talk to me like this? That's how your Lu family taught you?"
But Lu Nanshi seemed to be waiting for her to get angry, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became even worse, "Upbringing? The Lu family taught me to be polite, righteous and shameful, not to let me blame people like you in the past, I don't want to go bankrupt, right, then go back and think about what is wrong, and then come to the door to beg for mercy!"
"You ......" Su Mu was almost stunned by Lu Nanshi, Su Yue didn't expect Lu Nanshi to say such ugly words, he had always been too lazy to take care of their family, and he didn't know how to say such heavy words today.
Seeing that her mother was so angry that she was about to faint, Su Yue hurriedly supported her.
And here Lu Nanshi continued: "Since Mrs. Su has no appetite to eat, there is no need to eat, go back." ”
When Su Yue looked at Lu Nan, he didn't know why he was thinking, if Lu Nanshi went too far, would he say "get out" in the end.
……
Su Mu naturally didn't want to stay any longer, so she immediately stood up and took her bag and left, but she still seemed to be a little angry with high blood pressure, and her walking was a little unsteady, so Su Yue took her out.
After walking out of the door, Su Mu took Su Yue's hand and asked her with red eyes, "Lu Nanshi is usually like this?"
Su Yue was asked for a while, Lu Nanshi was indeed abnormal today, but she seemed to be able to guess a little reason.
And before she could say it, her mother grabbed her hand tightly and said, "Divorce, you must divorce, such a man is terrible!"
When it comes to divorce, Su Yue is sad again, divorce, she has no children yet, and the divorce is still early.
At this time, Su Mu seemed to remember such a thing, grabbed Su Yue's hand and asked, "What about the child?
Su Yue was stunned for a moment, seeing the obvious eagerness in her mother's eyes, she suddenly wanted to laugh, just now she was still thinking that her mother didn't care about whether she was pregnant or not, but now she remembered it.
"Not yet. ”
"How can this be?" Su Mu was so anxious that she judged the two of them, and quickly had an idea, "Is there something wrong with him?" Maybe he just has a problem, and deliberately said that he wants you to have a child and play with people in the palm of his hand, I think you still have to do a check first, if you can't conceive like this, won't our family be caught in the palm of his hand forever?"
Her mother's idea is really terrible, but it's impossible, if Lu Nanshi really doesn't want her to get pregnant, then where will he put Lin Man, and the Lu family's parents will not sit idly by.
Presumably, her parents are anxious, but Lu Nanshi is reluctant to let go of their family.
divorced her and let go of the Su family.
This is the benefit she got for giving birth to a child in Lu Nanshi, because they were tied together, Su Yue sometimes couldn't tell who her patience and humiliation were for.
Su Yue naturally told her mother later, she had already asked Lu Nanshi to go for an examination with her, Lu Nanshi was fine, and she was the one who had the problem, so she had been taking medicine to recuperate.
Her mother was still surprised when she heard this, as if she didn't expect the problem to lie with her daughter.
"That'...... Did the doctor say when you would be able to recuperate?"
Since the doctor said that she needs to recuperate slowly, it is not something that can be rushed for a while, in fact, her recuperation has not yet yielded results, which means that it may take a while, but she has the patience to wait, and the Su family will not have it.
After Su's mother went back that day, Su's father came to the door again on the third day, and as soon as he came up, he asked Su Yue very directly why Lu Nanshi was still holding on to the Su family.
Su Yue was also surprised, Lu Nanshi behaved normally in the past two days, and she didn't deliberately tease her, she thought that this matter was over, it turned out that Lu Nanshi was not in front of her at all.
In the face of her father's questioning, she also felt a headache, and Lu Nanshi herself said that it was useless for her to beg for mercy this time, so even if her father came to her, it was useless, and she also expressed this meaning.
But she didn't expect her father to have a tough attitude: "Who else can you let if you don't go, aren't you from the Su family? Or do you want to see the Su family go bankrupt?"
If the Su family goes bankrupt, she won't be much better, she actually understands this truth in her heart, but she still feels unreasonable: "Why do you have to let me go? Is the Su family alone? Yes, if the Su family goes bankrupt, you won't have the money to support me, but did I say that I want you to support me?"
Su Yue also used great courage to say this herself, she knew that she and her family were grasshoppers tied to a rope, maybe she couldn't push her out every time she encountered something?
"What do you mean by this?" Sure enough, Father Su's eyes widened when he heard this, and he pointed at her and said, "Don't forget what position you are now, when you give birth to a child for the Lu family, you will be a woman that no one wants, except to go back to the Su family, where else can you go? Could it be that you still expect Lu Nanshi to take you in?"
A woman that no one wants.
These words can come out of the mouth of his own father.
Su Yue didn't know how she felt, she just felt that her tears were flowing like a broken faucet, she looked at her father with wide sore eyes, and said, "A woman that no one wants? Who is it because I am like this? Don't say it as if you are more generous, you should raise me, and it is even more natural for me to accept me after I divorce! Because whether you can get rid of the control of the Lu family depends on whether I am willing to give birth to a child for the Lu family!"
Su Yue had never erupted with such strong emotions, she even thought, why would she have children for a family like her, obviously she helped them, but they had a face of charity?
"What are you talking about?" Father Su was also trembling with anger, pointing at Su Yue's nose and said, "You don't have children, how can you divorce Lu Nanshi if you don't give birth?" Do you think Lu Nanshi will accept you?"
Su Yue was scolded so sobered up for a moment that she didn't even shed tears.
That's right, she can't divorce if she doesn't have children, she doesn't care, she spends time with Lu Nan, but will Ms. Fang make her feel better? Will Lin Man sit idly by?
She felt as if she had fallen into a hole in the ice, and there was no place for her to belong.
"Have you figured it out now?" Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, Father Su also calmed down, and left a cold sentence: "If you think clearly, be obedient." And he left the house.
They came and went quickly, and they were still afraid of being bumped into by Lu Nanshi.
Looking at the back of her parents leaving in a hurry as if they were on the run, she smiled with tears in her eyes.
"Why are you talking so ugly," she said before leaving, as if she heard her mother complaining about her father, "and it hurts me to see it like that!"
"If she doesn't say that, her brain is not clear, she just needs to give birth to a child obediently, how can she do so many things!"
The conversation between her parents was far away, and she sat there and smiled.
……
When Lu Nanshi came back at night, he felt that something was wrong as soon as he came, the room was dark, he turned on the light, and his eyes were in a mess, his aunt was not there, and he couldn't see Su Yue.
He muttered in his heart, and there was another fire in his belly, so he changed his shoes and walked inside, and before he could shout, he smelled the strong smell of wine.
Then following the taste, I saw Su Yue who was drunk and collapsed under the sofa.
Su Yue actually didn't expect to drink, Lu Nanshi didn't drink at home, and there were only two of them at home, so there was no wine in this family, but when she followed her aunt to buy vegetables in the afternoon, she passed by the wine cabinet, and she didn't move.
She grew up listening to words all her life, and she didn't even have a chance to touch wine, and when she heard that this thing was drunk and relieved her sorrows, she suddenly wanted to try it.
So she asked her aunt to go home to rest, and she went back to the supermarket by herself, carrying a basket of wine.
She doesn't know how to drink, she takes it casually, Lu Nanshi glanced at the empty bottles on the ground, there are cheap and expensive, high and low, and the wine is spilled all over the ground, and there is no place to put her feet.
This scene was something he had never seen before, and after a moment of shock, he was a little angry, this woman was drinking in his house?
He kicked the woman on the ground: "Hey, wake up. ”
Su Yue actually fell asleep after drinking, the feeling of drunkenness was very strange, her whole body was numb, her hands were weak, and she really wanted to sleep, and the uncomfortable feeling was indeed much better, but she thought it should be because she wanted to sleep very much, her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them, anyway, there was no one at home, so she went to sleep naturally.
And when she woke up, she saw Lu Nanshi's face.
Angry face.
Of course he was unhappy, Su Yue was not surprised, drinking in someone's house, she had already been prepared for such an awareness, so she tried to get up from the ground with both hands and feet, and muttered, "You're back." ”
She was unconscious, and she did not have a full sense of admitting her mistakes, and these words were said procrastinatingly, seemingly insincere and full of cheekiness.
Lu Nanshi looked at such a woman, he didn't know whether to laugh or be angry, squatted down and patted her face, and said, "Hey, do you know what you did? You are now in a state of pregnancy preparation, you can't drink, do you want to give me a deformity and then have another one?"
Because she was going to have a child, Su Yue actually started to pay attention to her diet a long time ago, and she was originally very healthy, and later added some complementary foods according to the doctor's instructions, which can be said to be careful enough, and she also told Lu Nan not to touch alcohol and cigarettes when she was going to do so, because she didn't want to affect the child, and then asked her to have another one.
She was so careful, and she actually drank so much wine today?
What's going on?
He looked around the house again, and it seemed that the aunt was indeed not at home, and the woman still drank alone after driving people away.
This made him even more curious.
Su Yue's consciousness sobered up for a moment when Lu Nanshi mentioned giving birth.
Of course, she knows that she can't drink alcohol as a person who wants to have children, but why, she just wants to drink, she just wants to drink, and she doesn't care if he has children or not.
So she said with a big tongue: "Lu Nanshi, I won't give you children, I won't divorce you, why do you want to toss the Su family, anyway, if you can't get married, the Lu family will support me, right?"
It took Su Yue a long time to figure out this truth, yes, she won't have children, so she will spend time with Lu Nan, if the Lu family can't get used to her, then it's okay, then divorce, she is willing to give up her position to Lin Man, anyway, she just won't have children.
The Lu family either has the ability to starve her, anyway, the stomach is on her, and whether she wants to give birth or not depends on her wishes.
"Angry?"
Seeing that Lu Nan didn't speak for a long time, Su Yue asked.
It seems that he is angry, that face is very ugly, Su Yue laughed instead, yes, I just want you to be angry, he tied her up for two years out of revenge, and also let him taste the feeling of being bound by marriage.
With me, you can't marry someone else. If you want to marry someone else, you have to divorce me first.
She laughed "hehe", it was the first time she felt so happy.
She looked at Lu Nanshi's black face, became more and more bold, and directly stretched out her two hands on Lu Nanshi's shoulders, and continued to say innocently: " If you hate me so much, divorce me, I have no opinion, anyway, I'm not pregnant now, I can still find a man after the divorce, rest assured, I won't tell people that my ex-husband is yours, but I think, if someone knows that my ex-husband is you, they may be too scared to marry me, yes, I have to leave here, stay far away, find a place where no one knows the Lu family, so that I can find someone who is willing to marry me, I am so young, tell people that I have never been married, I guess people will believe - ah- ”
Before she could finish her words, she was picked up from the sofa by the man holding her ass.
Her two hands were still on the man's shoulders, and she was suddenly picked up, she was startled, and the hands that were originally just holding could only be grabbed violently, and directly turned into a posture of wrapping the man's neck.
"What are you doing!" she was horrified to find that she was off the ground, and instantly sobered up for the most part, and immediately struggled: "Let me down!"
But she forgot that she had just made the man angry, how could Lu Nanshi let her go easily.
"Far away?"
"Looking for another man?"
Su Yue was more and more trembling by what he said, and scolded herself in her heart for being stupid, even if she had this idea, she shouldn't say it in front of a man.
"I ...... I'm kidding ......"
"It's a joke not to have children?"
Su Yue was stunned, in fact, none of her words were joking, not wanting to have children was the most fundamental purpose.
She didn't want to ruin her life because of a child.
So she was in this position, looked down at Lu Nan, and said seriously: "Not kidding, I really don't want to give you a child." ”