Chapter 34 (Part II)
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Chi Nuo actually came in a white suit on the day of the engagement ceremony, so that the aura exuded around him was a kind of tragedy that was going to burn with Chen Yiyu, when he appeared, her heart was indeed shaken by this scene, I don't know if this was his own idea, or the instigation of Yu Bapo, but whether he consciously chose to dress like this or not, his body posture has also shown his attitude: he is here to "seek justice", and it can also be said that he is here for revenge.
It's only been a few days, and his temperament is no longer pure white as an angelic boy, he is like a resentful spirit returning from hell, his eyes no longer gleam with a simple light because of the hope for a better future, and now he is like a dark forest full of beasts, with every blink of an eye, it seems that there are vicious fangs and claws about to poke out.
Thinking that he was because he became like this, Chen Yi felt a long pain in her heart, which weakened her momentum a lot, and the psychological changes of people will definitely be reflected in her demeanor, Yu Bapo, who was originally in a passive position, saw that Chen Yi was empty, so she straightened her waist triumphantly, and she knew that her ultimate weapon had worked.
"Chen Yi, I forgive you. As soon as Chi Nuo sat down, he said something amazing, although he said that, his eyes were more stubborn than affectionate, and he stared at Chen Yidao urgently, "Now that you come back, I still accept you." ”
Chen Yi hesitated for half a minute before answering, "Chi Nuo, I'm not coming back, you should also go forward." ”
Yu Bapo raised the microphone and just wanted to speak, but Chi Nuo preemptively asked Chen Yi a series of questions, the green tendons on his forehead burst out, and his tone was quite intense, "Why? Is it because I don't earn as much money as you? Is it because my parents don't like you? Am I not good enough for you? Didn't I say okay, we can sign a prenuptial agreement, I don't want your money, my parents have also persuaded me, they will not interfere with my relationship with you, what else can I do? As long as you are willing to come back, I can do anything." ”
"What an infatuated man!" Yu Bapo finally took advantage of Chi Nuo's breathing to successfully interject, she screamed and led the audience in the studio to applaud, and then looked at Chen Yi in a forced posture and said, "What do you want to say?"
Chen Yi didn't look at her, looked directly at Chi Nuo and said, "You don't need to do anything, I've already made it clear, I don't love you, it's not something you can redeem through hard work." ”
"I don't care how many times you want me to say it, I know you don't love me-" Chi Nuo clasped his knees tightly with both hands, as if to control himself from rushing towards Chen Yi in public, he roared, "But I love you, I just want to be with you, I don't care if you love me or not—because I love you." ”
After hearing this, Yu Bapo took out a handkerchief and wiped her eyes fakely, but she didn't wipe out any tears, she sighed deeply and said, "It's too miserable, it's too tragic, Lang has affection, Qian has no intention, ask what is the love in the world......"
Without waiting for Yu Ba Po's sensationalism to end, Chen Yi suddenly said in an irritated tone, "Don't say you love me over and over again-" She no longer showed an evasive and forbearant attitude, as if she was irritated by Chi Nuo's words, and glared at him coldly, "If everything in the world, as long as you want it, you can get it by saying 'I love you' ten thousand times, then there is still the trouble of not being able to ask for it? Can you be like an adult?" The universe does not revolve around you, even children know that the conditions at home are limited, no matter how much they like trains and planes, they will not make a fuss to buy, at most buy a toy model with the permission of parents, why 'may your wishes come true' is a blessing, because there is a chance that this world is unsatisfactory, I don't love you, you turn the earth upside down, and I don't love you. ”
Her words were so desperate that the temperature in the room plummeted, and the audience wiped their necks and felt their hairs stand on end.
Chi Nuo was stunned for a while, Yu Bapo was anxious when she saw this, she thought that after the victim appeared on the stage, Chen Yi, the perpetrator, would be shocked and collapsed, but she turned out to be dignified, she abandoned her fiancé for another man, this behavior is simply a split! How can she not feel guilty? This is incomprehensible to a woman like Yu Bapo, who has a traditional way of thinking, but she finally remembered that there is another point that can be attacked, "So you love that man who robbed marriage?" she asked. When did you get together?"
Chen Yi said: "This has nothing to do with Mr. Bai, I don't need to expose people who have nothing to do with this matter in such a public show, this is a problem between me and Chi Nuo, no matter who comes to rob the marriage, or not, it will not affect my realization that this is a wrong decision, for this marriage, I will definitely regret it, but it is a matter of time." ”
Seeing that she didn't answer, Yu Bapo knew that she had finally pried into the crack of this bunker, and immediately grasped this key point and continued to ask, "Please answer my question head-on! Regarding this Mr. Bai, you don't need to protect his privacy, his background has been ripped up on the Internet, do you need to focus on this program again? Whether you regret it sooner or later, it's a fact that it was his act of snatching marriage that caused you to regret it immediately, isn't it?" She asked a straight question, which detonated the applause of the audience, which made her get carried away," Say, if you were in love with this Mr. Bai long before you were engaged to Chi Nuo, then why did you choose to be with Chi Nuo? Who do you use as a spare tire? If you fell in love with this Mr. Bai until you were about to get engaged to Chi Nuo, then your essence is just splitting legs, am I not right?"
The question she asked did make Chen Yi silent for a while, because this is also the question she often asks herself repeatedly, who does she love? The answer is obvious, but she did not choose Bai Qi who she loved, but out of her yearning for a stable life, she reached a compromise with herself and chose to love her own promise.
She took a deep breath and decided to ignore whether it would attract more criticism, right here, in front of tens of millions of people, to face the depths of her heart, "That Mr. Bai, his name is Bai Qi, we are childhood sweethearts, we have liked each other since we were children but did not break it, when we met again in Beijing, we immediately fell in love, and the whole process was like a school of fish hugging the ocean. The horses ran to the prairie as naturally, and I wanted to get married so much at that time, but he was unmarried, and we parted unhappily, and then, I met Chi Nuo, who loved me, and it was a very classic multiple-choice question—the one I loved, and the one who loved me—out of cowardice, selfishness, and inertia, I chose the latter. "Jesus once said, 'Whoever is not guilty can throw a stone at that woman', all of you here, before judging me, think about your own life, have you ever hesitated in the face of a job you like but that pays a little, and a job that you don't like but pays well? In your life, in the face of any multiple-choice question, can you make a firm decision? We are all adults, we do not live in fairy tales, but in society, there are often things in the world that cannot be both, love and bread, I believe that there are many people like me who used to be, can not have them all. ”
After she finished speaking, the scene fell into silence again, and the camera swept over everyone's solemn faces, which showed that everyone still agreed with her words.
The only thing that could not be persuaded was Chi Nuo, who gritted his teeth and asked, "But now that you have love and bread, what about me? You already have the happiness you want, but at the cost of hurting me, why do you have to sacrifice me? I don't understand, I have given everything I can, why should I be hurt like this? What have I done wrong?"
"You are nothing wrong, you have been hurt because in any relationship, there must be someone who is hurt, this is not limited to the scope of feelings, even if it is work, in a unit, studying, in a class, there will be people who are hurt because of anything, when others feel happy, in this world, there must be people who are hurt. Chen Yi looked at Chi Nuo gently, and coaxed him softly, "You said that I have achieved happiness, this is your unilateral opinion, and it is only a temporary state of me at present, who can guarantee that at a certain moment in the future, I will also be hurt because of something, someone? As long as you are in the crowd and are injured by others, it is a disaster that we can't avoid no matter how careful we are in this life, it doesn't matter who you are or what you are doing, we live and are constantly injured and the process of recovery." ”
The audience burst into applause again, but it was a very restrained volume, as if everyone was worried that they were making too much noise, which affected Chen Yi's clear and highly rendered speech, and ruined the atmosphere of strength in the silence.
Yu Bapo saw Chi Nuo hang her head and fell into a melancholy silence, knowing that his game with her was over, but this episode of the much-watched show still needed a big climax to end, she asked him, "Do you accept this ending?" Seeing him shaking his head sluggishly, she stood up, pointed to the door behind her and said loudly, "Then let the person who caused today's situation, snatched your bride, and hurt you the most, come and give you an explanation!"