Chapter 149: I'm with You

"I know, it's all my fault, it's all because of me that I let you bear so much alone, promise me, no matter what happens in the future, you must tell me as soon as possible, I believe that I will always be by your side, don't face such a painful thing alone, okay?" Lu Qichen's tone was an uncontrollable tremble.

"I miss you so much, Qichen, I really miss what you do, I really want you to be most present next to me, I really want you to give me a hug, I'm really tired. Lin Ange said, slowly squatting by the wall of the hospital, hugging his knees and crying.

Maybe before she received a call from Lu Qichen, she could be calm and pretend to be strong, but after this phone call, all her pretended strength was shattered in an instant, she just wanted a strong arm to appear beside her, and then hugged her tightly in her arms, but she knew that kind of embrace, now separated from her by thousands of mountains and rivers, even if she couldn't get it anymore.

"Then you look back, I said, I've always stood behind you. After being silent for a while, Lu Qichen's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone.

After listening to Lu Qichen's words, Lin Ange didn't even react for a moment, but when she thought carefully about what Lu Qichen said again, the whole person suddenly paused, and then squatted on the ground like that, slowly turned her head, and when she saw the person standing behind her, she was stunned for a moment.

The body slowly stood up uncontrollably, Lin Ange walked towards the person behind her step by step, she never dreamed that when she turned around, the person who thought about it day and night would really appear behind her.

The phone had already fallen to the ground, Lin Ange didn't plan to care about it, and just came straight to Lu Qichen.

Lin Ange slowly raised his hand, and then wanted to touch Lu Qichen's face, because of nervousness, her hands were trembling, Lu Qichen looked down at her, held her wrist, and touched his face.

Feeling the warm temperature on her wrist and touching the face that was still clear and profound in her dreams, she realized that none of this was a dream, and the person in front of her was the person she wanted to see, and it was so real.

Maybe because she was too excited, Lin Ange stared at Lu Qichen tightly, but she couldn't say a word, she just felt that the person in front of her had lost a lot of weight at this time, and a beard had grown on his face, and there was a gap between him and the shrewd and capable person in her impression, but even if there was such a gap, she still knew that he was him, and his heart had never changed.

"Do you feel me? I'm right next to you. Lu Qichen was the first to speak, breaking the silence around him.

His eyes were firmly fixed on Lin Ange, the person who once broke his heart, he used to really think that Lin Ange would never love him again, really thought that she was going to marry another man, such heartbreak and heartache, that feeling, he will never forget it for the rest of his life, but now what makes him even more heartbroken is Lin Ange's condition, looking at the person in front of him who is as haggard as himself, the anxiety in his heart is beyond words.

Lin Ange couldn't speak at all, he could only nod vigorously while shedding tears, he hoped that even if he didn't speak, Lu Qichen could still feel the excitement in her heart.

took Lin Ange into his arms, Lu Qichen used all his strength to hug her, both of them could feel the tremor of each other's bodies, either because of nervousness, or because of excitement, but because it didn't matter, they both held their most beloved person in their arms.

"Why don't you tell me, why do you want to hide it from me? Why do you have to bear such a big thing alone? Why do you rather tell your friend named Ji Younan than let me know, do you know how cruel you are to me like this? Do you know what the pain I endured?"

Holding Lin Ange in his arms, Lu Qichen whispered in her ear, with reproach in his tone, but more distress.

Lin Ange just nodded vigorously, "I know, I know, of course I know, what you endure, I also endure, but what can I do? I have a malignant tumor, I will die at any time, the doctor said that if I don't have surgery, I will only have three months to live, and if I have surgery, it is very likely that I will never wake up again, you tell me, in the face of such a situation, how can I choose?" I don't want to bother you, I don't want you to live in the shadow of me for the rest of your life, I can only do that, do you understand?" Lin Ange cried while saying hard to Lu Qichen, these were all pains in her heart, and she finally told him all today.

"But I don't care, I don't care if you're healthy, I don't even care how long you can live, the only thing I care about is whether you love me or not, you love me, I'm happy no matter what, if you don't love me, that's the biggest torture for me. ”

Lu Qichen didn't tell Lin Ange what kind of life he had lived since the last time they met, because those were no longer important to him, and the most important thing now was Lin Ange's condition.

Gently pulling the person in his arms out of his embrace, Lu Qichen looked down at her tightly, "What about your illness, what does the doctor here say?"

Lin Ange wiped his tears, and then remembered that he was a sick person.

"The doctor gave me a new test and is still waiting for the results of the test, and they said that they would only be able to arrange surgery for me if the results of the test they did themselves came back. So Lin Ange has been waiting anxiously for the past few days.

"It's okay, now that I'm with you, there will be no problem. ”

Looking at Lu Qichen, Lin Ange suddenly laughed, and then nodded, because he was by his side, she was indeed not so scared, and she didn't even care so much about that result.

This may be the power of love, it can allow you to overcome all fears and make you brave to face any difficulties.

Everything seems to be going well abroad, but people who are worried at home are still worried day and night.

Ji Younan's condition has eased, at least he is no longer so worried about Lin Ange's situation abroad, after all, with Lu Qichen by her side and someone who can take care of her, he can also rest assured.

But the anxious thing in his heart has become another thing, Lin Ange and Lu Qichen must be reunited, then he has no chance at all.

So now he can only tell himself that as long as Lin Ange is happy, as long as Lin Ange is happy, he is willing to bless them, but this kind of self-deception will sting his heart after all.