There's nothing to say, it's all about repeating and repeating.

Fear makes me afraid to let go, which is why this tug-of-war occurs.

Life?

What a heavy word, and I don't know who invented it.

Perhaps, when the word "life" was first invented, it was just a noun to describe the entire life process of human beings.

Perhaps, it is only because of fear that the word "life" becomes heavy, and even becomes something that ordinary people are better off not discussing and so on.

The attributes of the character, wanting to be praised, wanting to be approved, seem to have been like this since childhood.

This is one of my character attributes, and when someone agrees, whether it's a mainstream character attribute or not, I'll still be satisfied with it.

The state of the plump character,No matter what, I won't dislike it.。

Unless, a plump character's status will cause the rest of the character's stats to take damage, but in this case, it is not considered a plump character.

When I want to do something for my mother, such as cooking a simple meal, or going on a trip together, the hidden character attributes are being fleshed out.

Perhaps, at the first moment, it was just a heartbeat, and I just felt that I was very happy to do this.

However, then, the concept will be stolen by the distortion in the mind, and various character attributes will appear.

"I'm a filial child", "Look, I'm taking my mother on a trip", "I'll tell you, I made a meal for my mother that day, and it was so delicious that it exploded"......

Or, perhaps, it becomes a tugging.

"I should go back to see my mother", "My mother is still there, accompany her more", "Don't quarrel, it's not easy for my mother to raise me, now accommodate it just like she accommodated me at the beginning"......

I'm not going to leave just because I'm not happy with my mother.

I also won't admit that I just do these things to be happy, and when I'm not happy, I naturally don't do these things.

It's all pulling, it's all forcibly twisting.

As ridiculous as it sounds, "I stay with my mom when I want to be together, and I don't stay together when I don't want to be together", what is this thing?

Why is my mother so accommodating to me?

And if I do this, it is completely possible to lose my mother.

Perhaps, it is not too obvious to put it on my mother, and it seems that it is easy to establish it if I replace it with a colleague and a wife and children.

The pull of fear, there is not a word that is not a distortion in the mind, there is not a sentence that is not an unfounded affirmation, and there is not a word that is not one's own speculation.

Perhaps, if you see someone else doing this, you will become a loner.

Or, what can be said is such a simple truth, there is no need to think about it at all, and others are not mentally retarded, so treating others like this will definitely make others leave.

Isn't that speculation?

Even, this is not even a picture element to explain the picture element.

The causal relationship between the apple falling to the ground and the apple breaking can be called the picture element explaining the picture element.

And the above affirmative sentences are completely speculation...... Well, I don't have to distinguish between them.

As if, in this way, you can appear to be more mature in your own theory.

Unfortunately, I don't have any theories, they're just distortions that are used to kill the mind, and they're a distortion in their own right.

It's all things to be discarded.

Layering in the midst of falsehood is itself a kind of speculation.

It's either omniscient or prejudiced.

It seems that he has become very selfish and behaves according to what he is comfortable with or not.

However, without the distortion of the mind, "comfort" loses its judgment and simply becomes a state of adventurism.

Perhaps, I don't agree with everyone's so-called good.

Perhaps, laziness becomes a state of comfort.

I don't know, and I don't need to explain anything.

I don't need to make everyone understand that the selfishness I'm talking about is not the kind of death or the like.

Using theory to regulate behavior is itself a kind of nonsense.

Selfishness brings gratitude, and the good thing under the pull of emotions is just fear.

The twist in my mind is that selfishness is only thinking about myself, that is, seeing a beautiful woman abandon her bad wife, or making others uncomfortable in order to make yourself comfortable.

There is no public morality, no spirit of unity, no dedication, and I am not willing to suffer a little loss.

Maybe.

When you get rid of the distortions in your head, these thoughts naturally cease to exist.

And at that time, thinking about oneself and being selfish became a kind of relaxed and natural.

There's nothing to dwell on, there's no so-called morality to bind, there's not even a chance to think about this shit.

Because the distortion in the brain has been slashed.

If there is no distortion in my mind, then I will not do good deeds out of fear, and I will not think about the humble plea of "good will be rewarded" and do good.

I go to help others because I'm selfish because it makes me comfortable.

And when I feel uncomfortable, there is no morality that can pull me to do good deeds, and it is okay to die without helping.

There will be no resistance or hesitation in my heart.

It's really troublesome, and this kind of explanation, dealing with the distortion of the mind, the idea of trying to find a balance between life and reality, is very troublesome in itself.

It's just a compromise.

I don't know what's going on, and it's inexplicable to feel disgusted by tall buildings.

Looking at those buildings, what used to be beautiful buildings doesn't seem to have the slightest feeling now.

The crowd walking on the road seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me.

However, I also didn't feel how comfortable the so-called nature was.

Maybe one day I'll think the high-rise building is not bad.

There's nothing you have to stick to, the idea of "I'm a slasher, I have to hate twisting, so I feel like the high-rise buildings are good, I feel like the steel city is comfortable, but I have to deny it", that's the character attributes.

And this thing doesn't qualify to exist.

I seem to have lost the ability to teach my students, and the idea of creating my own majesty or trying to make my expression clearer has become ethereal.

will become strangers, mothers will become strangers, and wives and children will do the same.

I enjoyed it all with peace of mind and didn't have any gratitude to others.

The idea that "if I am good to others, others can be good to me, and if I satisfy others, then others will satisfy me", which is just a cross-dressing show of fear.

Everything will be shattered, life will be ruined, life will be a mess.

I'm still hopeful, I'm still hopeful, it seems that I should finish killing it as soon as possible before my life is completely ruined.

And this kind of thinking itself is an obstacle, and it needs to be killed.

Behind hope, isn't there fear?

If there is no fear, is there a need to hope that such a thing exists?

That feeling of fearlessness is not that tomorrow will be better, but that it is good at the moment and that you want to try a lot of things.

I won't be distracted by the distortion in my head, I won't weigh it, and I won't be afraid that I will do this and lead to a bleak life.

Hope, in itself, is a humble prayer. (https:)

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