I have a feeling of emptiness in my heart, I am like her to read and borrow books, study, but people have worked hard in the past few months, from a temporary worker in the canteen, to a secondary school student.

At that time, it was quite difficult for secondary school students to take the exam, and it was a self-exam, to say the least, it took more than 500 points, which was much more difficult than the high school exam. She had to go to work in addition to studying, so busy, but she was still admitted.

As for me, I said that I wanted to study hard, and my admission score was even a little better than hers, but the result was, I didn't have anything, I didn't achieve anything, I just got married and lived a comfortable life in the past few months. There is no point in fighting at all. How many days have I not read a book?

Now I see my friend go one step further, but I still walk in the same place, and my heart is really not good.

Gu Sisi smiled: "What's the matter, shouldn't you be unhappy to see me, and be unhappy when you see my progress." I know you're not that kind of person. Otherwise, I won't tell you. ”

"Don't get me wrong. I quickly said, "I just think my life is so bad." I don't cherish my current life at all, and I'm living a mess!"

"If I were you, I would also get married, and I would be admitted to the secondary school, as long as I work hard, but how difficult it is to find someone who likes you and you like. Don't be in the midst of bliss, and don't know the bliss. She laughs.

I said, "You're comforting me, I know, don't worry, I won't be jealous, I'll continue to work hard, I'm going to take exams and try to have a good future." ”

"Okay, just study hard, if you want to help, just ask me. I will definitely help you. ”

We went to school together, and she told me on the way that while she was waiting for her grades, her parents and brother forced her to marry a miner who made more money than the average worker in a month.

Gu Sisi is nearly 20 years old, less than 1.6 meters tall, and has a very bad temper, and his ex-wife ran away because he always likes to drink people.

She resolutely disagreed, but her parents said that she was shameless, wolf-hearted, not thinking about the people in the family, and selfish to the extreme

also said that she was eating idle meals at home, and it was not pleasing to the eye, so she scolded her when she found fault and asked her to marry that person quickly.

Gu Sisi said: "I stayed at home for a total of two or three days, I bought the New Year's goods, the clothes, the bedding were all dismantled and washed by me, and I made the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, but no one thanked me for my labor, and they all accused me over there, saying that I was a disaster star, a ruined daughter, and that I could not change the bride price for my brothers and was a sinner in the family." I was really upset. ”

I took her hand: "Thank you for your hard work, don't go back in the future." ”

She smiled and said, "Well, I won't go back." In their eyes, I am not a relative at all, but a resource that can be sacrificed! There is no difference between a pig and a cow, my parents take my salary, let me work, and I should be tired, and then I have to listen to them, marry someone I don't like, exchange the bride price, and after marriage, I will continue to help my husband's family, if I am not obedient, I am a beast. ”

"Sisi, don't say it. When people are angry, they often say something particularly bad. But always as a family. "I really don't have family feelings, you should see my father." ”

Du Sisi smiled and said, "Indeed, your dad is the best." Xiu'er, do you know? This admission letter is the brightest light in my life, so that I can have the confidence to go out of the house, I am not as useless as they say, I am much better than them!"

She said that when she got the notice, it was the most devastating time when she was scolded by her parents, and she didn't dare to write the address of her home at that time, but wrote the school, and she went to school every once in a while. But there has been no result.

That day, she was cursed by her parents again, saying that she was a waste, a dry eater, and she couldn't marry something embarrassing, she cried and said, I have my own ideals, I want to go to school, they say that you have to go to school, your brothers can't go to school, you are a waste, can you go to school? I don't know how old you are, are you a fool?

"But you just worked as a handyman at school, and you really thought you were a teacher?"

"That's right, I think you're completely crazy, don't go to work, it's only right to get married and have children as soon as possible. It's more realistic to say that you go to school yourself than to send your own children to school!"

Du Sisi ran out of the door, and when she passed by a river, she really wanted to jump into the river.

"Fortunately, when I went to school, I just saw my letter, and I cried a lot, Xiu'er, I was really happy, I gave the admission letter to my relatives, as well as my neighbors, all the nearby people to see, and they didn't want me to go to school. Let those people praise me and envy them for raising such a daughter. For the sake of face, they can't force me to marry me anymore, I'm better than the sons they have pinned their hopes on! I'm going to make them look up to me, and even if they chase me for ten years, they won't be able to catch up. Du Sisi smiled and wiped her tears.

I sincerely congratulate Du Sisi, although she is not young, but she still has the perseverance to realize her dream, compared to me, she is really strong and brave, Gu Sisi and I entered the dormitory, began to pack things.

I said, "Where do you live now, don't live in the house, I think your parents might find a way to stop you from going to school." When the time comes, it's not worth tearing up your admission letter or something. ”

These are still what I saw on TV, some people can't afford their children, so they burn the children's notices and let the children come down to work, Gu Sisi's parents are so partial to their sons, they may be jealous, but they can do it.

Gu Sisi said: "Thank you for caring about me, I won't go home." I have already contacted the secondary school where I work, I can go to live there, and I want to work in the canteen over there. You can earn some living expenses. Don't worry, I'm completely out of touch with them, I'm going to school for myself, and it's useless for them to be angry. Moreover, they... Although you really don't like me to study, it won't be enough to say that you pulled me down and sold me. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, and that would be good. I told Gu Sisi to instill in her parents that now that she has a degree, the person she will be looking for in the future will only be higher, richer and more promising, and if she gets married in the future, she will be more helpful to her mother's family. And they will say yes.

Gu Sisi frowned and said, "Why! Why should I help my mother's family, I don't care!"

I said, "Even if you think so in your heart, you can't say it on the surface. If you think about it, the rest of your family can't do it, they can only live like mud, they can only rely on the girls in the seller to find a daughter-in-law to live, and you will not give them money when you die, can they be happy? Maybe you will do something behind your back at any time, you can't prevent it, but if you make them think that you are climbing up for them, it will be easier. ”

"It's a lie?"

"Yes, that's right, it's a lie, when you get a good degree, you will fly away, and now you can't see anything, wait until a few years, the south has developed, you have graduated, you can go to the south, whether it is further study or work, it is a good opportunity, you will go over there to develop, there is a chance to make money, and the mountain is high and the emperor is far away, your parents are trying to force you to marry and can't catch you. ”

Gu Sisi smiled and clapped his hands: "Good idea." After all, Xiu'er is very smart, I know. I'm going to say it well. Don't stumble me behind my back, I'll read well. ”

"Okay. Since you're leaving, I'll invite you to dinner, let's have a casual meal, and wish you a bright future. ”

Gu Sisi agreed, she packed her luggage, gave me a letter of resignation, asked me to help hand it over, and came out with me. When she walked out with her bag, she looked at the playground and the school building behind her with a little nostalgia.