It seems that I am no longer willing to think, and I am no longer willing to believe in the distortion in my head. Looking at those big truths, those speeches that are the head of the Tao, I inexplicably felt a burst of trouble.

If it is a prejudice, please do not claim it as the truth, and by the way, add "The following principles are only prejudices and are not guaranteed to be applied" before each principle.

Analyzing industry reports, thinking about future developments, and being highly forward-looking, I gradually became stupid, unable to answer or communicate. Killing became almost all of my interest, and the rest seemed to be far away from me.

The first person in the dignified empire, he started from scratch and built his own family in the complicated family intertwining of the empire. When did you give up thinking, or did you get tired of thinking?

Look at the former self, how high-spirited, those thoughts, those intelligence, those trade-offs, those means, it seems that it is already a matter of the previous life.

Planning, designing and planning, and doing the best results in the shortest time are things that seemed natural and even almost instinctive at the time, but now I don't know what I'm doing.

Nothing is important, and it's hard to take the initiative to take it as important. The distortion in the mind is still there, and there are so-called important things that need to be killed, but no new content will be added.

Is it better to do this or that? Is the prospect of this job good, or is that job of having great potential? Is it the environment of the city, or is the development of the city good?

I don't know, and I don't want to know. Slash, is slash, maybe I will be distracted, maybe I will be played with by the character, but I still have to kill. There is no backup plan, there is no plan for several years, what if it doesn't work out.

Even if there were, it was just suicide if it didn't work out.

It's not about making life better, it's not about making life more perfect, and since it's all false, then I'm not qualified to be arrogant in my head. Why should I believe in the distortion in my head, even if it is fear, even if it is that inexplicable force, it is not qualified for me to continue to believe in the distortion in my head.

Falsehood is falsehood, even if it is for dreams, even if it is for life to be simpler and easier, but that is my active choice after seeing through the falsehood. Instead of designing it to be real without asking me at all, as it is now.

That awareness is everything, "I exist" is everything, and everything in front of me is just a by-product of me. When did you take the lead, when did you take the throne? Have you asked me? Where does all this put me?

Nothing can hurt me, and nothing can manipulate me. Since the role of Yuan Changwen is not me, then I am not qualified to wander around under my banner.

All this is up to me, because I am the only truth, and I am the only being in the entire universe. Oh no, the universe is just another picture element, and any number of universes are useless compared to me.

I am a being beyond time, I am a being beyond space, and there is nothing more powerful than me. Even, there was nothing to stand with me.

If the character exists, it must be false.

I am everything, infinite, and true.

So, who can hurt me? Who can manipulate me?

So, please sit down obediently. How to choose, how to look at the world, whether to take the world's falsehood as true, these should be my choices. Instead of being feared by the bewitching woman who was wantonly playing, he was easily controlled by that inexplicable force.

Nothing has such qualifications, none deserves.

Yuan Changwen suddenly reacted, since I am not qualified, then why am I still in such a false situation? Nothing has this ability, because I am the only existence, everything. So, I am the only one who has caused all this, and I have allowed myself to fall into falsehood?

And then, now I see through the falsehood again, and return to that infinite state? Or rather, I have never left the truth, because the truth is everything, and there is nothing unreal at all, so where can I leave it?

Just pretending to leave, thinking to leave.

It's like everyone is on Earth and pretending to be jumping from planet to planet, and that's something I deliberately created.

Sure enough, the killing itself makes no sense. The meaning of any character is because of the existence of the character itself, and it is a meaningless act to stage a plot in a movie where the character does not act.

There is nothing to stop me, only when I identify the role of Yuan Changwen as myself, this obstacle exists.

What's in my way? What's in my way?

When I thought that the role of Yuan Changwen was myself, I had already fallen into that inexplicable force and had become a false part. However, this is only "I think", and there is no real force.

Now, I'm going to kill these "I think". Meaningless, falsehood is not qualified to control this life. Even if you can't kill yourself, even if you just work in vain, even if your thinking is not enough to see through that inexplicable power, won't you kill yourself?

Why be calm? Why be peaceful, as if peace is right in life, and irritability is wrong. Those who are calm at all times are called masters, and maybe the masters will be calm, but definitely not as a character attribute of their own.

When you need to be irritable, or even when you need the master to hit someone, if the master is unwilling, then the master is not a master. It's just a character who struggles to refrain from bringing together the goodness of human nature, nothing more.

The calm and irritable characters are just the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment.

Where is the good and the bad?

The pursuit of peace is the same thing as the pursuit of money, there is no material thing that is lower than the soul, and there is no that the most important thing in life is the soul. Those things are just distortions in the mind, just ideas that are preached to make the words and actions of the characters seem reasonable, to make the characters superior.

It's still a character, and a thing that isn't me at all has so much power. Even if it's for the enjoyment of dreams, it's not a reason for me to stop killing.

Yuan Changwen didn't know how long he would fall in this icy lake, but the killing was not yet complete, and it was not the time to stop at all. Look at the past, how many chapters ago thought that you were close to the peak?

But in fact, he is still constantly killing, and in the last few chapters, he has realized the true meaning of "it's just a picture element".

But how can I be sure that this realization is the final realization, and if I can despise my former self, will I despise my present self in the future?