I hastily looked at the King Kong Throne Tower of Biyun Temple, it was already evening, and when we returned to the city, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, after my heart lake fluctuated, I was slightly embarrassed to talk to Lei Haoyu, I was deliberately avoiding something, so, later, we simply didn't say anything, just followed each other.

The bus drove into the bus stop, we got off one after the other, and after getting off the bus, I walked in the direction of the National People's Congress, thinking that he would leave silently, but he did not, but always accompanied me.

"I'm almost there, you can go back. "I couldn't help but speak first.

"I'll take you to the dormitory. "He insisted on sending me back.

We walked around the campus together, and I always kept half a distance from him, and he didn't mean to get close to me. Ahead, my dormitory building was already in front of me, and I stopped.

"I'm here in front of me, don't send it. As I spoke, I walked forward on my own.

"Sniffing!" he called out to me, "is it ...... Don't you like me a little bit?!" he exclaimed.

It was like a thunderbolt bursting in my head, I stopped, and the scene that had just been pounding flashed in my mind again, and I was a little overwhelmed. I was stunned for a long time before I spoke: "No ......" I said with a weak heart, and my voice was very small.

"You're lying to yourself! Can you dare to say that you didn't feel like a heart just now? And what is it that you never turn down intimate contact between us?" he almost yelled.

I stood still, but my heart kept turning. Yes, I can't lie to myself, I do have a heart for him, and I don't reject the intimate contact between us, he has a place in my heart...... However, what I love is Pan Yang, how can I tolerate others in my heart? Why am I so unprincipled? Cheng Xiwen, you shouldn't be such a person, you should be a dedicated person, how could it be? No, no, no, I just lost my mind for a while, everyone has a love for beauty, it must be Lei Haoyu who is too handsome, and he charmed me! Yes, he must have been fascinated, I told myself repeatedly, trying to convince myself.

"I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me. He continued. "If you really don't like me, you won't bother me with your personality, let alone go to school with me, eat together, go hiking together, or even ...... Even stayed at my house anymore. ”

His words pierced my heart, yes, with my personality, if I don't like a person, I won't pay attention to him from beginning to end, such as that Zhou Ran, I haven't paid attention to him from beginning to end. But Lei Haoyu is a special case. What the hell is wrong with me?

"I don't need you to answer me so quickly, I know you still have Pan Yang, and I know that you love him, but my expectations are very low, as long as you can like me, even if it's just a little, I'm enough......"

"Don't say it!" I cut him off, crouching down over my ears. "Really don't say it anymore, I don't love you, I love Pan Yang, let's not torture each other like this, okay?"

He was silent, but he was too perverse, I had never seen him say so much.

"Do you remember? You promised that you would be my brother forever, why do you have to go beyond this relationship? I admit that I don't hate you, and even psychologically, I still rely on you a little, but all this is only because I see you as a brother, we have no other relationship, and it is impossible. ”

He was silent and stopped talking, his lowered head had some frustrated looks, and he looked at him secretly, my heart ached, I couldn't bear to do this to him, but there was no way, I couldn't let the situation develop like this, it would ruin three people, and I also blamed myself deeply for my attitude, how could I be such a person?!

Time passed minute by minute, we couldn't hold each other, I couldn't squat, so I got up slowly, maybe I had been squatting for too long, my legs were numb, and I hadn't stood up straight, I was dizzy, and my body staggered to the side.

"Sniff!" I only heard him call my name, and then, I didn't know anything.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that I was on a soft bed, not a school hardboard bed and cushion, this was Lei Haoyu's house. I moved my body and tried to sit up with support, but I found that I was tightly wrapped, like in a large silkworm cocoon, struggling for a while, I had no energy, and I gave up decisively, so I began to shout.

"Is there anyone?!" was hoarse as soon as he spoke, "Is there anyone?!"

This is the door knocking, I thought it was Lei Haoyu, but it was a middle-aged woman who came in.

"Girl, are you awake?" she said softly.

"Hmm. I wanted to sit up, but the quilt was so tight. I struggled to sit up again.

The middle-aged woman hurriedly ran over and helped me open the quilt.

"This little thunder, why are you wrapping your girlfriend so tightly?!"

"We're not in that kind of relationship......" I hastened to deny.

"Ahh She smiled softly.

"What time is it, Auntie?" she looked at her watch, and it was already 3 p.m.

"What?!It's already three o'clock?I've slept for so long?!"

"Yes, Xiao Lei said that you fainted last night, brought you back, and fell asleep all the time, fortunately it was the weekend, or you wouldn't delay your studies. "She has a nice voice, and she is gentle, a bit like a mother.

"Are you Lei Haoyu's mother?" blurted out, but immediately felt that it was wrong, where did a mother call her son Xiao Lei.

"Haha, you girl, where do I have the blessing to give birth to such a good son? haha, but my aunt does treat him as her own son. I am his father's life assistant, and his father always says that he doesn't need me to do too much for him, and often doesn't let me do anything, but I get paid, so what is it if I don't do anything? ”

"Oh, I see. ”

"I came over this morning to help Xiao Lei clean up the house, usually he is not here, but today he is at home, which is quite unexpected. Auntie smiled mysteriously, "I said to help him clean the room, he didn't let him live, I asked him why, he blushed, I have never seen him like this, red face, red ears, didn't say anything for a long time, and then I insisted on coming in to see, he reluctantly let me into the house, I saw you lying down, oh yo! I'm so surprised, this kid is silent, he actually hides Jiaojiao in the golden house, you talk about it, but he later said, you are just good friends, I only half-believed it, just now the girl you also said, you are not that relationship, I fully believe it, he went to school, go and come back, let me help take care of you for a while. She grabbed my hand.

"I don't have a daughter, if I have a daughter, 100 percent, the fortress is given to Xiao Lei, I watched this child grow up, good old and good, I think it's a pity to find someone who looks bad. She patted the back of my hand, "Little girl, you're pretty and beautiful." ”

"Auntie, I'm not in that relationship with him......" I tried to withdraw my hand.

"Auntie knows, Auntie knows. As he spoke, he patted me a few more times, "Girl, are you hungry?" ”

"No need to ......" I want to refuse, I want to leave quickly.

"No, no, you want to eat, wow, Xiao Lei said, you are a little malnourished, low blood sugar fainted, how can you do it without eating, you wait a while, Auntie will go and give you the next noodles to eat!"

She got up and quickly went downstairs to cook noodles for me. Being talked about by her, I seem to know a little more about Lei Haoyu, listening to my aunt's tone, Lei Haoyu must be the dragon and phoenix among people, don't want to be excellent, otherwise how would she want to have a girl to give him? Hehe, I smiled bitterly, people are really different, I try my best to get rid of our relationship, but, listening to Auntie's tone, I have always hoped that we are a real couple, however, it also shows from the side that Lei Haoyu has never been in love, at least he has not brought the girl back for the night, Auntie said that he blushed, I can imagine, it must be a red scratching of ears and cheeks, Lei Haoyu is not the kind of person with white skin, on the contrary, there is a little wheat color, healthy wheat color, which can make Auntie see that she blushes, then it seems that he is really ashamed, thinking of this, I really want to see his shameful appearance。

Lei Haoyu looked ashamed...... I quickly retracted my heart, what's wrong with me, I made up my mind to draw a line yesterday, why did I repeat it again today?!Look at the shame?!Cheng Xiwen, don't fall into it again, do you really want to make it impossible to end up in the end?! Thinking to myself, I put away my smile.

"Girl!" Auntie's voice came from downstairs, "Are you eating downstairs?" or will Auntie serve it for you?!"

"Auntie, I'll go down!" After saying that, I hurriedly got up, then folded the quilt, and then flattened the wrinkled sheets, and quickly went downstairs.

After eating noodles, I refused my aunt's many attempts to stay, and as if I was running away, I quickly left Lei Haoyu's house, I didn't want to bump into him again, we might all need space and time to calm down.

Walking on the street, a few autumn winds swept by, and the autumn in Beijing really came, and I was a little trembling. After getting a haircut and letting them dance in the wind, I made the decision not to see Lei Haoyu again in the next few months, I don't want to destroy the three of them, and I also want to isolate from him, forget about his heart and dependence on him, Pan Yang is my main palace. With my hair shaken off, I stepped into the school gate of the National People's Congress.