Come on, the twist in my head is still arrogant, and I still want to weigh and calculate.

It's as if you have to go through a twist in your mind to master your life.

It's all nonsense, emotional tugging, and fear is at my mercy.

I know, but I'm still at the mercy of fear.

The character wants to go back, wants to go back to the way he used to be.

It was a fear, an immediate fear of "not having a role".

I don't know if I can go on, maybe I will really choose physical death.

However, when you think about it, you don't have any reason to die, and of course, you don't have any reason to live.

But the character was still tugging at me, and wanted me to think that there was no point in slashing.

It's really pointless, it's just ruining life and ruining a well-planned dream.

The character is resisting, and for a moment, it seems as if he is back in the role again, rather than in a state of tug-of-war.

I had no reason to stop, the emotional tug was still there, terrified that the bewitching woman was still wielding a leather whip.

Only death can end it all, to live like death.

I'm still clinging to a lot of things, and those things are the product of emotion, and if I'm dead at this moment, how important are these so-called important?

To illustrate a problem, these so-called important amounts are not real, but important in a certain environment.

Like I'm alive.

It's not true, it already sets the tone for the discussion, and the rest is just emotions.

Maybe you will say that if you live in this world, you must abide by the rules of society and other.

Where are the rules of society?

Is it a death if you don't follow the rules of society?

Aren't these words of fear?

It's still just a twisted self-written and self-directed mind, and even the so-called facts of "Apple will land again" can't be determined, and those so-called social rules are even more shit.

Maybe you can use some social experience and some principles of the older generation to fool you, but it's still not true.

These so-called social rules, so-called social experiences, are merely the content of "what I think".

It's just a piece of shit.

The countless distortions in my mind are obviously just "what I think", but I always pretend that the truth is fooling others, and I am also fooling myself.

If the character wants to go back to the past, maybe all he can do is pray to God to make me amnesiac.

Otherwise, the slash won't stop.

Even if it's going around in circles, I'm going to keep going around, I've already fallen in the lake anyway, and there's nothing else to do except kill anyway.

Just let me see how long the false means can keep me going around in circles.

Without me, what if you go around in circles?

This is the biggest confidence, no matter what, it can't hurt the truth, it's just the good or bad of the character.

Come on, let me see what the so-called fear is, and let me see what the fear that makes me tremble, even if it happens.

That's right, you are a fool or an idiot, and such a mentally retarded behavior can be done.

Obviously, doing so will hurt the character, but so what?

The twist in my mind is still thinking, and I still want to see the so-called downstream, and I want to continue to analyze the so-called pros and cons.

The character has to die, and even if I can't kill it, I'll always be here, not back to the way I used to be.

Perhaps, it is quite a cost-effective state to be here but not to complete the killing.

With this time, it is better to start from scratch and create a better life again.

I have no interest in the high-quality elements of life, such as beauty, sweetness and warmth, unreal is unreal, and no matter how beautiful it is, it is unreal.

If you are uncomfortable, you will be uncomfortable, and if you are gloomy, you will be alone on a strange planet, and you will fall into a lake and wait for death to come.

I don't have a trace of regret, and even, regret is just an emotional pull, and it is not real in itself.

I don't know when I'll be able to finish the kill, but I don't want to compare the teacher's map anymore, and I don't want to know where I am.

Anyway, I'm not done yet, so I'm going to move on.

How simple, how smooth, is there anything to think about?

Don't I know what I'm grabbing?

Kindness is a hard thing to discard.

Even if I'm just kind and not real, if Shunliu needs me to do something bad, maybe I will still hesitate.

And now, I just want to destroy this hesitation with my own hands, even the simplest "killing is not good" must be eradicated from the brain.

Believing in the flow is more reassuring than believing in the distortion in the mind.

Of course, this is not the case at this stage, and the distortion in the mind will write and direct all kinds of scenes, and it seems that countless incarnations are mocking "Are you an idiot? You can't see such a simple cause and effect relationship, of course you will pay for murder, you will go to jail, and then you will lose everything and regret it too late" and so on.

Don't talk about anything downstream until the slash is complete.

The distortion in my head has not been slashed yet, and it is just a distorted guess to see the stream.

In other words, the heartbeat will compete with the twist, and the mind will inadvertently start to think.

Because of fear.

I was afraid that I would make the wrong choice, so I wanted to analyze which one was downstream.

Just as I analyze the question of "what is", the intervention of the mind itself is already a hindrance.

The stream is not real, and before the distortion in the mind is killed, wanting to find the stream and determine what is the stream is itself is a trick in the mind.

I have only one opponent, and that is falsehood.

It stands to reason that no matter how the character is fake, whether or not it grasps some self-definition, real is real and has always been there.

In other words, whether you kill or not has nothing to do with touching the truth.

It's just that why do I always feel that I can't touch the truth without killing?

And why don't the picture elements directly show the relaxed and natural state of the character knowing the truth, but instead show me to kill and gradually become relaxed and natural?

I don't know, maybe the picture elements present a state of touching the real without killing, but it's not the character of Yuan Changwen.

Don't think about it, no matter how you think about it, these are just guesses.

I'm going to keep going, even further.

Smash the character, tear it apart, let the character break.

Those pulls are just the product of emotions, those trade-offs are just twisted, and there is nothing to believe.

The teacher is also going to die, and those words and maps are constantly haunting my mind.

It's still unreal, even if I look back after the killing, I think the map is.

But at the moment, I can't be sure at all.

And, the teacher's words and maps have become another point of invasion of fear.

I was holding on to the character, and the feeling was so palpable that I felt like I was dead at the door of the house, not allowing the guests to come in.

Because I don't know who the guest is or what it looks like, but I know that as long as I open the door, I will never exist again.

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