Chapter 135: Stay
One can imagine how much pain and pressure that little girl endured.
The kind of picture that appeared in his mind made Huang Quan feel a little pity in his heart, and quietly stretched out his hand and grabbed Qin Xiyan's little hand, although doing so could not change anything about the previous things, but at least, it would make the current Qin Xiyan have a little more sense of identity.
Qin Xiyan struggled slightly: "It's okay, I'm used to it." ”
Huang Quan didn't let go, but grabbed harder.
Qin Xiyan's face flushed slightly, and she didn't continue to struggle.
After a slight pause for a few seconds, Qin Xiyan continued: "Then, I was kicked out of that village. ”
"I live alone like a wild beast in the mountains and forests. ”
"I don't know how many years I've lived in it, until one day I found two men breaking into the forest and leaving a swaddling baby in the jungle. ”
"Inside was a small baby. ”
"The first time I saw that little girl, I recognized the identity of the little baby, it was my sister. ”
"I have a sister, but ...... My sister was also thrown away, because my sister was like me, with sparks jumping in her hair. ”
"In the eyes of those people, my sister may be like me, she is also a monster, so my sister who was just born and is not even a full moon has been thrown away. Qin Xiyan bit her lip slightly and said.
Huang Quan felt a little panicked in his heart, quite uncomfortable.
drove away his eldest daughter, and after the birth of his younger daughter, he was also ruthlessly thrown away, what a ruthless parent can do this kind of thing.
People always have an instinctive fear of the unknown, the things they can't understand.
For example, Qin Xiyan can see those things that others can't see.
For example, the flames that permeated the two sisters.
These things, in the minds of those who are ignorant, are monsters, symbols of demons.
People instinctively hate this kind of thing, and want to get rid of it, and disappear far away from it.
Ordinary people can even be said to be able to understand this kind of reaction, but what makes Huang Quan absolutely unacceptable is that even Qin Xiyan's parents can actually do this kind of thing?
Anyway, it's their daughter, how ruthless do you have to be to do such a conscientious thing as throwing away your newborn daughter?
"I escaped from the mountains with my sister, because in the mountains, my sister will not survive. Qin Xiyan said with a wry smile.
That's right, Qin Xiyan may barely survive in the mountains, but it is impossible for a baby.
"When I went to the outside world, in order to feed Xinuo, I did a lot of bad things, stealing milk powder from the mother and baby store, and secretly taking some children's clothes from the supermarket. ”
Qin Xiyan said softly, her eyes seemed to become a little ruddy, and a drop of tears kept rolling down her face, during this period of time, Qin Xiyan can be said to have endured a lot of pressure that girls of this age should not bear.
"When Shino first started, he couldn't control the flames in his body, and we two sisters have always been regarded as monsters, and we can't survive for long anywhere. ”
"But it's not like we haven't met nice people, we've met some nice guys, nice guys who run small shops, give us food, and even give us some money. ”
"He even let me work in his small shop, so that I don't have to steal things to support Shino. ”
"But then, something happened. ”
"The little shop was met by a group of robbers, who seemed to have just escaped from prison, and were using a knife to hurt the uncle. ”
"I have always controlled my own power and not let my power burst out, but at that time, I couldn't control it, and I used my own flames to burn one of the robbers to death and scare the others away. ”
"I saved that uncle. ”
"But...... The uncle couldn't accept the power in me, and the uncle didn't say anything, but from the uncle's eyes, I saw a kind of look, a very familiar look, just like the people in the village looked at me at that time, a look like a monster. ”
Huang Quan sighed helplessly.
That uncle should be a good person.
In Qin Xiyan's heart, she must be very grateful to that uncle, but even so, that uncle can't accept a person who can release flames at will in his body.
Qin Xiyan left with her sister, and from then on, she began to live a wandering life in society.
The continuous blows made the two sisters unable to trust anyone anymore, and would rather live like beggars and bear the disgusting eyes of others, rather than feel the kind of eyes like monsters.
Huang Quan finally understood why the little girl obviously had strength, but when she was bullied by the three drunks, she didn't make any resistance, because this little girl was afraid, if she resisted, if the truth about herself was exposed, she was likely to be displaced again.
Qin Xiyan was sobbing softly.
That kind of life is so painful.
In Qin Xiyan's heart, she has always been under a lot of pressure, but Qin Xiyan can't show this kind of pressure to anyone, not even her sister.
She is an older sister, and in front of her younger sister, she must show her strong side, if she can't even support herself, then what will her sister do.
That is, in front of Huang Quan, this man who had a relationship with him for the first time, and even was different from ordinary people like himself, Qin Xiyan could no longer control it, and he had accumulated so many years in his heart, and all the depression was released at this moment.
Huang Quan stretched out his arm and hugged the poor woman.
I can clearly feel in my arms that the woman's weak body is trembling gently in my arms.
This time, Qin Xiyan did not resist, she really needed an arm and chest that she could rely on, so that she could feel a moment of stability.
When she threw herself into Huang Quan's arms, Qin Xiyan could no longer control the feeling in her heart, and cried loudly, and it didn't take long for the clothes on Huang Quan's body to become wet.
"You asked me before, why are you willing to take you in,......" Huang Quan said silently.
"At that time, I didn't know what was going on with you. ”
"I don't know why I took you in. ”
"Now I might really figure it out. A smile appeared on Huang Quan's face: "That kind of feeling is probably called sympathy." ”
That's right, it's sameness.
Huang Quan's situation is not quite the same as Qin Xiyan's.
The kind of power in Qin Xiyan's body is innate, and the kind of power she has is formed after she has mastered the seal of the chairman of Tiandi Bank.
Huang Quan couldn't really experience what it was like to be treated like a monster, but Huang Quan knew what it was like for the two sisters to rummage through the garbage heap for food, be disgusted everywhere, and even grab food from wild dogs.
"Stay. Huang Quan spoke again: "Here, no one will treat you as a monster, we are all the same. ”
Qin Xiyan lay in Huang Quan's arms and sobbed quietly, her little head nodded slightly.
Perhaps, at this time, Qin Xiyan finally let go of her heart completely.
Even when Huang Quan helped the two sisters, Qin Xiyan was afraid in her heart, if her secret was exposed, would this man treat himself as a monster like those people before, and then drive himself away.
A stable life will make people feel very happy, but when the secret is exposed, the person who once brought them happiness and stability looks at themselves with a kind of disgust and monster-like eyes, the pain is even more heart-piercing and uncomfortable than the previous happiness.
That taste, once tasted, is enough.
Now Qin Xiyan knows that here, she will definitely not be treated as a monster, absolutely not.
Leaning on Huang Quan's arms, I don't know when, Qin Xiyan suddenly felt as if something was not quite right, looked down, and her face suddenly turned crimson.