1

After a few days, Chen Yi and Zhou Biyun got along peacefully, since Chen Yi left home and went north, the mother and daughter have not been together under the same roof for a long time, on the first day, Zhou Biyun saw that Chen Yi's rented house was not pleasing to the eye, and her mouth chattered that her housework was not in place, and at the same time, despite Chen Yi's obstruction, she swept the floor, wiped the window, and did laundry, Cooking, Chen Yi was not used to it at first, so she had to intervene to help, but was pushed away by Zhou Biyun, but soon, she regained the feeling she had when she was young, and she took care of her mother as a matter of course.

When I got home from work, I could see the warm yellow light on the window, push the door in, the window in the house was bright and clean, and there were no more clothes to be washed piled up on the sofa, and on the dining table, there were three dishes and one soup steaming, Chen Yi couldn't help but shout with affection every time he picked up the bowl of moist white rice: "Mom-"

Zhou Biyun always rolled her eyes proudly, and then "quoted scriptures" to evaluate the harm of eating takeout to the body, and intimidated Chen Yi to pay less attention to her diet and be careful of infertility in the future.

Chen Yi, who was originally full of smiles, immediately collapsed and pouted, "How can you do anything to give birth to a child?"

Then the two had a small quarrel, and the situation went on and on, Chen Yi wondered, "You know that I hate you for urging marriage, why can't you help it? ”

Zhou Biyun replied while cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, "Ouch, isn't this idle chat? I want to say that it's not good to talk, tell you, it's already okay for me to be a mother like this, other people's mothers are the same, ask you to get married today, tie you up and arrange it immediately, how can you be so wronged like me, give you a good talk, look at your face and act." ”

Chen Yi chased after her to help wash the dishes, and she went back and forth and quarreled for a long time, but fortunately, the mother and daughter quarreled and reconciled quickly, and slept together affectionately at night.

2

After extinguishing the lamp on the bedside table, the dim room was like a delivery room that gave birth to a heart, which made people involuntarily relax, it seemed that any secret could be said calmly, Chen Yi couldn't help but talk to Zhou Biyun, "Mom, you also care about me a little else, women in this life are either in addition to marriage or childbirth, women also have other pursuits......"

Zhou Biyun interrupted her, "Isn't it because you don't have any pursuits, I only care about why you don't have a family?"

Chen Yi was speechless for a while, turned around, and curled up in a ball aggrievedly, "We can't talk this day." ”

"Say, go on. Zhou Biyun let out a burst of doting laughter, and stretched out her hand to pull her daughter back and face herself, "What is my family's dream?"

After Chen Yizheng came over, he pressed his leg on Zhou Biyun's leg and said aggrievedly, "Mom, I'm really a little bit close, I think I'm almost done." She opened her hands to the ceiling, "You don't know how close I used to be to success, I have acted with the hottest actors now, I have seen your favorite director when I was a child, I talked to him about the play, I heard the agent introduce me to the group news, all of them are millions, tens of millions of salaries, they are the most powerful production team, I am bad" It seems that I can reach the moment as long as I stand on tiptoe and stretch my arms a little longer, but this time, I can see it, but I can't reach it, in fact, there are thousands of miles away, it is close in front of me, far away in the sky. ”

She withdrew her hand, and even in the darkness, Zhou Biyun could see that her eyes were gloomy.

"Yiyi, you are my and your father's baby, in our eyes, you are unique, we all say that there are no two identical leaves in this world, don't people? Everyone thinks they are 'special', but in fact, special is not very valuable. Zhou Biyun unconsciously massaged Chen Yi's thigh muscles as she spoke, and she also remembered the past," I began to work in the factory at the age of fifteen or sixteen, I was also beautiful at that time, but I don't know what to do with being beautiful, everyone around me is a worker, I am also a worker, I have been a worker for a while, one day the factory came to a leader to inspect, saw that I looked pleasing, and said that I would arrange for me to learn computer typing, and then I could sit in the office and be a secretary to the leader, and then my mother was your grandmother, resolutely opposed, she felt that I was the best worker, iron rice bowl, and then you see, I was in my thirties, and I went to learn typing again, and sat back in the office as a clerk, going around in such a big circle, you know that people who have learned to use computers in eight or more years, and now they have become a masterpieceAnother child who went in my place had already emigrated to Australia. ”

"It's a pity!" Chen Yi said with a half-leaning sigh half-jokingly and half-seriously, "I'm almost Australian, why didn't you insist at that time? ”

"I knew at that time, how many of you young people are now? They all listened to their parents, and they felt that what their parents said must be right. Looking back now, I passed by too many opportunities......" Zhou Biyun looked at the ceiling and said, "So when you said that you wanted to go to Beijing to be an actor, your father was so opposed, but I chose to support you, no matter how it ends, I don't want you to regret it as much as I do when you get old." ”

Without waiting for Chen Yi to thank her movingly, Zhou Biyun poured a basin of cold water on her in the second half of her words, "You were young at that time, you can be forgiven for being stupid, I have given you enough time, you should also take care of it, now you can't be stupid, stupid child, you can't afford to be stupid, time waits for no one, people are middle-aged, and they don't have a home, like words?"

Chen Yi moved his leg away from Zhou Biyun and moved his body to the edge of the bed, "Don't rush, I work so hard, and it's not satisfactory, can I decide this matter of starting a family?"

"Of course, you can decide, not everyone can succeed in this world, but getting married and having children, that person can do it. Zhou Biyun sat up, while helping Chen Yi press the corner of the quilt, he nodded affirmatively and said, "Although you are not young, you still haven't grown up in your bones, and you don't understand the importance of home. She gently touched Chen Yi's forehead, "Chen Yi, you are the greatest achievement in my life." ”

- Then you're really useless.

Chen Yi almost didn't blurt out for a while, but she held back.

- It's hurtful, she's her mother.

Zhou Biyun gave birth to her after ten months of pregnancy, and how touching what she said, what an ordinary person she Chen Yi is, but it is the greatest achievement in her mother's life, and she should be grateful.

But she really felt that it was not a taste, after all, Zhou Biyun herself said that not everyone can succeed, but everyone can get married and have children, so she can't be proud of her existence.

She worked so hard to pursue success, she failed, the value of her existence was so denied, those ten years of hard work, in the eyes of her mother, could not compare to other people's marriage and children, she was unwilling, but she was speechless, because she had definitely failed.

The loser was silent, and Chen Yi lost sleep in depression.

3

Thinking of taking Zhou Biyun to Beijing for the first time, she should also take her to visit the attractions, Chen Yi asked for leave, and after leaving the company, he saw Bai Qi's car parked downstairs, and he stood in front of the car with his hands in his pockets waiting for her.

Since the last time she broke up in the Japanese restaurant, she didn't talk to him much on WeChat, she only cared about accompanying her mother every day, this few days away, she looked at him, and there was a feeling of past and present life, he was so good-looking, standing there leaning against the car door, he was like a green mountain in a city - unique, outstanding - she knew that idioms were not used like this, but these words came to her mind, no matter how many reincarnations she went through, she felt that she would fall in love with him at a glance.

However, no matter how much Chen Yi likes it in her heart, she will still put on a not rare appearance on her face, which can be regarded as a protective color for her.

Bai Qi saw Chen Yi deliberately walking in front of him without squinting, he smiled indifferently, and stepped forward to stop her, "Beauty, where are you going? ”

"Good dogs don't get in the way. She waved his hand away and walked forward, "Well, of course, go home, my mother is still waiting for me." ”

"Your mother is with me. Bai Qi pulled Chen Yi into the car again, "Come on, I'll surprise you." ”