Chapter 19 I can't help myself and can't love it

"Let go...... I've ...... It's been a day and a night, you, you...... Quick release...... I'll go back!" Gong Mengshu bit his lip and said hatefully, his voice choked.

"Do you still have any plans to go back?" Cheng Ruikai held his breath and moved quickly, but at the same time gritted his teeth and burst out of the words, he never thought that a day and a night of flattery could not save Gong Mengshu's iron heart.

"I'm already a wife, so naturally I want to return to my husband's house," Gong Mengshu took advantage of Cheng Ruikai's slowing down and tried his best to stare at him more righteously, and said, "You let me go, I want to leave here." ”

"Are you crossing the river and demolishing the bridge?" Cheng Ruikai's movements stopped completely, and his eyes suddenly became cold.

"You get what you want, don't you?" Gong Mengshu said word for word, "I paid my price." ”

"These are far from enough!" Cheng Ruikai said irritably: "I want you, I want you to be by my side forever!"

"No, I don't want to!" Gong Mengshu turned his head to the side, not looking at Cheng Ruikai, and said, "I never thought of turning back." ”

"Gong Mengshu, your heart is hard enough, cold enough!" Cheng Ruikai sneered and said, "But you are not qualified to negotiate conditions with me now!" He withdrew from her body and rolled over and lay beside her, his eyes staring at the ceiling, his strong chest still rising and falling sharply.

Gong Mengshu endured the soreness all over her body and got up from the bed, she groped on the ground to the clothes she had taken off last night, put them on covertly, and then wanted to walk out of the room with her legs weak, but she just took two steps, but Cheng Ruikai sat up from the bed, he stared at her back, and suddenly said: "It's okay if I want you to let you go back, but you have to promise me a condition!"

Gong Mengshu suddenly stopped, she stood in place, and quietly breathed a sigh of relief. But Cheng Ruikai's following words made the blood in her body coagulate again, "After you go back, you will go through the divorce procedures with Huang Qilun immediately." If there is a difficulty, you tell me and I will have someone help you. Come back as soon as you get the formalities done, I'll be waiting for you here!"

Gong Mengshu stood in place, biting his lip and being silent for a long time, finally didn't say anything, opened the door, and walked out with a sluggish step. Cheng Ruikai didn't send anyone to stop her, but when she went downstairs, she saw that the housekeeper and Adjutant Ding were waiting for her in the living room, and it seemed that they had received Cheng Ruikai's order.

Seeing her come out, Adjutant Ding hurriedly stood up from the sofa and said, "Miss Gong......"

Gong Mengshu raised his eyes and looked at Adjutant Ding, and said, "Adjutant Ding, can you send me back?" Adjutant Ding nodded hurriedly and said, "I am willing to serve Miss Gong." Gong Mengshu stopped talking, and under the eyes of the housekeeper, straightened his back and walked straight towards the door.

The car drove smoothly and slowly, and Gong Mengshu sat in the back seat of the car like a wood carving, without saying a word. Adjutant Ding looked at Gong Mengshu from the rearview mirror and wanted to say something, but he swallowed back when the words came to his lips.

After Gong Mengshu crossed a bridge, he suddenly asked Adjutant Ding to stop the car. Adjutant Ding looked outside a little confused, and said, "Miss Gong, it seems that the car hasn't arrived yet." ”

"I want to get out of the car and take a walk," Gong Mengshu said in a normal tone, "I've held it for too long, I want to breathe fresh air." Adjutant Ding thought about it, then asked Gong Mengshu to get out of the car, and watched Gong Mengshu walk through a forest and walk towards the lake, because the view was blocked by tree branches, so Gong Mengshu's figure quickly disappeared behind the bushes.

Adjutant Ding waited for a long time, but he didn't see Gong Mengshu come out, he tentatively called Gong Mengshu's name, but only the whistling north wind answered him, and no one answered at all.

The first thought that flashed through Adjutant Ding's mind was whether Gong Mengshu would run away? Thinking of this, he hurriedly got out of the car and secretly scolded himself for how could he relax his vigilance so much, and actually looked away at the woman that Commander Cheng Ruikai cared about very much, how could he go back to the errand now?

Adjutant Ding's back was so anxious that he got out of the car, galloped into the bushes, turned the corner, and sure enough, he saw a familiar slender figure in the shallow water by the lake!

Adjutant Ding felt a sigh in his heart, and hurriedly took off his military coat outside while running, "plopped", jumped into the icy lake without thinking, and struggled to drag the struggling Gong Mengshu to the shore.

Gong Mengshu's face was pale and numb, but he was very stubborn and wanted to go deeper to the center of the lake. Adjutant Ding struggled to drag the wet Gong Mengshu ashore, "Why can't you think about it?" Adjutant Ding asked Gong Mengshu with palpitations.

Gong Mengshu kept shaking, but refused to respond to Adjutant Ding's question, and after a while, she said slowly: "I...... I didn't think about it, I didn't kill myself, I just figured things out. As she spoke, she was so cold that her teeth began to fight.

Adjutant Ding sighed, then picked up the military coat that had just fallen off the ground and put it on Gong Mengshu, who was shivering all over his body, before he said: "Please Miss Gong think clearly, protecting you is the task assigned to me by Commander Cheng, in case you have three long and two short, it is estimated that my little life will be gone!"

But Gong Mengshu just sat on the grass, shaking all over his body. After a long while, she replied with a dull gaze: "Adjutant Ding, I didn't mean to get along with you. I'm just very tired and want to find a place to sit......" Gong Mengshu is telling the truth, these days, things that require hard work have made her exhausted, coupled with emotional torment, Gong Mengshu did have the idea of suicide in an instant.

There seemed to be a magic in the middle of the lake that attracted her tightly, and she couldn't help but wonder if she disappeared forever at the bottom of the lake, would there be no more troubles, no more pain and strife, and a hundred things would be gone from now on? If Adjutant Ding hadn't drunk and dragged her in time, I'm afraid she would have drowned in the middle of the lake.

"Miss Gong, don't get along with yourself, there is no obstacle in the world that you can't get over, just get through it. Adjutant Ding sincerely persuaded Gong Mengshu.

Gong Mengshu's dull eyes were dull, she lowered her head, hugged herself coldly, and said weakly after a while: "Sometimes I don't want to look back, but the arrangement of fate makes me involuntarily look back...... I hate my fate......" she said, burying her face in her knees, her weak shoulders twitching.

Adjutant Ding looked at Gong Mengshu's haggard and sad appearance, and his heart was also sad. However, he is still an officer after all, and his extraordinary restraint still made him stare at Gong Mengshu, and said softly: "Miss Gong, it's okay for you to leave alone, but you still have to think about your family and the people who care about you...... If you just leave quietly, do you think your family and friends will have a good life?"

Gong Mengshu shuddered when he heard this, and suddenly remembered Cheng Ruikai's coldness and brutality. She closed her eyes in agony, unable to do anything. At this time, she really can't survive, can't she die?

"Miss Gong, you better get up, I'll send you back to go through the formalities, Commander Cheng is still waiting for you in the mansion." Adjutant Ding said politely to Gong Mengshu, while pulling her up, escorting her to the car, and then quickly started the car, driving the car fast, and striving to escort Gong Mengshu back to Huang's house as soon as possible without making mistakes this time.