I can only nod, in fact, I know very well in my heart that if we don't leave, it may be more difficult for us, and Zhao Yunhai may be targeted by many people. Just let him get out of here, he can live a good time to avoid this time.

Zhao Yunhai smiled and said, "Are you nervous and worried? I won't look for a little girl, honestly, I swear it's not okay?"

I took his hand and said, "Don't swear by you, I'm not worried about you looking for someone else, I want you to be well." ”

"You too, study hard. ”

I said yes, he took my hand tightly, and we went to the movies together. There are a lot of people in the cinema, and they are all looking forward to it.

But I felt bored, I kept thinking about being separated from him for a few months, how uncomfortable I was, I told myself not to be easily tempted, but I still like someone, he also deserves my liking, but still sad.

It's really sad, what kind of life will Zhao Yunhai live when he is not by my side......

I leaned on his shoulder, Zhao Yunhai's shoulders stiffened, then smiled, wrapped his arms around my shoulders, and we hugged each other in the last row of the theater, and no one spoke.

After watching the movie, we were about to separate, and when I was sent to the school gate, Zhao Yunhai stood in place and said to me, "Go back, Xiu'er." In fact, I haven't told my dad about this yet, you go back, help me tell him, just say I'm fine, just leave for a longer time, and we'll see you next year. ”

I nodded, next year, 1973. Is there another three years before we can get complete stability?

And if he wants to leave, I'm afraid the marriage thing I said before won't come true. But if you don't get married, it's fine. I also don't want to get married in this situation, it will only be more troublesome.

There has always been no shortage of people who deal with him and people who deal with me, and if the two sides are combined, we are really going to be finished.

Zhao Yunhai smiled and patted my head: "Silly girl, it's not that serious." What do you think, your face is blue. I don't remember what he said later, I didn't cry, I was just a little sad, but Zhao Yunhai was smiling all the time.

He told me that no matter how difficult it is, there is always a way to solve it, if you can't fight, you can run, if you can't run, you can pretend to be stupid, as long as you live, there is hope in life, you can't be as tough as his father, and in the end it is yourself who is unlucky.

I said, "You're right, I'm worried about you and them to the end." That's good. ”

Zhao Yunhai hugged me: "Fool." I wouldn't, if I might have fought directly before, but now that I have you, it's impossible to give up my own happiness because of some unrelated people. We all have to endure and persevere for the sake of happiness. Promise me not to be impulsive. ”

Zhao Yunhai...... I'm going to miss you so much. I whispered. Tears fell.

He lowered his head and looked at me: "If there is no parting, how can you be sure that we can really be together?" I am confident, and you must not give up on me." I'm leaving. ”

"Shall I send you then?"

"No, I'm walking with my colleagues in the unit. I don't think so. If this reaches Zeng Qiuxia's ears, it is estimated that it will cause trouble again, she can't find me, she will only trouble you, so I don't want to irritate her. ”

I nodded and agreed, Zhao Yunhai looked around, lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and then left.

When I saw him leave, I walked back, in a bad mood, and I didn't have much energy when I was working.

I'm picking beans over there, lazy, anyway, everyone is chatting over there, which is impossible in the previous factory, and I don't have any desire to speak, just there, and I can't keep working.

Gu Sisi was very strange when he saw it: "Didn't it go smoothly when I left, why is it like this now?"

"Nothing. I said, "He's leaving, and he's going to be away for a long time, and I'm a little reluctant." ”

She sighed in surprise and looked at me in disbelief: "It's a shame that this is the case." I thought you'd get married soon! ”

I smiled bitterly: "Yes, I'm a little bit too, but...... Forget it, it's nothing. I'm waiting for him to come back. It's not that he won't come back. ”

"Well, it's good if you can figure it out, don't be sad, at least he will always be good to you, you also hope occasionally, where is it like me, there is no object until now, it hurts a lot when you think about it, who can be willing to accept my situation, it is really more difficult to find a partner than to ascend to the sky. ”

Her conditions would be excellent if they were placed in the village. Young and good-looking, a little cultured, and having a job in the city, the young men in the village never dreamed that they could marry her, but once they returned to the city, Gu Sisi was at the bottom. The parents in the family have no ability, and the population is large. My younger siblings are all drags, and I'm just a temporary worker.

If you marry her, you may be held back by this big family.

In addition, her parents are identified bride price, and the man must give the bride price, and there must be a building, in other words, it must be very economical, and if the conditions in the family are not good, I resolutely disagree.

"The matchmaker introduced a lot, but in the end it all failed, and I don't expect any feelings now, just touch and see. If there really is a rich man who has taken a fancy to me, I will give it a try. Of course, this possibility is very small, if not, I will make good progress on my own and not consider getting married. ”

I said, "I think, you still don't think about marriage at this stage, you should study hard, go up, don't you want to be an accountant, just study well, take exams, become an accountant, have a stable job, you are thinking about getting married." Not now. If you want to have a strong person to protect you, you might as well count on yourself to be strong first. ”

She nodded: "I know what you mean, but sometimes I feel quite sad and lonely. Seeing that the people around me are married and living a family, I am also a little envious, don't you think Yang Yulan is very good?"

I comforted, "Don't look at others, just look at yourself, as long as you work hard, you will definitely get the rewards, marriage is not the end, just a beginning, or see what the future holds." ”

Yang Yulan may not necessarily be happy. I'll be watching in a few more years.

Gu Sisi smiled: "How can this obviously be that I comforted you, but the other way around, you comforted me." Forget it, we each have our own troubles, so let's not want to. ”

"Good. "The two of us comforted each other and felt better.

Zhao Yunhai just left, my life still has to go on, I hardly go to other places, just work, free time, Gu Sisi and I went to the nearby library to borrow books to read, Gu Sisi is interested in accounting, borrowed a lot of books on accounting, studied seriously, she really wants to pass the exam. After the lights go out at night, I go to the light outside the toilet to study.

There are four workers in our dormitory, and the other two are middle-aged women, workers from other counties, they like to knit sweaters, and they knit sweaters there non-stop in their free time. Their sweaters are not worn by themselves and used to make money.

Because they weave very well, there are clothing stores that specialize in collecting them, and a good trade can be sold for dozens of dollars!

Gu Sisi and I said: "You see, everyone is living actively, let's study, and people rely on their hands to eat, and they don't necessarily live poorly and earn more than us." ”

"yes, I used to be stupid and complain all the time. Now that I understand it, it's fine. ”

I smiled, I'm the same, people are still greatly influenced by the surroundings, I used to be in the grinding wheel factory, most of the time, just messing around, saying that I was studying, but I didn't learn much, now I came here, only to find that I used to live too leisurely.

I don't have a boyfriend by my side, so it's more convenient to study hard. Gu Sisi and I worked together, cheered each other on, and worked together.

The school is still very calm, and no one is bothering me, and Yang Yonghuai doesn't know if he was shocked by my words, anyway, he didn't come, and nearly half a month passed in a blink of an eye.