Chapter 19: He Lives Here
Ye Beibei woke up in the words of the taxi driver asking her where she was going, where she went, her world suddenly became chaotic, she seemed to be still in a dream, vaguely, casually said a place, and then began to look out of the car window blankly.
The phone rang intermittently, she looked at the name of Liminglang on it, and her heart shook one after another, like a sudden start, and as if it was a violent knock on the heart, every time, with infinite stinging and mockery, she simply turned off the phone under the surprised gaze of the driver.
The driver parked the car to the place Ye Beibei said, the street was full of people, the traffic was busy, as in the past, Ye Beibei walked on the street unconsciously, only walked all the way down the street, her mind was empty, she seemed to be trapped in a nightmare that she couldn't get out of, she didn't think about anything, didn't want to think about anything, mixed in the flow of people and went forward in a daze, occasionally being squeezed into one place by people passing by, where to go, what to do, all purposeless.
She thought she was going to cry, but she didn't shed a single tear for a long time, her head was dizzy and blank, her ears rumbled like a passing train, and the truth of one after another was like a burst of bullets, which scattered her soul, and only one sentence was unusually clear in her mind, "I think I have to protect myself first, you say, will I fall in love with you!"
How ridiculous
In fact, you can't lie to anyone, and the pursuit of a handsome man like Li Minglang still makes her a little vain satisfied and happy! A divorced woman herself, she can also make him tempted by both handsome, golden, talented, and beautiful, no matter how much she is heartbroken, but it is difficult not to have a moment of heart for a man like Li Minglang!
However, in the end, it was nothing more than a farce, a deliberate deception and conspiracy!
Ye Beibei felt that her heart was painful and bitter, like the most bitter yellow lotus, but she couldn't tell where the suffering was! Tired of walking, she sat on the bench on the side of the road, obviously very ridiculously deceived and hypocritical, but why was she still so angry and so disappointed!
The cold wind blew, so cold that she shivered all over, looked around blankly, and found that the sky was already a little dark, the surrounding scenery had turned gray, and where she was was actually the road to her and Jiang Yuezhou's former home.
"Because he only loves you, and his heart is like a stubborn stone!" Jiang Huixin's words suddenly appeared in Ye Beibei's mind, at this time, she suddenly wanted to go back to the home where she had poured all her passion and effort into it, that home, since she left, I don't know how many times it has appeared in her dreams!
This road is not long, and Jiang Yuezhou's original intention in choosing this house was to be close to the city, and to be quiet.
Ye Beibei stood outside the villa, and did not mean to go in, she was divorced in winter, she remembered that the garden was bare at that time, because of the snow, it was white everywhere.
Now, autumn is coming, a few sycamores at the door of the villa are still vibrant, and the security guard at the door saw her standing at the door, greeted her very politely, and said with a kind smile, "You're back!"
How can you say that she is back? This is no longer her home, let alone back!
Ye Beibei stood at the door, a huge sadness rose in her heart, she faintly felt tears falling, the security guard opened the door for her, and she walked in unconsciously as if she was revisiting the old land.
In front of the corridor of the villa, there are also several pots of spider plants that she planted in the past, which seem to be carefully cared for, more lush and verdant than when she was at home, and there are pink blue wind chimes that she has woven by herself in front of the window, which have faded some color in the air, with a bit of lonely smell.
She looked at the wind chime and smiled, when compiling this wind chime, how many sweet and romantic feelings, happy and beautiful longing, now, everything is like a joke.
She pushed the door, the door was not locked, and it was opened casually, and there was a wall lamp turned on downstairs, and in the faint light, you could see that the furniture and all the furnishings inside were still the same, the luxurious sofa, the delicate floor lamp, the blue glazed high-necked bottle with a large number of dried flowers, unexpectedly, the room was far cleaner than she imagined, and nothing had changed, nothing had been moved, did anyone live here now?
Just when she was looking around in disbelief, she heard a voice from the kitchen, she took two steps forward, and unexpectedly saw Jiang Yuezhou walking out of the kitchen with a water cup, and when she saw her, she was obviously stunned.
In the quiet space, the two looked at each other silently, Jiang Yuezhou did not come over, and Ye Beibei did not walk over, as if there were a pair of invisible hands separating them at the two ends of the unreachable world.
Ye Beibei couldn't help but look at Jiang Yuezhou, maybe because he was wearing black home clothes, the whole person seemed to have lost some weight, and his face was not very good-looking, but his eyes still had penetrating strength, looking at her quietly, making her feel quite uncomfortable, and the tenderness and warmth that had just surged in her heart were all retreating under his gaze.
After Jiang Huixin left, the calm Jiang Yuezhou began to feel uneasy, he was sure that Jiang Huixin would go to Ye Beibei, but he was not sure about Ye Beibei's reaction after knowing the truth, his marriage with Ye Beibei may have collapsed because of Jiang Huixin and Li Minglang's deliberate conspiracy, but he knew that there were problems in their marriage itself, it should be said that his attitude towards marriage, towards Ye Beibei, and his feelings were problematic in itself.
He knows these problems, and Ye Beibei also understands them, because the existence of these problems has deeply hurt Ye Beibei. Now, after she knows the truth of the matter, will she rebuild the old relationship with herself regardless of her previous suspicions? Will the love and reluctance in her heart be just a one-man show for him?
Jiang Yuezhou knew that even if Li Minglang calculated in every possible way, he and Ye Beibei grew up together since childhood and had a deep emotional foundation, and there was no solid foundation between himself and Ye Beibei, in Ye Beibei, whether she chose to be with Li Minglang or look back for herself depends on her choice.
In this short half a day, Jiang Yuezhou even had the idea of going to Ye Beibei by himself, but it was only a momentary impulse, and in a blink of an eye, he lost all his confidence and courage. He really feels a little old now, and when he encounters these emotional entanglements, he can't recover immediately, he can't immediately think of positive solutions, and he can't face problems full of struggle.
"Come here and sit here!" Jiang Yuezhou walked to the sofa first, he just saw at a glance that Ye Beibei's discolored face was panicked, and in order not to confuse her, he no longer continued to put pressure on her with his eyes.