Chapter 38 It is difficult to give up an inch, and the bitterness of parting
When Gong Mengshu woke up, she found that she was lying down, she moved, trying to struggle to get up, her body tilted, and a long black tweed coat covering her body slipped down. Her head was still dizzy, the pillow under her head was warm, and she opened her eyes a little dazedly to stare at the coat, which seemed familiar. After watching it for a long time, she sat up in fright and found that she was lying in the back seat of the car, and her head was resting on a man's thigh!
She blushed, felt a burning gaze, looked up along the thigh, and sure enough, the person sitting next to her and looking at her with a pair of deep eyes was Cheng Ruikai. Seeing her staring at him, he pulled the corners of his mouth, barely smiled, and said, "Mengshu, are you awake?" Compared to her haggardness, he didn't look much better than her, and he was still wearing last night's suit, but the crisp fabric had been crumpled, and the shirt was not buttoned, it was open casually, and the green stubble roots appeared on his handsome face, and he looked tired.
"I drove around the city to find you for a night," Cheng Ruikai's voice was a little anxious, "I thought you should be home, and sure enough, you are wandering here......"
Gong Mengshu felt a little pain in her heart, she turned her face away, supported her soft body, silently lowered her legs from the long back seat, and habitually smoothed the wrinkles on her skirt for a while.
Cheng Ruikai stared at Gong Mengshu's red and swollen eyes and messy hair, and continued: "Last night—I knew you were wronged, Mengshu." I apologize to you, Mengshu, it's me who is not good, and I make you sad-" He has never been soft with women, for Gong Mengshu, he made an exception three times and twice, for the woman in front of him, he scolded and cared for the wrong person, in short, he didn't know how to treat her.
Gong Mengshu still didn't say a word, Cheng Ruikai saw that she was unmoved, and knew that her anger was really serious this time, so he leaned over, held her shoulders and let her face him, "Are you talking well, Mengshu, don't do this...... Forgive me and come home with me......"
Speaking of the word home, Gong Mengshu's shoulders trembled, where is her home? Cheng Mansion is not, and even her original home, no one welcomes her back. Could it really be that as Master Cheng and his father and mother said, she asked for too much? Was she insatiable and insatiable? She blinked her sore eyes and wanted to cry without tears.
Cheng Ruikai saw that Gong Mengshu was silent, so he tentatively hugged her in his arms, but Gong Mengshu's whole body was stiff.
"Let go of me, Rikay. She said.
Cheng Ruikai's movements were a little frozen, but he still refused to hug her again. This time, Gong Mengshu pushed him away violently, although his strength was much smaller because of weakness, but he also pushed Cheng Ruikai back.
He was a little surprised, but he could also understand that Gong Mengshu was angry, he thought about it, temporarily gave up his intimacy with her, but bent down his tall body, and said to Gong Mengshu flatteringly: "If you want to lose your temper, just shoot at me, I know you have anger in your heart......"
Gong Mengshu stared out of the car window, her eyes were foggy, and she couldn't see anything, but she kept looking outside. "Let's part, Rikay......" she finally said what she wanted to say.
Cheng Ruikai seemed to be pointed, and he was momentarily sluggish. Then he hugged Gong Mengshu from behind, and then a hard voice with a command sounded in her ears: "Don't! I can't be separated from you!"
Gong Mengshu was hugged by Cheng Ruikai, remembering that when the two were unguessed, he always liked to hold her like this, and then affectionately put his chin on her shoulder, reading and writing with her. Her heart was so sad that she couldn't speak, and her red and swollen eyes couldn't help but shed tears again.
Cheng Ruikai felt that Gong Mengshu was crying, he turned her around and held her face, his eyes were full of pity and guilt: "Mengshu, I have said countless times, I never owe others, but I owe you love." I know that you are the only one in your heart, but you have to understand me, sometimes I can't help myself, I have to do something that makes you sad and sad, I also want to think about our future, for the future of the Cheng family. You'll just be considerate of me and never talk about leaving, okay?"
"But I can't do it, Ruikai ......" Gong Mengshu finally burst into tears, "Ruikai, my heart hurts, I can't stand it...... Really, I can't stand you being with someone else......"
"I know, I know......" Cheng Ruikai hugged Gong Mengshu in his arms, hugged her tightly, and then comforted her repeatedly: "I know that I have wronged you all along, don't worry, I will let you get the best." If you want, in the future I can send you overseas to stay abroad, or let you leave the mansion, and I will find you a place alone, just the two of us together, so that you don't have to worry out of sight, okay?"
Gong Mengshu just cried, Cheng Ruikai couldn't stop coaxing her, kissing her, and picking soft kind words to coax her. Gong Mengshu raised his teary eyes and looked at Cheng Ruikai to put down all his arrogance, accompanying her carefully just to coax her, and there were all kinds of contradictions in her heart. If she didn't love him, she could be light-hearted, but she obviously liked him so much, and liked him so humbly and cowardly now, how could she cut through the mess quickly?
If he is arrogant and unreasonable, it would be fine, but he is still so gentle and low-profile, which makes her unable to harden her heart.
"Believe me, Mengshu, there will always be only you as a woman in my heart, no matter what happens, you will always be the most important!" Seeing that Gong Mengshu's attitude softened a little, Cheng Ruikai increased his efforts to comfort him, and only begged Gong Mengshu to go back with him.
"Good, don't lose your temper anymore, okay?" Cheng Ruikai's lips were printed on Gong Mengshu's tear-stained face, and he licked away the tears on his face little by little with his warm tongue, and there was a salty taste in his mouth, which made him feel sorry for her and feel distressed.
"Let's not separate, Mengshu," he whispered in her ear, "are you willing?
Gong Mengshu closed her tearful eyes helplessly in Cheng Ruikai's fiery and gentle kiss, yes, he was very accurate, how could she be willing to give it up?
After Gong Mengshu was taken home by Cheng Ruikai, as soon as Mrs. Cheng saw Gong Mengshu, she beckoned her to come over. When Gong Mengshu, whose eyes were red, squatted down in front of her knees, Mrs. Cheng burst into tears, which made Gong Mengshu's already red and swollen eyes even redder. In the Cheng family, except for Cheng Ruikai, only Mrs. Cheng is really good to her.
"I know that Mengshu is a good-tempered kid and will always endure everything, if it weren't for Rui Kai this time, you would have gone too far, Meng Shu wouldn't leave!" Old Lady Cheng took Gong Mengshu's hand and refused to let go, "But Mengshu, for grandma's sake, don't go any more, okay?" Ruikai needs you, and grandma also needs you...... Have you forgotten that you promised me to take good care of Rikai since I was a child...... You were born in the same year, month, and day, and you are destined to be together in this life, and no one can separate you......"
The old lady wept as she spoke, and her eyes when she looked at Gong Mengshu were pleading. Just because the old man understands that only Gong Mengshu is the only good person who can control Cheng Ruikai, and only Gong Mengshu can take on the heavy responsibility of taking care of Cheng Ruikai.
Who can be ruthless if people are not grass and trees? Not to mention the old lady who has raised her for ten years, although she is not related by blood, she is as affectionate as a relative. Gong Mengshu was so made by Mrs. Cheng's trick that she couldn't be strong anymore, and although she wiped her tears and refused to promise anything verbally, she finally wouldn't be so resistant to staying at Cheng's house.
Mrs. Cheng put away her tears at this time, and out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Cheng Ruikai quietly breathing a sigh of relief at this moment.
On the second day, Cheng Ruikai listened to Mrs. Cheng's instructions, and brought exquisite snacks and generous gifts to Gong's house to compensate the second elder. Gong Hongwen saw that the little couple were holding hands and were in harmony, and nodded again and again: "That's right, which couple doesn't quarrel?
Wu Peisi saw Cheng Ruikai's humble attitude, and put down the kind of unruly and arrogant frame that he gave people before, not only was he considerate to Gong Mengshu in every way, but even respected the second elder of them, and he was very pleased in his heart, and when he saw the emptiness, he pulled Gong Mengshu aside and whispered to her: "Child, it's rare for him to treat you like this, you have to cherish it......"
Gong Mengshu did not have the joy of her father and mother, and now she has regained her glory and affection, but she feels that she is not as easily satisfied and happy as before. Father and mother eagerly entertained Cheng Ruikai, a distinguished guest, but she absentmindedly turned her eyes to look out of the narrow wooden window, and found that these days, not only her mood is gloomy, but even the sky is cloudy.
She sighed quietly imperceptibly.