I happened to chat with a friend that day, and my friend said: "Lei Lei is now a wanted criminal, do you know?"

"I don't know, because of what case?" I was a little surprised, and replied as expected, from the moment I met Lei Lei, I knew that he would definitely embark on such a road, but what I didn't expect was that I would hear about him in other people's mouths.

"The drug dealer arrested by the city bureau a while ago, do you know Wang Shuai?

"Well, eighty percent of the methamphetamine in the city of Ayang and the surrounding counties and cities is monopolized by him, and we have seen it a few times!" I was addicted to drugs for a while, so I had some dealings with their gang.

"Last week, Wang Shuai pronounced the verdict, the death penalty...... There are more than 100 people involved in the case, Lei Lei has also been mixed with him for a while, and he is one of the main culprits, and it is rumored that he is now wanted by the whole country because of his illegal possession of guns and drug trafficking......"

My friend vividly told me how Lei Lei has been beautiful and downtrodden over the years, and how he has walked into the abyss step by step, and finally my friend suddenly asked me: "Hey, aren't you brothers? You don't know that he has such a big thing?"

"Hehe......" I was speechless, and was embarrassed for a long time, and then whispered: "We are not brothers, it's been a long time!"

"Alas...... If you and he were still tied together, they would have been mixed up by now, and you guys wouldn't be like this!" my friend comforted me.

"Isn't it good now......" I said casually, then lowered my head, looking at a bodhi seed on my neck with silk threads, and my eyes were red.

Lei Lei is one of my many friends, once upon a time, our small group, in this land, although not to talk about calling for wind and rain, but among the same age, it was also a smash hit, but for some reason, it will fall apart like now.

Now, there is only the occasional update of the dynamics on social software, like a line that seems to be nothing, and we are connected together, that night, I went to look through QQ's message board and signatures, thinking about the people and things of those years, in addition to looking back, there is also a smile.

A few months later, I heard the news of Lei Lei again, it was Xiao Yu, who told me on WeChat that Lei Lei had been sentenced to five and a half years in prison for illegal possession, transportation and trafficking of drugs.

After hearing the news, I hesitated for a long time, recalling the bits and pieces of our time, and found that the memories of many things had been blurred.

Lei Lei is 26 years old this year, this is his third time in prison, and if we can meet again, I should be the first year to stand.

So, I'm going to record them in this way.

There are a lot of memory fragments back then, and if you barely piece them together, what kind of story will it be?

……

The story begins many years ago:

My hometown is in Araung, a small city in the northeast, an ordinary mountain town, with beautiful scenery and magnificent mountains and rivers.

My name is Han Fei, 19 years old, studying in the second senior high school of Anyang City, the fifth class of the third grade, is this campus that I see as a cage, a very inconspicuous student, my clothes are always dirty, and I don't like to dress up, compared with children of the same age, relatively a little sloppy, it stands to reason that children like me are always the object of bullying by others, but no, probably because of the family, I am much calmer than others, plus I don't like to talk, so others always think that I, a sloppy child, is also a ruthless character, in fact, my silence, more from inferiority。

I don't have the word mother in my memory, I have always grown up with my father, when I was 12 years old, my father died of illness, and then I lived with my grandparents, and then my grandfather also left, it was my grandmother who pulled me up with hard work, these have always been the hidden diseases in my heart, at that time I never realized that my grandmother was the greatest person in my world, and I would never mention my life experience to people.

Shame to speak up stems from low self-esteem.

My studies were not very good, and I could barely get stuck in the middle line until the first semester of high school, my homeroom teacher, now I have forgotten what her last name is, I only remember that she is a math teacher, and she used the radio to call for a school-wide donation during a recess exercise, and the object of that donation was me.

When the radio played very bluntly, "Han Fei, who has five classes a year, has been divorced since he was a child, and his family is in difficulty...... Now call on all teachers and students to donate enthusiastically!" From that moment on, my self-esteem was completely torn apart, although in the end, everyone donated money to me with sympathetic eyes, but in the end, the donation only stopped on the class teacher's floor, and I had never seen the money.

She exchanged my dignity for that pitiful amount of money! This incident still makes me feel disgusting to this day! Very disgusting!

After the donation incident, I once had an indescribable inferiority complex, and I became a freak without friends, although I have also read a lot of campus novels, in which the protagonist is also from a poor background, and finally embarked on the evil road, until I cover the sky with one hand, but I don't have the courage, after all, this is reality.

Zhang Xiaoyu!

This name was a turning point in my life, but whether it was a good or bad turning point is something I still don't figure out to this day.

When Zhang Xiaoyu transferred to my class, he was already in his third year of high school, and it was a sunny morning, which happened to be the 200-day countdown to the college entrance examination.

That day I was driven to the last table by the English teacher because I didn't do my homework, the English teacher was a very cute old lady, although her mouth was very smelly, but in order to prevent me from taking her class, she also bought me a basketball at her own expense, the fly in the ointment is that I don't know how to play basketball at all......

"Han Fei! I found that the most shameless person in your class is you! I don't do anything serious every day, just your family conditions, you are still so careless?!!" The English teacher deliberately accentuated the tone of the word "no heart", I knew that she was referring to my life experience, although my heart hurt like a pinprick, but my face was still very indifferent, showing an eternal smile: "Teacher, you should give a lecture to others! What is the use of saying that I am! If it weren't for the strong wind today, I would have played basketball a long time ago!"

"Hahaha!"

My words drew laughter and disgusted eyes from the so-called good students, and the English teacher's face became even more gloomy after listening to me: "I heard that you won the second place in the school in the essay competition?

"English is like a ghost drawing, who can learn it! Besides, Chinese don't speak bird language!" I stiffened my neck and said again, although my other grades have always been the bottom few in the class, but I dare to guarantee that even if it is the top student with the best grades in the grade group, few people can surpass me in Chinese scores, and my garbage students are seriously biased, which is incredible to all teachers, but only I know in my heart that I am not biased at all, and the reason why I have good Chinese grades is because my Chinese teacher is the only one who does not discriminate. I look at my teacher with disdain, so in her class, I will listen carefully, this is my respect for her, and I still remember my Chinese teacher's last name, her surname is Liu.

"Get out of here! If you don't learn to draw ghost talismans now, you'll be a small worker on the construction site in the future!" The English teacher obviously didn't intend to use me to delay the other students' time, so he gave me an eviction order as a matter of course.

When I stood up and was about to go out, my body suddenly froze, because my homeroom teacher was standing at the door, I was definitely not afraid of her, but her home was not very far from my home, and I could often see my grandma when I got off work, I had given up on myself, but I didn't want my grandma, and looked at me with desperate eyes, I was afraid that the homeroom teacher would sue me.

The head teacher walked into the classroom, saw me standing up from the seat, glared at me viciously, and then said a few polite words to the English teacher, then I saw that there was a boy standing behind her, I remember that he was wearing a loose green shirt, with black stripes on it, this boy is not tall, only about 1.7 meters, fair skin, with a black-framed glasses on his face, his hair is curly, his body is slightly fat, and he looks a little like the foreskin in "Crazy Boy", and he looks very cowardly.

"This is the new student in our class! Everyone is welcome!" The head teacher smiled at the classmates, as if she was smiling at everyone but me, but then I knew that I was wrong, and she could make her frown, besides me, there was also this newcomer.

'Bang Bang!'

After a round of applause, the head teacher looked at the newcomer: "Let's introduce myself!"

"Hello everyone, my name is Zhang Xiaoyu......"

"Damn!!"

"Fuck!!"

"Who?Zhang Xiaoyu?!"

"Oops, I'll go!!"

“……！”

One stone stirs up a thousand waves!

As soon as the newcomer spoke, the whole class suddenly boiled, only I stood in place, looking confused, because I couldn't see at all, the little chubby curly hair standing in front of the podium, why would it stir up the turmoil of the class, until a long time later, I didn't know that Zhang Xiaoyu had been expelled from all private and public middle schools in the city at that time, and the second high school in Anyang was his last stop, and if he was expelled again, he would basically say goodbye to his study career.

Zhang Xiaoyu's three words, in the high school student circle of Ayang, can be described by an ancient poem.

Who in the world doesn't know you!

On the contrary, I am the one who doesn't know you, and I will never mix with these student bastards, not because I am clean, but because I am afraid of being beaten......

"Be quiet! class!" After the head teacher's voice, the class suddenly quieted down, the head teacher nodded with satisfaction, and then turned to look at Zhang Xiaoyu: "You find a place to sit by yourself!"

Zhang Xiaoyu carried his schoolbag, glanced at the class, and then consciously walked to the last row and sat next to me.

After such a small episode, the English class continued, and the English teacher naturally forgot to drive me out of the class, and I was able to communicate with the newcomer for the first time.

"In the future, will the two of us be at the same table?" Zhang Xiaoyu showed a harmless smile and asked me with bared teeth.

"No, I was driven to the last row, and I'll go back to the next class!" I explained to Zhang Xiaoyu impatiently, and then kept carving the table with a compass.

"After that, let's just be at the same table!" Zhang Xiaoyu said disappreciatively, and then his eyes began to scan around, and suddenly pointed to a girl in front of me and asked, "Hey! What's her name?"

"Which one, the one with the black face, Yu Jing, the first beauty in the school!" I laughed at the ugliest female voice in the class.

"Don't make a fuss! It's the one with a ponytail, wearing a white half-sleeve, and a colored bra printed out!" Zhang Xiaoyu added with extremely keen eyesight.

"Damn! Your glasses are see-through!" I immediately looked at Zhang Xiaoyu in surprise, and then glanced at the girl: "It's Jiang Rou!"

"Oh, this girl is good!" Zhang Xiaoyu took out a piece of paper while speaking, and wrote the word Jiang Rou in a dignified manner, after I saw Zhang Xiaoyu's words, I couldn't help but admire it, it is not an exaggeration to say that this is the most beautiful word I have ever seen written when I was a student.

"What about that?"

"Zhao Runan!"

"What about that?"

"Yu Yehui!"

"What about that?"

"Gao Xingmin!"

Five minutes later, Zhang Xiaoyu almost asked the good-looking girls in the class, and then I found out that although he wrote beautifully, his education level was really not high, more than ten names, half of which were typos, and the other half even had pinyin......

'Ring, ring, ring!'

With the bell ringing after class, I finally got rid of the chattering Zhang Xiaoyu, stretched my waist, and planned to go to the water room to drink water, just walked to the door, was blocked by someone, this person I know, it is Wang Xin of the sixth class, he is not very powerful, but I definitely can't afford to provoke.

"Hello, let me ......," I said in a low voice.

Wang Xin glanced at me disdainfully, his eyes full of contempt: "You are Han Fei?"

"Ahh What's wrong?" I was stunned when I heard that he was looking for me.

"What's the matter, Mom B, did you write a love letter to my sister?"

"Who is your sister?" I frowned suddenly, I had never provoked the surname Wang.

"Qi Wen!" Wang Xin spit out two words like a rainbow.

'Buzz!'

When I heard the name, I felt a roar in my head.