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My heart was struck by her, and I looked at her in disbelief, I would rather be a widow than an abandoned woman? I tried my best to suppress the trembling of my voice: "He is Xiaoyu's father after all." ”

"Don't tell me this. Lu Nan waved his hand impatiently, looked at me gloomily and sneered: "For a, slap her; for a, leave her feverish, is such a father useful?"

It turns out that it's not that I didn't report it, but the time has not come. She's taking revenge on all the grievances she and Xiaoyou have suffered. It's just that the word (son) stung me deeply. My heart is throbbing, but for Ziyue, there is nothing I can't bear to say all the ugly words. I tried to make a calm expression: "It's all because of me, and the person you hate is also me." If you can help him, you can punish me as much as you want. ”

"That sounds great. It's better to say than to sing. Lu Nan looked at me seriously, and a sarcastic smile twitched at the corner of his mouth, "No wonder you can hook men, I'm going to be moved." He turned to look at me gloomily, "Then you leave him and save him!"

My blood rushed up, and even though I had expected it, I still felt a heart-rending pain when she brought it up. Leaving Ziyue, as long as I think about it, my heart will be as stinging as if I am on the tip of a knife. Dizzy in front of my eyes, I looked at Lu Nan sadly, and said in a low voice: "I can't do it." ”

The sentence that she couldn't do seemed to anger her again, and her expression became even more gloomy, and she looked like she was rejecting me thousands of miles away: "If you can't do it, you just wait for him to come out of the cell to find you." Her voice was cold and resolute, non-negotiable.

I sighed in despair and said to her sadly: "Then I will wait for him, five years, ten years, all my life." "If it's really like Ai Yun said that he was paying bribes, the big deal is to go to jail. I'll wait. After saying that, he turned around and left.

Lu Nan's voice sounded faintly behind him: "It's infatuated enough, I bless you to wait." If only he could come out alive. ”

My steps stopped, a chill rose from the soles of my feet, and I jerked back: "What do you mean? What do you mean to get him out alive?"

"Going to prison is not living in a villa, if his body can survive, it is your last life to accumulate virtue. Hahaha. Lu Nan's laughter came from all directions, like a circle that held me tightly.

"Is he not well?" I muttered to myself, a little stunned.

"Aren't you his sweetheart? I don't even know about his cerebrovascular malformation? I don't have much to live now, and if I go to prison, I won't be able to keep it one day, oh, by the way, it seems like I smoked it once more than ten years ago, right?" Lu Nan looked at my blank look and smiled even more playfully.

Thinking of the bottle of sleeping pills on his bedside table, my heart was almost suffocating. The whole body was as bloody as if it had been peeled off. I closed my eyes in pain, why, why was it so cruel to me, why?

After a long time, I opened my eyes and looked at the almost crazy woman in front of me, and I didn't feel a little resentful: "You just knew that he was like this, so you deliberately called in the middle of the night and didn't let him sleep, didn't you?" Thinking about what kind of torment he had suffered, my tears had already welled up unconsciously.

"Put away the tears of your viper. Lu Nan looked at me in disgust, "You are the man who hooked up with this pitiful painting, right? This is the tenderness that Feng Ziyue thought of in his heart?" He put the book aside in his hand, looked at me, stared at me, and said word by word: "Yes, I am going to torture him, torture him to death, because he deserves to die." ”

Looking at her almost distorted face, I didn't feel afraid, but I couldn't figure it out: "Even if he turns his back on you, even if he fails you, why can you bear to curse him?

In the face of my questioning, Lu Nan's anger came up: "Don't mention Xiaoyou, if it weren't for his daughter, he wouldn't even bother to talk to me." He said that he has a weak personality and doesn't care about people, why do you think about it when you are pregnant, he is afraid of bumping into the decoration, and he also thinks about going in and out of the driver's pick-up and drop-off, and also thinks about going to the hospital for a pregnancy test? Why do I do all this by myself? Isn't he cold? I have to hold hands when I eat, I can do hazelnuts, and I can tell stories to children? Why?" Lu Nan was almost hysterical.

I was deeply shocked, looking at her in disbelief, how did she know? How did she feel like she had seen it with her own eyes? But at that time, apart from Ziyue and me, there was only Sister Zhang left in the family. I couldn't help asking, "Do you know Sister Zhang?"

After Lu Nan's sharp voice stopped, he gradually calmed down, looked at me and sneered: "I'm not afraid to tell you, I can only blame you for your bad life, but when I fainted, I remembered and forgot to ask you if you knew which way Feng Ziyue took to go back to Tianjin, that Sister Zhang, who was crazy about money, answered your call, 100,000 yuan bought you an hour, and also bought a bunch of stories of your love." Still, an hour is enough, isn't it? haha. Lu Nanxiao's body trembled slightly.

My blood almost coagulated, my heart was like a tear of blood, 100,000 yuan, bought me an hour, bought a life for my child. I'm going crazy too, I rushed up and shook her, also a little hysterical: "You're too much." ”

Lu Nan was shaken by me, and pushed me away with his backhand, gasping slightly: "Why do you live? Your evil seed, the evil seed of prostitutes, should not exist." ”

The evil seed of a prostitute, my heart was shocked, this woman has been out of my imagination. I froze in place, not knowing what to say. He looked at her in disbelief for a long time, and in the face of such intense hatred, I didn't know how to resolve her anger, but looked at her incredulously: "Why are you like this?"

"Why am I like this?" Lu Nan smiled sadly, "You go and ask Feng Ziyue, how did I become like this?

"A humble dance party in the school cafeteria, he provoked me first. But he had Tao Yun at that time, and he was a celebrity in the school, no girl didn't like him, so I didn't dare to think about it. However, it was he who provoked me, took me home, and promised my father that he would take care of me for the rest of my life. But what is the result? He has been indifferent to me since he got married, I thought that was his character, I tolerated him, waited for him, what a great irony, he has been lying to me, it turns out that he loves more than anyone else, and has no conscience than anyone else. "When Lunan speaks, even when he talks about sadness, he doesn't have a tear.

My mind was in a mess, and I understood her pain, but what she did after her injury made me feel cold. I looked at her and said regretfully: "For Ziyue once married you, I really feel sorry for him, and he is not worth it." "That's the meanest thing I've ever said, but it's for this woman I've always felt guilty about. When she said those words in a dark voice, I suddenly felt unworthy of my previous guilt.

My words angered her even more, and she stared at me and said, "He's not worth it?" ”

This sentence made me so painful again, and I suddenly raised my voice: "Your grievances, your pain, can you do all the things that hurt nature and reason so with such peace of mind? Even if Ziyue turns his back on you, can't you let go and find your happiness? Why do you have to be tied here and burned with him?"

When Lu Nan heard my words, her face suddenly turned pale, and she casually threw the book next to me at me, I turned sideways to dodge, and the book did not hit me. Lu Nan was angry, staggered to his feet, took a few steps forward, glared at me and said word by word: "Find my happiness? Who gives me happiness?"

When I saw her get up from her chair and walk forward, all the blood in my body clotted. I heard my own heart breaking. All of a sudden, all the resentment against her, the resentment towards her, all became shallow. I covered my mouth.

I finally understood why those naughty boys would take asking her to dance as a bet, why Ziyue took her to dance a dance that she would never forget, why her father gave his daughter to Ziyue when he heard that he was willing to take care of her for the rest of his life, why she would allow Ziyue to find countless women, why she never accompanied Ziyue to any occasion, why she didn't go to Xiaoyu's piano competition, why Ziyue felt so guilty about her, why Ziyue had to leave the house, why she would rather be a widow? A woman can't be an abandoned woman, she will be so resentful of Ziyue's abandonment, her feet are not good. Although it is not very serious, it is already a fatal flaw for a person with such pride and self-esteem as her.

The language suddenly turned pale, and I looked at her, speechless. A cool breeze blew, filling the room with a chill. The huge house, with a bleak wind, endless pathos. I am not qualified to fight with her, but if I have a little conscience, I have no way to fight with her. I froze in place, full of sadness, not knowing if it was for her or for me. I want to cry and laugh, in this world, man was created to stage scenes of prosperity and tragedy? Why do you want to project love and hatred onto everyone's heart?

For a long time, I almost cried blood and spit out three words: "I'm sorry." ”

Lu Nan said slowly as if he had been evacuated: "I'm sorry? You forced me to lose all my self-esteem and tell me I'm sorry?"

After being silent for a long time, I finally used all my strength and spelled out a sentence: "I promise you, I will leave Feng Ziyue." Save him. "Tears have already covered my face, and my heart hurts as if it has been torn apart. How can I endure the cruelty to Lu Nan, how can I endure the worry about Ziyue's body, and insist on that flashy love?

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