Joy is joy, but Huang's mother doesn't have any hope for Huang Qilun to find a job, she knows Huang Qilun too well, he can't do heavy work, and he doesn't have suitable light work, sooner or later he has to go home and honestly guard the dim sum shop to live. But to everyone's surprise, Huang Qilun really found a job as a tally clerk in a bookstore.

Huang's mother saw that Huang Qilun finally had a good time, she was so happy that her eyes were full of tears, and she was in a good mood, and she was polite to Gong Mengshu, who was recuperating in bed, and secretly felt that Gong Mengshu would not be beaten and had a miscarriage, Huang Qilun would not be stimulated by this, and he would not understand the matter, so he also whispered a lot when taking care of Gong Mengshu.

Gong Mengshu had no reaction to the changes in Huang's mother and Huang Qilun, she lay on the bed every day to recuperate quietly, after all, she was young, and her body and bones gradually recovered, but her spirit has been sluggish, no matter how Huang Qilun pleases and makes up for it, Gong Mengshu can no longer have any intimacy with him.

Huang Qilun saw that he couldn't see Gong Mengshu's happy face after several efforts, and he regretted it in his heart, but he was helpless. On this day, he saw a newspaper in the bookstore, and finally had a happy smile on his gloomy face, he couldn't wait until he got off work, so he rushed home with the newspaper, flipped the newspaper in front of Gong Mengshu, pretended to be surprised, and said: "Mengshu, do you know? The second young master of the Cheng family and Lu Qingqing, a socialite in the city, finally got married today!"

But Gong Mengshu closed his eyes expressionlessly and lay unconscious, as if he hadn't heard his words at all.

Huang Qilun peeked at Gong Mengshu, unwilling in his heart, and called again: "Mengshu, didn't you hear my words?"

Gong Mengshu was still silent.

Huang Qilun saw Gong Mengshu's indifferent and cold appearance, and only then did he feel that he was a little too impetuous, so he couldn't help but laugh, and said after a while: "It's okay if he is married, so that you don't think about him all day long." Anyway, from now on, neither of us should dislike anyone, live our lives well, okay?" he said this sincerely, but Gong Mengshu didn't respond as if he was asleep.

In fact, on this day, Wu Peisi had already sent a congratulatory gift to Gong Mengshu's Cheng Mansion, and when she came back, she was afraid of making Gong Mengshu uncomfortable again, so she didn't turn to Huang's house, but went straight to the hospital. Mrs. Wu knew that Gong Mengshu didn't want to owe anything to the Cheng family, so she gritted her teeth and became a love token given to her by Gong Hongwen back then-a jasper bracelet, so she bought a generous gift and sent it to the Cheng family in exchange for money, but because she was thinking about Gong Hongwen in her heart, she rushed back without even drinking the wedding wine.

When leaving, although the old lady of the Cheng family had joy on her face, she took Wu Peisi's hand and sighed. Wu Peisi knew that Mrs. Cheng wanted to mention Gong Mengshu to her, but looking at the festive and lively scene of the Cheng family, Wu Peisi felt sad for Gong Mengshu in her heart, so she hurriedly said goodbye to Mrs. Cheng and turned to leave.

Gong Mengshu was just sick in a drowsy state, and he was confused about everything in his heart, and he didn't want to wake up at all. Huang Mu waited for a few days, and because she was still busy with dim sum processing, she saw that Gong Mengshu always looked half-dead, and finally began to put on a face. But this time, Gong Mengshu ignored Huang Mu's whispers, either opened her eyes blankly, or closed her eyes, nestled in the corner of the bed silently, and her room had not opened the window to bask in the sun for a long time.

The neighbors in the miscellaneous courtyard are quietly discussing whether the daughter-in-law of the Huang family was stupid by Huang Qilun's mistake that night, or was angry and stupid because of the child's miscarriage, and they disagreed with Huang Qilun in their hearts.

Although Huang's mother was busy outside all day, the neighbors' discussions still made her feel guilty, and after thinking for a while, she decided to talk to Gong Mengshu, but Gong Mengshu curled up in the quilt and lay on her side, and didn't let Huangmu pull the quilt at all. Huang's mother had no choice but to call Mrs. Gong Wu Peisi again, and asked Wu Peisi to come forward and have a good talk with Gong Mengshu, hoping to open Gong Mengshu's heart knot as soon as possible.

Wu Peisi, who was already exhausted, rushed over in a hurry when she heard this, pushed away the darkly lit room, and saw Gong Mengshu curled up on the bed, her nose was sour, and her eyes were red, she slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and then stretched out her hand to caress Gong Mengshu and said: "Child, my mother knows that you are bitter in your heart, but you can't toss yourself like this." What have you become now?" Gong Mengshu lay face in, not moving.

Wu Peisi's heart ached, and she choked up: "You have always had high hopes for you since you were a child, and your father is even more so. The way you look now, if your father comes to his senses and sees it, I'm afraid he will feel uncomfortable. Your child's life is worse than Huang Lian's, but even so, you can't give up on yourself......"

Wu Peisi said to herself, pulled out a handkerchief to wipe her tears, and said: "Men in the world are unreliable, and you don't expect too much, but my mother still hopes that you can stand up and live a new life, don't make me uncomfortable like this, okay? Have you forgotten what you said to your mother before? Do you really want your mother to accompany you to die together?"

Gong Mengshu was silent for a while, and then turned her pale and thin face and said to her mother with difficulty: "Mother, I don't mean to be depressed, I ...... It's just that I'm too tired......" Wu Peisi hugged Gong Mengshu and cried: "Mother understands the bitterness in your heart, Mother just wants you to understand that living in this world, after the heart dies, we still need to live secretly...... Don't give up on yourself easily, okay?"

"I know, mother," Gong Mengshu muttered tiredly in her mother's thin but warm embrace, "I'll get better when I rest for a few days......" Wu Peisi nodded and relaxed a little.

A few days later, Gong Mengshu really got out of bed and began to help Huang's mother do some housework, Huang Qilun saw that Gong Mengshu gradually returned to his usual appearance, and he was secretly happy in his heart, commuting to work on time every day, changing his original style of being a hanger, and becoming serious. Gong Mengshu didn't show much concern about Huang Qilun's changes, she just lowered her head and silently did her work, not saying a few words to Huang Qilun. There is no more communication and communication between the husband and wife other than the normal daily conversation.

Huang Qilun knew that he was wrong, but he didn't know how to further restore the relationship between husband and wife to before the accident, so he had to endure it temporarily. He also tried to get himself really close to the kind of gentleness and thoughtfulness that Gong Mengshu requested, so he really made up his mind to stay away from the kind of unbridled and careless life before marriage.

But Huang Qilun's determination has not yet been made, and a beautiful and touching girl Fang came to the bookstore, which disrupted all his plans.

This Fang girl was born enchanting, with a pair of big watery eyes that seemed to be able to speak, and I didn't know where she came from, and was soon assigned to Huang Qilun's area, Huang Qilun saw the beauty of the heartbeat naturally accelerated, and the Fang girl seemed to be very interesting to him, always secretly sending autumn waves to him, making him lose his soul and have no master.

Gong Mengshu didn't know any of Huang Qilun's movements at home, and now for her, it is really just like what her mother said, it is better to die than to live, so live like this, no joy and no pain, this bleak world has long been like a waste for her.