Chapter 27: Paranoid Despair
A man is completely desperate for love, and when he is desperate, he will sing every night, because he feels that there is nothing worth cherishing for himself and the person he loves.
But Jiang Yuezhou will not be like this, no matter how painful and desperate he is in his heart, no matter how gloomy and unpredictable his temper becomes, he will not indulge himself, although he knows that Ye Beibei has been engraved in his heart, this life will make him want to stop, tossing and turning, even if he remarries, it is difficult for other women to enter his life, even if it is just simple male and female love.
But he is a man, no matter what happens, even if the sky falls, he has to bow and carry it, he understands his grandmother's feelings, so he needs a woman to act as Jiang Yuezhou's wife on the table.
There is another reason that prompted Jiang Yuezhou to go on a blind date, that is, since he saw Ye Beibei's family of three, no matter how he buried himself deeper in his work, he wanted to find relief from it, but in the end he found that the work that he used to be tireless and busy could no longer occupy all his body and mind as in the past, numbing his nerves!
There was always a shot in front of him of Ye Beibei holding a tall man's arm and walking slowly, the man looked at her sideways, and didn't know what to say, her slightly plump face was filled with a happy and satisfied smile.
Whenever in the dead of night, there are always these abrasive scenes in front of him, all of which seem to give birth to thin teeth, constantly gnawing and tormenting him, the slightest pain as if it will never pass, although it will no longer make you hurt heartbreakingly, but it really exists, as if it will follow you for a lifetime.
The longer the time, the more persistent this situation will be, and when Jiang Yuezhou was lying on the bed alone, he seemed to clearly know that he was spending his mind on a woman who had left him forever until the lamp ran out.
He is really a little scared, since he can't die, he has to live well, he needs to breathe new air, change the atmosphere of life, even if it is not for love, but also for responsibility.
He said to himself, I will be fine, I will forget, I will will, I will be! He ordered himself to choose to live rationally and work seriously, and he began to go on blind dates again and again, and to associate with women who were also sensible, although this would inevitably lack enthusiasm and excitement, it was better than being trapped in a city of sorrow.
Jiang Yuezhou's blind date went very smoothly, and when he went on his third blind date, he met the woman who made him nod his head in approval-Zhuo Jiayu.
Zhuo Jiayu herself is a doctor of political science and law graduates, now a well-known lawyer, her family background is innocent and not dragged down, her mother was a dance teacher, died of illness six years ago, her father is the president of the city's tertiary hospital, has remarried.
When Jiang Yuezhou met Zhuo Jiayu for the first time, she wore a Chinese-style overalls jumpsuit, with a very chic style, sparse eyebrows, bright eyes, and a kind of atmosphere and brightness between her gestures.
Jiang Yuezhou's first impression of her was good, and she tried to contact her twice, and found that she had many advantages, punctuality, and proper treatment of people, she was more open-minded than many girls, and she was delicate, and she was bold and straightforward, and there were few little women's mud and water sticky, and she looked good, she was an urban woman who cultivated both inside and outside, plus the two had a family background, educational background, and working conditions.
Looking at Zhuo Jiayu sitting in front of him, Jiang Yuezhou breathed a sigh of relief, this is the model of the ideal woman in his mind that he is looking for now, he will no longer be rippling in the relationship between men and women, and it can be said that his thoughts will not be used on this in the future, so he wants a girlfriend like Zhuo Jiayu to get along with him in his duty.
When they met for the second time, Jiang Yuezhou explained his plans very clearly - what he needed was the mistress of this family, a shield, not a wife who was in love with him and shared the bed, he would not love her......
Jiang Yuezhou's marriage conditions for Zhuo Jiayu were more than those for Ye Beibei at the beginning, harsh, and embarrassing, he felt that only in this way could it be fair to Ye Beibei.
Zhuo Jiayu's confident face was obviously surprised and injured, she lowered her head slightly, thinking rationally about the feasibility of this matter.
Jiang Yuezhou turned his head to look out of the floor-to-ceiling window of the restaurant, and the smiling faces of Ye Beibei's family of three unexpectedly appeared in front of his eyes, and he suddenly smiled lightly.
Zhuo Jiayu looked at Jiang Yuezhou's shallow smile, her heart seemed to stop beating for half a beat, and she nodded without hesitation, she was willing to be his shield.
When she first saw Jiang Yuezhou, the confident Zhuo Jiayu was excited and inferior, she couldn't believe that the head of the legendary Jiang Consortium would be such a deep and handsome man, the thirty-two-year-old Jiang Yuezhou was mature and introverted, and his every move was full of charming wisdom and ease, he lived a check-up, loved work, except for smoking, had no bad habits, and hobby fitness and playing ball in his spare time.
Reason told her that she couldn't grasp this man, but she was dizzy when she looked at him.
When Jiang Yuezhou told her his conditions, he was still so happy and angry, and under his sharp gaze, Zhuo Jiayu hesitated for her. However, the moment she watched him laugh, she almost nodded her head and said "no" to him, she couldn't do it.
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Li Minglang has a gloomy temperament and is suspicious, and after Ye Beibei led Xiao Li to appear in front of him, he was angry and disappointed, but more than that, he was unwilling. He secretly inquired about the city where Xiao Li and Ye Beibei lived, and after they returned from City B, he also followed.
He inquired about the residence of Xiao Li and Ye Beibei, and knew that they did live there together, so he drove a different brand of car borrowed from a friend every day, lurking and wandering near Ye Beibei's family community.
When he watched Ye Beibei and Xiao Li take Xiao Moting out for a walk at night, like the happiest family of three in the world, Li Minglang was really completely desperate!
He followed them from a distance, staring unblinkingly at the back of the pregnant lazy figure, his eyes greedy like a neurotic paranoia.
Ye Beibei was wearing a white silk shirt and a wide long skirt with big flowers, and the last rays of the sunset shone on her. It's just a distance away from the road, but it looks like a galaxy away.
The unconscious family of three walked unhurriedly, Xiao Li put his arms around Ye Beibei's shoulders in a vain, and half of his body enveloped her, in a protective posture. Ye Beibei took Xiao Moting's hand, and occasionally raised her head and smiled softly at Xiao Li, Xiao Li rubbed her hair gently, not knowing what to say.