53 Inseparable feelings

I don't know if the shadowless lamp on the operating table has a hypnotic effect, or because of the anesthetic, Su Susu had a long dream in a groggy consciousness. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

There was a mist everywhere in the dream, and the strange fragrance of flowers filled the lips and nose, and Su Susu was floating in the air, and she didn't know where there was a road or where she could go.

It was as if his body had no weight, and his consciousness was a little weak, and it seemed that it would completely dissipate at any moment.

But there is a strong sense of persistence in her heart, which supports her to keep moving forward.

The fog gradually dissipated, and a gorgeous flower bush appeared in front of Su Susu's eyes, and a pink and cute little girl suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.

Snow white dress,

Her inky black hair was casually draped, and pink bows were tied at the ends of several hairs, which made her look very cute.

As soon as this little girl appeared, she attracted Su Susu's whole body and mind.

At this moment, in the fog, there seems to be sunshine shining on this little girl's body.

The other party was bathed in sunlight, looking quiet and beautiful from a distance, as if he was holding a book and reading.

Su Susu subconsciously approached the past, but found that the other party was crying quietly at this time, tears blurred the bright eyes, and looked indescribably lonely and sad.

There is no more unattainable height like a princess, as if she has fallen from a high throne, just a helpless and poor little girl.

Su Susu heard the other party choking constantly, "Dad... Mom... Where are you... Sheng is so lonely...."

The sound of sobbing made people feel distressed, and then Su Susu showed an indescribable expression, walked over and grabbed the other party's hand.

"I won't leave you alone again!"

The voices in the dream were still emerging, high and low voices that seemed to come from a distance, but the things around them became unreal.

I woke up from a dream.

In the intensive care ward of the County People's Hospital, Su Susu, who was still asleep, suddenly woke up, she felt that the paralysis in her body had not completely disappeared, and then she got up and sat up, and glanced at the vein in her right hand that was still connected to the transparent pipe of infusion.

Although my back still hurts a little, it is much better than my previous general weakness.

She glanced up at the snow-white ceiling and muttered, "I dreamed of something a few years ago again..."

She was stunned for a few seconds, and then she suddenly remembered something, and quickly turned her head to look around the ward.

The wards are far inferior to the decoration of those big hospitals in Quang Nam, and many places look like they are old, whether it is a hospital bed or a wooden chair, it looks very old.

The air was filled with the pungent smell of disinfectant water, and the white room looked deserted, with the windows ajar open, and the sunlight shining through the old-fashioned wooden windows illuminated everything in the room.

Although the ward was white, it had an indescribable cold feeling, just like Su Susu's slightly lonely heart at this time.

When important people are not by their side, their hearts are empty, as if they are missing a very important piece.

Squeak.

The door was gently pushed open, and a beautiful figure crept over, carrying two garment bags in her hands.

This girl is Bai Xiaosheng, who came here from Lijiang City.

She was carefully closing the door, and then turned around, just in time to meet Su Susu's slightly puzzled eyes.

Bai Xiaosheng glanced at Su Susu and was slightly stunned, "Have you woken up?"

She put down the bag in her hand, walked to the hospital bed and looked at the medicine bottle that was still dripping next to her, and then looked at Su Susu with some concern, "Are you okay? Are you better? Is the part of the shot still painful? Do you feel it? Will there be any sequelae?"

The voice is still full of unique hoarseness, which gives people a mature and voluptuous taste, and has a magnetism that can attract people.

Su Susu's cute Lori face was also a little pale at this time, but she was still made to show a faint smile by Bai Xiaosheng's series of words.

Her big bright eyes blinked, and she whispered, "The first time I've seen you... Would care so much about me. ”

“... Uh..."Hearing the other party's words, Bai Xiaosheng's worries were slightly lowered, but he rubbed the tip of his nose a little embarrassedly, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "Actually, I also cared about you, after all, I was just a good friend..."

However, she seemed to remember some things from before at this time, and then her face became a little ruddy.

"Well, I know. ”

Su Susu smiled slightly, but didn't say anything more.

Bai Xiaosheng was thinking about promising the other party to confess, but after calming down, he only felt confused, and he didn't speak again for a while.

Both of them were thinking about their own things, and the atmosphere began to get weird at this moment.

I just stared at it for a few minutes.

"Poof!"

Su Susu looked at Bai Xiaosheng's nervous appearance, but couldn't help laughing.

The other party's bewitching face looks extremely perfect at close range, but the appearance of the dust is very embarrassing, but this does not affect the unique beauty of the girl.

Such a beautiful and lovely child, she should be held in the palm of everyone's hands, but what is she nervous about at this time?

"What are you laughing at!"

Bai Xiaosheng glanced at Su Susu with some annoyance, thinking that the other party must be talking about the previous topic.

Now I can be regarded as completely planted in the hands of the other party, but the situation is not too bad...

Bai Xiaosheng looked at Su Susu's cute face, the other party's appearance in the future of more than ten years is synonymous with cute loli, and in this era, it can be regarded as sweet and cute.

She doesn't know how her feelings for Su Susu are defined...

Lovers? It seems that the relationship has not reached that level.

Friends, it's not just that.

Her heart was a little confused, and her little heart began to beat faster, which was an instinctive emotion from her body. Because Bai Xiaosheng at this moment doesn't know how to deal with emotional matters.

"I thought about it..."

Su Susu didn't answer Bai Xiaosheng's words, she just stopped laughing, and then she spoke with her eyebrows lowered.

Halfway through her words, her face showed a very struggling and painful expression.

It was hesitation, reluctance, luck, sadness, all kinds of emotions, mixed together, but there was no joy.

After Su Susu was silent for a moment, he slowly swiped his lower lip, and then bit his lower lip hard, and his little head shifted over, not looking directly at Bai Xiaosheng's pretty face.

“... I thought I was going to die... Really, I didn't think I'd survive... So... So, I want you to fulfill my last wish, which is the kind before the temporary..."

"I didn't expect... I really didn't think I would survive. The words that came out of that environment, now in retrospect... I may be forcing you with a bondage of kindness..."

"I know... I know... Do you like Lin Youluo... I like the kind I like very much.... I didn't even think about giving up, at least not until I was about to die... Really, really... I kid you not... But in the moment of near death, I understood and remembered a lot of things... So now... Right now... Woo... I chose to give up... I just need to be able to watch you from afar, even if I'm not with you..."

"So... Those words in the jungle..."

Su Susu spoke intermittently, and at the end she couldn't help sobbing, but she kept her back to Bai Xiaosheng, not letting the other party see her fragile and helpless expression.

But compared to the happiness and pursuit of the other party, everything about yourself can be thrown aside.

As long as you like the happiness of your loved ones, then even letting go is a kind of fulfillment.

When it came to the last few words, Su Susu choked up: "You should... Didn't say it!"

The ward was very quiet, and the sobbing of the petite girl could not be concealed, Bai Xiaosheng was silent for a long time, and her expression became a little complicated, but in the end, it was flat.

Looking at the other party's weak shoulders that were constantly shaking because of crying, Bai Xiaosheng let out a long sigh, and then slowly shook his head: "Emotional things, how can you say that there is no such thing?" (To be continued.) )