Chapter 20: Misunderstanding, the power of calling for wind and rain
Jiang Yuezhou frowned, as if he didn't even want to say it, "Ye Beibei, do you think that what I did in the past made you feel humiliated?"
The word humiliation was like a knife, and it suddenly came towards Ye Beibei, making her body tremble suddenly, and she unconsciously clenched her arms, as if to protect herself, she tried her best to make her voice sound calm and flat, "Why do you say that, what is humiliation?"
Jiang Yuezhou closed his eyes, "Beibei, if you are willing to listen, I can tell you everything now." Babe, I just want to tell you today, maybe you won't believe it, and it doesn't seem like you're going to accept it, but I'm going to say these words anyway, in fact, I've been in love with you a long time ago, and I've always loved you. His voice was a little hoarse, but very gentle and firm.
Ye Beibei was shocked, listening to the man she had loved for many years confiding in herself, looking at the man downstairs who was like being plated with a pale golden aperture, calm, proud, restrained, and detached, he was the man who satisfied all her imagination when her love was first opened, he was the man she loved unreasonably, and she followed him like a moth to a fire......
"Beibei, I was wrong at the beginning, as long as you are willing to return to me now, even if you have children, even if you are married, I can not care, really, as long as you give me another chance to love you!"
Ye Beibei suddenly regretted that she was standing in front of the window, even though the two were so far apart, but under his sight, it was becoming more and more difficult for her to maintain her composure; In his seductive and pressing language, it seems that there is no longer a chance to dodge.
The man she loved most in her life was like her to say the most seductive words she had ever dreamed of!
She slowly turned around and suddenly realized that no matter how reluctant she was to Jiang Yuezhou, she had to stop this relationship.
The husband who fell asleep next door and accompanied her all the way home to visit relatives, but she didn't sleep in the middle of the night and talked to another man?
Everyone has a balance in their hearts, everything has to be calculated and compared, Ye Beibei is no longer the little girl who went straight to Jiang Yuezhou recklessly at this time, she has learned to calculate gains and losses.
Is it worth it to love a man she wants to love?
The concern and resolute opposition of the parents, the care of Xiao Li, and the dependence of Xiao Moting...... She has so much, it's not worth it to ignore these things now and pursue her own pleasures.
The longing that had been dreamed of before her was in front of her, but it was no longer tempting for her.
"President Jiang, we haven't forgotten what happened in the past, you gave up on me twice because of your brother, to be honest, it really hurts, I can't accept your way of loving people. ”
"That was a mistake I made, thinking that I promised not to do it again, and that I would make it up to you in the days to come. ”
"Forget it, Mr. Jiang, no matter what I have done for you in the past, it is my own willingness, you don't owe me, I don't need you to make up for it, the past makes it better. I'm married now, and my husband is a man named Xiao Li, so it's not suitable for me to talk about my feelings secretly under the moon like you anymore. ”
It seemed to be the expected words, but when he heard Ye Beibei say it, Jiang Yuezhou's chest was still uncomfortable, "Ye Beibei, I know, you don't love your husband, you just found a good man you think is gentle, and you are ready to associate your life with him, you are taking an adventure!"
"Adventure, is there anything more adventurous than being with you?" Ye Beibei chuckled, "It is said that most people have to bow to life in the end, and you let me complete this process without having to pay the price of breaking my head and bleeding, I am very lucky!"
Jiang Yuezhou's voice was dumbfounded, "Beibei, you're still blaming me, aren't you?
"Yes, it takes naivety and passion to love or hate someone with dedication, I ...... After all these things, those two things are gone, and I just hope that the life I thought I could live in peace. "Everything that has been experienced in the past is like an invisible chasm, blocking them, no matter whether Jiang Yuezhou is justifying or repenting now, it can't mend the relationship between them, and now, Jiang Yuezhou and that relationship only exist in her heart, why should she disrupt another life that she has already started.
Jiang Yuezhou raised his head and looked at the bright moon on his head, and such a full moon did not mean that bathed in its clear light was a correspondingly happy story, he whispered to the silent earpiece: "I love you, Ye Beibei." ”
Ye Beibei's body froze, his fingers subconsciously grabbed the sheets, and put down the phone.
She is already a mature and cautious adult, and she no longer has the courage to fight the fire, the love that she once forgot to indulge in, the pain that she once worked hard to remember, and her desperate love, will completely disappear in this night.
Ye Beibei fell weakly to the head of the bed, and tears poured out silently.
Those beautiful pasts passed by one in front of her eyes, Jiang Yuezhou's soft words, 'I love you!' echoed in her ears, tonight, she let herself be drowned by memories, just take advantage of this darkness, let herself pity herself enough, tomorrow, it must be a new beginning!
I don't know how long it took, she didn't stand up until she ran out of tears, and walked to the window, where Jiang Yuezhou was standing just now downstairs was empty, as if he had never come.
She gently opened the window, a cool breeze blew in, Buddha moved the curtains, with her familiar fragrance of lilacs, the bright moon hung high in the sky, she quietly looked up, I don't know how long it took, the night dew fell, staining the pajamas have a little damp.
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Jiang Yuezhou's car did not drive away, after he listened to Ye Beibei and hung up the phone, a deep sense of powerlessness suddenly came up, and for a moment, he felt that he had no breathing power, and his aching feet could barely stand.
He got into the car, lit the fire, and left, but the car had just left a short distance when he turned back, parked the car in the shade of a tree not far from Ye Beibei's house, and looked up at the window of her room.
The person who lived there was supposed to be his wife, and they used to have a happy home together, but now that everything was gone, he and she were so close that he could no longer reach her. Some misunderstandings can melt away as soon as they are explained, but some misunderstandings will show their power over time, and finally become uncontrollable.