Chapter 4 Pre-Divorce Conversations
I shook my head, sat up with my body propped up, picked up my phone, and the word "husband" beating on the screen was Chen Xiao, and then I looked at the time, it was eight o'clock in the morning.
I tossed the phone aside and didn't want to answer.
But Chen Xiao seemed to have to call me until I answered, and the phone kept coming.
I resigned myself to picking up the phone and said angrily: "Chen Xiao, you bastard, what else do you have to do?
Chen Xiao yelled on the phone and said, "Lin Mengning, I've been waiting for you all night." You didn't come home at night, saying, 'Where have you gone after you left in the afternoon?'
In my heart, 10,000 grass Nima rushed over and roared back: "What are you shouting, are you still justified in cheating? Believe it or not, I'm blocking your phone, neurotic." ”
It should be because the contrast between my attitude towards him now is too different from before, and Chen Xiao was stunned by my yelling for a while.
I had a splitting headache, and when I saw that he didn't speak, and he didn't hang up the phone, I was even more angry, and yelled back: "The old lady hasn't woken up yet, I have something to say, and I have nothing to hang up the phone." ”
Chen Xiao was relieved by my yelling this time and said, "Lin Mengning, let's talk?"
I woke up very angry today, and said in a very unhappy tone, "What are you talking about?"
Chen Xiao said cautiously: "Let's go to the café we often go to sit in a while?"
I thought about it, it's okay, let's talk about the divorce, and everyone can get together and disperse.
I said, "Okay." See you later. ”
After hanging up the phone, I got up and went into the bathroom, while washing up, I remembered the couple of men and women yesterday, and I scolded Chen Xiao fiercely in my heart: "What's wrong with the old lady? If you want to be in shape, you want to be beautiful and beautiful, and you are reluctant to speak loudly to you. How can I be framed with pure green tea? ”
No matter what, the things that should be solved must be solved, and the things that should be given up must also be abandoned.
After checking out, I took a taxi to the café and went up to the second floor, where Chen Xiao had already arrived.
He was still sitting in the same place we used to sit, waving at me.
I walked over and sat down in a chair across from him.
Chen Xiao said: "I ordered bubble tea for you." ”
Sure enough, after a while, the bubble tea of the same configuration that I usually drink was brought over, and it was still not icy.
Actually, I'm not a picky eater, but I have almost perverted requirements for the configuration of milk tea. For example, if I don't add ice, I want to drink the feeling of ice, for example, I don't want to have black pearls alone, but I want the right ratio of black pearls + boba pearls.
Chen Xiao teased me before: "If you pick it like this, I guess there is no place outside where you can drink milk tea." ”
I scoffed: "It's a big deal, I'll only come here to drink in the future." ”
Tsk, after five years together, this is the first time Mr. Chen has helped me order a drink, or according to my proportion, which really flatters me.
I was a little hungry, so I took a big sip of bubble tea, chewed the pearls, glanced at him, and said, "What's the matter, say!"
Chen Xiao looked at me incomprehensibly and said, "Lin Mengning, what do you want?"
I sneered in my heart: "Heh, who can't do the play, just see if it's worth it." Who can't pretend to be pitiful, just look at Gao and pretend to be unhappy. If you like to act, then I'll accompany you. I divorced you, and I remember how pitiful I was today. ”
I pretended to be sad and smiled and said, "Isn't it funny that you ask this? For so many years, what I have been looking for is a couple for the rest of my life!"
Chen Xiao's eyes were obviously painful, he looked at me and said, "Are you with me, you don't love me?"
The corners of my mouth raised a sarcastic smile and looked at him: "No, it's you who don't love me, the person in your heart has always been Liu Yanyu." She is your red rose, the cinnabar mole on your chest, the person you miss in your heart. And what am I? Probably not even a white rose!"
Speaking of the back, I look down on my once humble self a little.
For his sake, I would rather give up my favorite design job and become a clerical worker. transformed himself into a chef with superb cooking skills, just so that he could come back after a day of struggle outside and have a hot meal to eat. Because I feel sorry for his hard work, I never want him to stick to housework. As a result, what I got was the ending of being a junior.
Chen Xiao stared at me with wide eyes, and angrily accused me and said, "You are not me, how can you make up your mind, how do you know that I don't love you, you are too egoistic, you have always been like this, Lin Mengning." ”
I heard him say something like a big joke and raised my hand and pointed at him, and I laughed sarcastically and said, "Why don't I believe it so much?" ”
At this time, I remembered his unruly attitude towards me for many years, and then recalled that he looked at Liu Yanyu's eyes yesterday, and I actually burst into tears.
Chen Xiao looked at me solemnly: "Meng Ning, let's live a good life, isn't it good not to mention her in the future?"
He raised three fingers and swore, "I swear, I haven't been in touch with her since I've been with you!"
I looked at him with teary eyes: "So what was yesterday?"
Embarrassment flashed in Chen Xiao's eyes: "We just happened to meet over there yesterday. ”
I remembered that yesterday Liu Yanyu saw a flash of cruelty in his eyes: "Heh, is it? Actually, we both know that your heart has always been on her, and you don't have me at all in your heart, and you don't have this home!"
Chen Xiao was also provoked by my anger: "Lin Mengning, have you made enough trouble, after being together for so long, I thought you would change your selfish character, but you became more and more intense." ”
Ignoring his anger, I continued: "Yes, I am self, I am selfish, what's the matter? All these years, I have always thought that treating you well will make you fall in love with me, but as a result, I have been blind to my efforts for several years. You're a stone that can't be warmed. ”
Chen Xiao didn't say anything more.
Fortunately, it's the least time of the day for the café. The café on the second floor is almost just me and him, otherwise the two of us would definitely become the laughing stock behind many people's backs.
After a long time, I relieved my breath and secretly twisted my thigh, which hurt so much that tears appeared in my eyes.
Then I said in an extremely gentle tone: "You have lied to me for five years, Chen Xiao! Why do you say I am so stupid? Now I am tired, Chen Xiao." Even if, as you said, what if you love me a little bit, it's not the only love, I'd rather not!"
Chen Xiao was silent for a while, and said, "Do we have to take the step of divorce?
I looked at him coldly like a stranger: "You know, I hate men cheating the most." ”
Chen Xiao said excitedly: "What if I really fall in love with you this time?"
I raised my head with teary eyes and said to him, "I can't afford your love, and I don't want it anymore, Mr. Chen." Please take some time in the afternoon, bring your documents, and follow me to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the divorce certificate. ”