Lin Ange nodded lightly, "Well, yes, of course I have to tell." What is the truth of the matter, so that we can be together again, I have waited so long, I have been suffering for so long, for this day, is it not for this day. ”

Lin Ange's expression when he spoke at this time still took away a trace of joy, and it was only a little heartache in Ji Younan's eyes.

He already knew that it would be such an answer, so why did he ask, and the result was only to embarrass himself.

But now only Lin Ange knows how much effort it took her to show the smile on her face at this time, and it is really a very difficult thing to have different hearts and mouths.

At least for her, what she thinks in her heart is exactly the opposite of what she says, but she still has to show such joy on her face.

She had to say this, in order to want Ji Younan to die for herself, so that if she left, he could be less worried about herself.

"Younan, I am very grateful for all your care and help to me during this time, and I am also very sorry, for your help, I have no way to repay you anything, of course, if you need me to help you in the future, just come to me, I will definitely help you, tomorrow I will go to Qichen to explain things clearly, it may not be convenient to see you in private in the future, you will not have me in your life in the future, you have to take care of yourself." ”

Lin Ange gently took Ji Younan's hand, and still said to him with a smile, but what she was thinking in her heart was that she hoped that she would not need my help in the future, because maybe at that time, she had the heart, but she was powerless to help.

Hearing Lin Ange's words, Ji Younan couldn't say anything, he could only look at her gently, and then his heart was tightly wrapped in endless pain.

"I said, I volunteered to help you with all this, I want to take care of you This is also my own idea, you don't need to have any burden, since you have already thought about going to Lu Qichen tomorrow to make it clear, I won't stop you, if you can rebuild yourself, if you can live a happy life again in the future, I will silently bless you from afar, if you don't want me to appear in your life again to disturb you, I will definitely not appear again. ”

Even if he doesn't want to, if Lin Ange really thinks so, he will definitely do it, if Lin Ange really finds happiness, he won't stay by her side, that will just embarrass each other, he can't do that kind of thing.

"You know, that person Qichen, his temper is like this, he is jealous and angry, and he also knows that we have a good relationship, if I keep in touch with you after I get back together with him, he will be unhappy...... I don't know how to say it, but I want to tell you that you will always be my best friend in my heart. Speaking of this, Lin Ange couldn't help but feel that his nose was a little sour, and tears were about to flow down the corners of his eyes.

Just when she wanted to lower her head and hide the tears in the corners of her eyes, she was held in her arms by Ji Younan and looked at it, and quickly took this opportunity to raise her hand to wipe away her tears, she couldn't let Ji Younan see her crying.

"You don't need to explain Ange to me, you don't need to explain, I understand, whatever you say, I'll just do it. Ji Younan seemed to have used all his strength to hold Lin Ange in his arms, and only in this way could he feel that the person in front of him belonged to him at this moment.

Although she will leave her tomorrow, although he will never be able to be with her in the future, at least at this moment, he has this person.

Lin Ange also raised his hand and hugged Ji Younan tightly, this may be their last hug, she will leave tomorrow, and only God knows if she can come back, tonight will be their farewell.

Leaving Ji Younan's sight, Lin Ange returned to her room, and the moment she closed the door and locked the door, she leaned against the door, slowly slid to the ground, hugged her knees and cried in a low voice.

She could only cover her mouth tightly with her hands to keep herself from crying, but the surging sadness and pain in her heart made her unable to stop crying.

She really doesn't want to say goodbye to Ji Younan like this, she really doesn't want to leave like this, she is reluctant to do everything here, let alone Lu Qichen, he is destined to have no way to go to the appointment tomorrow, and if he promises Lu Qichen, he still can't do it after all.

After tomorrow, she can disappear from this world like vaporization, to a place where no one knows her and no one knows her, and she is treated for her illness alone.

She didn't know what the consequences would be, she was just trying her best to minimize the damage caused by her departure, she thought she had chosen the best way.

Lin Ange didn't know how long she had been sitting on the ground crying like that, and she didn't know that she was at the door at this time, Ji Younan had been standing there, he looked at the closed door, and wanted to raise his hand to knock on the door several times, but he slowly put it down, he still didn't have the courage to persuade himself to leave Lin Ange behind.

How much he wanted to keep Lin Ange, how much he wanted her to stay, how much he wanted to tell her that he loved her, and he didn't want her to see Lu Qichen tomorrow, but in that case, he still didn't say it after all, turned around and went back to his room, and drank alone.

He had no way to say those words selfishly, because he knew that the person Lin Ange loved was Lu Qichen, and he knew that the words he said would only make Lin Ange embarrassed.

Crying until she was tired, Lin Ange curled up tightly and lay on the ground, feeling the temperature from the cold floor, only that coldness made her feel that she was still living in this world.

Lying on the ground for a while, until Lin Ange's tears dried up, she slowly got up and walked to the table, took out a pen and paper, she wanted to leave Ji Younan a letter, even if she was leaving, she still had to give a final explanation of some things.

After all, she is gone, and Lu Qichen and Jian Xiaoxiao still need someone to deal with it.

It's just that when Lin Ange picked up the pen, he didn't know what to write, and after writing a sentence several times, he directly crumpled the paper and threw it into the trash.

After a long period of deliberation, I finished writing a letter, and it was already past one o'clock in the morning.

Looking at the dark night sky outside the window, Lin Ange still didn't feel sleepy, sitting by the window alone in a daze, all he thought about was Lu Qichen's face.

She originally thought that before he left, there was no way to see Lu Qichen, she originally thought that she was going to go abroad for treatment with such regrets, which could be regarded as God's favor for her, so that she still saw Lu Qichen before leaving.