116. Chapter 115
Chapter 115, I don't believe in lovesickness and hatred, and the sunset is easy to fall on the frost wall
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It was getting late, and when Qi Han woke up, it was already dusk.
The man was awakened by the cold, the windows were not closed tightly, and the braziers in the room were about to go out. The charcoal strips were dusty, with a few faint wisps of scarlet light, emitting residual heat.
Qi Han's body was dull and painful, and his eyelids were swollen and painful. And because of the attack of cold disease, the whole body was uncomfortable with cold and heat. As he breathed, there was a small humming sound in his lungs, and he thought he must have had a high fever.
All the meridians damaged by the cold disease, as well as the red, swollen and difficult to talk about behind him, were in pain.
However, the slightest movement struck a tingling and dull pain, causing him to groan softly. The voice was hoarse and unpleasant, and the occluded, dry throat cavity suddenly activated, triggering a series of violent coughs.
Zhao Yun hasn't woken up yet.
The plump lips were gently hooked, I don't know what I dreamed of, my nose was heavy, my face was flushed, and it was much better than before.
Qi Han coughed lightly with his hands, and was freed from Zhao Yun's waist held with one hand.
For a while, I felt that my waist was sore, as if it had been broken by a strong force...... Instantly remembering the previous incident, his eyes couldn't help but sweep towards the messy filth under the two of them, and then quickly moved his eyes away.
Qi Han's face flushed, and he raised his eyes to gaze at the initiator who was sleeping soundly beside him again. His eyes flickered, and he gradually became gentle and calm. In those watery eyes, there is a touch of tenderness that cannot be dissolved.
He tested his temperature, and it was indeed a fever.
went to test Zhao Yun's forehead again, but his hands were also burning.
Qi Han was slightly frightened, and he was deeply afraid that Zhao Yun would hurt himself. Suddenly, he couldn't care about the dull pain in his whole body, his head and eyes were dizzy, and he struggled to get up.
Fortunately, the brazier was about to be extinguished, and the kettle on the iron chisel was still warm, he breathed a sigh of relief, first poured a few sips of warm water, and then fed Zhao Yun some, then endured the pain, washed the residue in his body, cleaned up his body, and pushed the door open.
There is a layer of snow in the courtyard, which is covered in silver, and it is very beautiful.
Qi Han's eyes turned black for a while, and he naturally had no intention of appreciating the beautiful scenery, he was worried about Zhao Yun in his heart, so he thought that he should first find the officials and servants of the warehouse to bring some charcoal fire, and then go to the military camp to find Kong Lian to come and see.
Under the naked-white ankles, there was only a pair of cotton clogs with a numb nose and a puff bottom, and he swayed down the green stone steps, and just walked into the courtyard, he saw a bleak figure sitting in the courtyard. The man leaned against the trunk of the tree, his long hands and feet spread unruly, and threw a few uncorked empty wine sacs in front of him.
Lu Bu's face was red and blue, and there was snow in his bun. He raised his eyes and looked at Qi Han fixedly, his dark eyes were hollow and unfocused.
Qi Han frowned. Bypassing him who was full of alcohol, he walked outside the courtyard by himself.
He didn't know how long Lu Bu had been sitting in the snow or if he had heard something.
Now that he is with Zhao Yun, he can't give Lu Bu any hope...... Even those behaviors that would make Lu Bu misunderstand can't. Just as Zhao Yun had hoped, it was best to keep a proper distance from this tiger.
Qi Han's clothes were thin, and he was torn by Zhao Yun a lot, looking messy. He was going back to the room to add clothes, but Lu Bu sat by the tree at the door with a golden knife, his eyes were not good, Qi Han didn't want to entangle with him, so he went straight out of the courtyard gate.
As soon as he walked outside the fence, the wind behind him suddenly moved, and a wine bag burst into the air, and fell heavily on the snow in front of Qi Han with a snap.
Lu Bu stood ghostly behind him, staring at the torn clothes and the bruises and kiss marks on his bare skin. The dark green pupils surged, and his eyes changed several times, as if they would explode at any time.
"Is there something wrong with Wenhou?" Qi Han turned around, followed Lu Bu's gaze, glanced at the rags and marks on his body, his expression did not change, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, looking at Lu Bu inquiringly.
Lu Bu stared at him, not feeling half a bit of shame or fear from inside.
The tone that was neither humble nor arrogant, and the rejection of the title of thousands of miles, made Lu Bu recall the appearance of Qi Han when he first saw Qi Han on the slopes of Xiaopei's suburbs.
Lu Bu suddenly realized that the person in front of him was still the young man with a demeanor and had never changed.
He suddenly smiled and raised the wine bag in his hand: "I came to you for a drink." ”
As he spoke, he strode forward, picked up the bag on the snow, and handed it to Qi Han, "I haven't drunk this bag." Or the deerskin sac you love to use. ”
Qi Han lowered his eyes and glanced at the beautifully spotted deerskin wine sac, and made a thread at the place where the side corners were stitched.
It's really the one I'm used to.
"Feng Xian ......"
His hoarse voice paused. Looking at Lu Bu's heavy gaze, he was a little overwhelmed.
This man has always been domineering.
Qi Han has always known this.
Even the way he expressed his love that night when he was drunk was so fierce and rude, no different from his conceited and arrogant character. If it weren't for Lu Bu's forcible seizure, Qi Han would not have avoided him all the time and deliberately alienated him.
From the bottom of his heart, after that night, Qi Han was a little afraid of Lu Bu.
Lu Bu has too much unreasonable capital. Once you see something, you will try to get it. Qi Han once deeply suspected that he had taken a fancy to his appearance, so he was never willing to reason with him and talk about feelings.
But at this moment, when Lu Bu took this wine bag and looked at it with that deep and pitiful gaze, Qi Han suddenly panicked.
At that moment, he seemed to see the kind of eyes he had looking at Zhao Yun from Lu Bu......
Hurriedly stopped his thoughts, and when that moment was an illusion, Qi Han took the wine bag, pulled the stopper, and didn't look at Lu Bu.
Lu Bu glanced at the sky: "It's snowing, it's a little cold." You are thinly dressed, go, and go with me to the stove and drink some warm. ”
Qi Han sighed, nodded, and said in a non-subordinate manner: "Yes." Warm up with a sip of hot wine. ”
Lu Bu glanced at him deeply, smiled, led him, and strode forward.
Qi Han followed behind, walking vaguely under his feet, already with a fever, looking at Lu Bu's back, his head was even more chaotic.
……
The stove is impermeable, and the fire chamber is blazing with red flames, which is very warm.
When the two servants and maids saw the two of them walking in, they hurriedly bowed their heads and saluted, and walked away.
When he made a mistake, Lu Bu stood in front of the disheveled Qi Han intentionally or unintentionally, covering him tightly so that no one could see him.
The two drank a few sips of warm wine in front of the fire, and said a few more gossips, Qi Han's stomach gradually warmed, his face turned around, and he seemed to look better, but he still felt shaky. He propped himself on the stove with one hand, squinted slightly, and looked at Lu Bu, who was smiling heartily, as if he was infected by him, and also smiled.
Lu Bu saw him showing his face, but he lowered his eyes suddenly, and Junyi's face was shrouded in a few shadows.
When he raised his head again, there was no smile on his face, and his eyes reflected the fire, a little cold.
Qi Han's laughter stopped abruptly and took a step back in a daze.
Lu Bu stepped forward with him, and his hands climbed on his shoulders inch by inch, forcing Qi Han to look directly at him. He said in a deep voice: "Qi Han, Feng Xian has something to say to you......"
In the hoarse voice, there was a little helplessness and sadness, Qi Han heard it, only to feel that his scalp was numb, and he wanted to escape.
But what should come will come eventually......
"Bong-first. Listen to me first. Qi Han gritted his teeth and interrupted him.
Lu Bu was stunned, his eyes suddenly enlarged, and he stared at him for a moment. An extremely sour and indescribable feeling suddenly rose in my heart.
It was a feeling he had never experienced before.
It is very different from sitting alone in the snow before.
This feeling seems to be a premonition, and if he lets Qi Han continue, he will never have a chance to tell Qi Han what he has in his heart.
Then, in this life, it is impossible for him to really have this person......
"Listen to me first!"
Lu Bu was so anxious that his voice trembled.
Who knew that Qi Han patted his hand on his shoulder, and smiled: "Fengxian, Qi Han has only loved Zhao Zilong in his life." His body and mind belonged to him alone. ”
Lu Bu took a step back abruptly. Let go of him.
He looked at Qi Han's pale and bloodless face in disbelief, his eyes were clear, warm as the sea, and he had a handsome smile.
From the first time I saw him, to this moment, this is the most beautiful time Qi Han smiled.
Lu Bu's eyes widened in confusion, and he swallowed his saliva quickly, wanting to force himself to finish what he wanted to say: "Qi Han, I don't know what happened today...... I will also dismiss my wives and concubines......"
Qi Han was ruthless, endured his distress for Lu Bu, and said in a deep voice, "Qi Han swears here, in this life, I and the Lu family will be brothers with different surnames. If there is an afterlife, repay the deep kindness. Brother, please wish me and Zilong. ”
Lu Bu shouted "ah", slammed the wine bag to the ground, and the wine splashed out and landed at the feet of the two. He trembled with rage, and with a palm he slashed off the corner of the stove.
Lu Bu didn't know what he was angry about, so he just turned his back sharply and said nothing.
In the silent stove room, Qi Han silently looked at Lu Bu's tall back, and saw his towering back, looking so depressed and lonely, hunched back, motionless, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
"Brother. ”
Qi Han's hoarse voice sounded, "I'm going back." ”
Lu Bu turned his back to him, hung his head and clenched his fists, still not moving.
Qi Han paused, "I'll go to the warehouse official to get some coals." You...... It's getting late, and I have to prepare for war tomorrow, so let's go back and rest early. ”
When the words fell, he sighed softly in his heart.
Zhao Yun still had a fever, and when his room was simmered, he had to go to find Kong Lian.
Qi Han's mind was already in chaos, his whole body was in pain, and he really didn't have the extra energy to deal with and comfort Lu Bu.
What's more, he thought that what Lu Bu needed most now was to calm down and think clearly. It was time for him to avoid it.
Qi Han saw that Lu Bu didn't answer, so he left.
He just staggered to the door, but was grabbed by a big hand on his right wrist.
Lu Bu immediately let go of his hand, and a deep voice sounded behind him, and he couldn't distinguish joy and anger: "You are disheveled and thin, and it's too cold outside." Wait here and get it for your brother. ”
Saying that, the tiger walked past Qi Han and walked outside the threshold. His footsteps were sudden, and he turned his back to Qi Han and said, "Since you wish, I will bless you." But if Zhao Zilong treats you badly in the future, even if he is thousands of miles away, I will also take his life. ”
When the words fell, Lu Bu brought a gust of wind on his body, and he didn't look back.
Qi Han looked at his lonely back, and suddenly became distracted.
At that moment, he seemed to see the heroic general wearing a purple and gold crown on his head, standing majestically on the slope, unstoppable......