Chapter 45: The Desperate Man
Ye Beibei didn't know what else she could answer to Liminglang, there were too many misunderstandings and entanglements between her and Jiang Yuezhou over the years, and she had turned her former unhesitation into numbness. Every woman is brave, and every woman is timid, so no matter who she leaves, as long as it is long enough, she can completely forget about the other party.
Jiang Yuezhou followed everyone to the box, his business friends were talking to him, he deserved to be careless, and he laughed a little in a trance, because he had just been discharged from the hospital for a long time, he couldn't drink yet, and naturally no one around him dared to let him drink, and everyone whispered to deal with it, he picked up a bottle of green tea and took a sip, and suddenly thought of Ye Beibei's big eyes with a smile, "cough cough ......" was suddenly choked and his face was red.
"Mr. Jiang ......"
"Mr. Jiang, are you okay?"
The people around him asked with concern, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, so let's do it, Zhang Yang, you accompany a few bosses to sit down again, I'll go back first." Jiang Yuezhou really couldn't sit still, and just ran into this excuse and left.
Zhang Yang clearly agreed to Jiang Yuezhou's words, and called the driver outside to tell him to send Jiang Yuezhou home. Zhang Yang has been with Jiang Yuezhou for many years, and he already knows Jiang Ye Yuezhou's temper very well, after being discharged from the hospital, Jiang Yuezhou looks no different from before, but the expression on his face is too heavy, it seems that Ye Beibei's engagement and marriage have made him like a walking corpse, without expression, his world is always busy, work, people are more gloomy and indifferent than before, with a terrifying coldness in his eyes, like a cold pool that has been silent for thousands of years, bottomless, without a little temperature, so he can't see the thoughts and emotions hidden behind it.
Jiang Yuezhou said apologetic, got up and left the box, and after coming out, he quickly glanced inside the PUB, and at this time, there were no Ye Beibei and Li Minglang outside.
Even though he didn't drink, he still felt dizzy and his head was swollen, and his brain began to associate Li Minglang and Ye Beibei with some impure places. He pinched himself hard before he could leave the clubhouse sober and composed.
The driver drove Jiang Yuezhou home, he looked at the dark night outside the window, the bright city, and his mind was full of Ye Beibei's shadow - the woman who haunted him.
Jiang Yuezhou is a responsible man, in the car accident a few days ago, he knew that most of it was his responsibility, but he was in a bad mood because of whom, because he knew who was in a car accident.
He didn't mean to blame Ye Beibei, but people in illness are always fragile, even if they are as strong as him, in those days in the hospital, he missed Ye Beibei so much, so he hoped that she could go to see him, even if he only looked at him, only stayed by his bedside for a minute, he was satisfied. But Ye Beibei not only didn't go to see him, but got engaged to Li Minglang and was about to get married.
When he heard the news, he wanted to kill people with jealousy, and he was almost crazy, if it wasn't for the fact that he was too sick to move, he really wanted to jump up from the bed and find Ye Beibei. He called Ye Beibei, and even begged her, but he didn't expect her to be so ruthless, rejected him, and told him very clearly that the person she loved was Li Minglang.
Jiang Yuezhou was completely sad, the feeling was like being Ling Chi, the past was entangled in all kinds of ways and could not be solved, his heart was dead, and his heart was really like ashes.
Jiang Yuezhou was determined to forget Ye Beibei, who knew that God was afraid that he would not be hurt deeply, the day after he was discharged from the hospital, he let him see Ye Beibei and Li Minglang in the jewelry store who were choosing a diamond ring, seeing that scene, it was really like five thunderbolts, his whole heart was stabbed fiercely at the moment when Li Minglang kissed Ye Beibei, and the pain was so painful that he almost fainted on the spot.
A person, when the grief encountered is great enough, will calm down in the crazy numbness of the heart death, and Jiang Yuezhou, who is desperate in his heart, accepts the fact that Ye Beibei is going to marry Li Minglang, and he has no other way to transfer the pain but to numb himself with heavy work.
But in just two days, the news of the postponement of the marriage between Li Minglang and Ye Beibei came out from the Li family, and the crazy thoughts about Ye Beibei in his heart were ready to move again, and his love for her was about to rekindle.
Jiang Yuezhou thought, with Li Minglang anxious to marry Ye Beibei, they suddenly announced the postponement of the marriage date, and the engagement ceremony was canceled, there must be something wrong with some link, the most likely is that there is a problem with the relationship between Li Minglang and Ye Beibei. But before he could be happy for long, he saw Li Minglang and Ye Beibei in the guild hall in the evening, hand in hand, leaning on each other, as if they had come specifically to oppose him, ruthlessly shattering the little illusions and hopes that he had finally risen.
Jiang Yuezhou's proud and noble heart really couldn't withstand such repeated tossing and tempering, suffering from gains and losses, he sat in the dim back seat, looked out of the car window with his head tilted slightly, the lines of his side face were cold, and his expression was gloomy.
What do you use to describe his current mood? Ruthless and broken, mourning is greater than heart death, his deep eyes looked at the darkness outside the car window, and he secretly hated in his heart, who made him so weak, so capricious, indecisive, he couldn't help but hate himself a little.
Jiang Yuezhou returned home silently, took out the key to open the door and entered the house, pressed the light, and his eyes were cold and empty, he slowly walked into the house, looking around at everything in the house, the sofa that Ye Beibei once sat on, the flowers that Ye Beibei once cultivated, the cup that Ye Beibei used to drink water, the slippers that he wore and the towels he used......
Everything seemed to have her temperature, with her peculiar atmosphere, and he was paranoid about keeping it all for him to recall again and again with tenderness, waiting, he thought that she had not gone far, he believed that she would come back, he lived in the illusion she left behind, unable to extricate himself, unforgettable!
But how beautiful the dream is, how cruel the reality is!
Jiang Yuezhou closed his eyes, for many years, countless confrontations and conspiracies, bloody rain, he can strategize and be calm, what is wrong with him now, can he not live without one person!
He suddenly stretched out his hand, swept all the jade porcelain vases in front of him to the ground, thought for a while, as if he was still angry, suddenly took a few steps forward, and all the furnishings and glass utensils in his touch were kicked to pieces, as if he wanted to completely knock down the resentment and despair in his heart.
Jiang Yuezhou finally got tired of kicking, he walked to the door, tired and desolate, he stood at the door for a while, after all, he didn't look back, and called Li Abao as he walked out, "You contact a real estate company immediately, the villa I live in now has to be sold, no matter the price, the sooner it is sold, the better......"