In the hospital garden, the two sat in silence for a long time.

"Qingqing, last time on the way back from the police station, you said you wanted to talk to me. Let's talk about it now. Gao Zixiu's face was dark.

Su Yuqing didn't know how to speak, her heart was now in a mess.

"If you don't say it, then I do. Gao Zixiu paused for a moment, "I have decided that at the end of this month we will go to the most famous church in England to get married, and only invite some close good friends." Then I went back to City A to have another big wedding, after all, my dad only had one son. ”

Su Yuqing looked at him with wide eyes, and the panic in her eyes stung Gao Zixiu.

He thought that it was time for them to talk about marriage, and he had not dared to be in a hurry before, wanting to give her enough psychological preparation. But he didn't dare to wait any longer.

Su Yuqing has been waiting in the hospital for so many days, and he understands what it means. He was afraid that what he had feared would become a reality.

"Zixiu, in fact, I ......"

"When the time comes, if Shi Zenan is discharged from the hospital, I will also invite him, you know that I am not such a stingy person. I've had people buy a house in the UK and stand in the room and see the ocean. There is a large lawn that you can take care of as you like when the time comes. The main reason is that the house is in the suburbs, don't you want a quiet home?"

Gao Zixiu held her shoulder, wanting to see a surprise in her eyes. But he only saw an apology.

Su Yuqing didn't want to be so cruel, she knew that as soon as the words came out, there would be no room for reversal. But if she doesn't say it, she thinks she's a heinous bad woman.

"Zixiu, I'm sorry for you. I always thought that as long as I worked hard, I could fall in love with you and enjoy a happy life with you. But in fact, I tried, I really tried. ”

Su Yuqing couldn't cry, she didn't dare to look into his eyes. She knew that she had given him hope and promised him, but she had not fulfilled them. She doesn't deserve Zixiu's love at all, she's a bad woman.

"Actually, I have known for a long time that your feelings for me are nothing but sympathy and guilt. But even so, I hope to be with you. Even if you use me, you can continue to sympathize with me, I am willing to wait for you, even if it is for a lifetime. ”

Gao Zixiu's eyes moistened, he wiped it with the back of his hand, and looked at the woman in front of him earnestly.

He is destined to only fall in love with one woman in his life, and that is her.

"Zixiu, you know my heart...... I can't hurt you anymore, I can't be at ease in this life. She can't deceive him and herself anymore, now that she knows it's wrong, she has to change it as soon as possible, how can she continue to be wrong.

Her apology to Zixiu has already caused her to be uneasy for the rest of her life.

"But Shi Zenan's father may be the murderer of your family, didn't he transfer the shares to you out of guilt? ”

Gao Zixiu was right, Su Yuqing knew this fact in her heart. But even so, she still has Shi Zenan in her heart, doesn't this show that she won't fall in love with someone else in her life?

"When he's well, I'll leave. Zixiu, I really can't fit you in my heart, you deserve a better girl. "A girl like Shi Zeli is worthy of him.

It was only after saying this that she was truly relieved. Finally, she no longer has to suffer, and she will spend the rest of her life in guilt and self-blame.

"Zixiu, I don't ask you to forgive me, as long as it can make you feel better, I am willing to do anything for you. ”

Gao Zixiu suddenly overflowed with a weak smile, and his face was pale and almost transparent. "I want a child, can you bear it for me?"

"You ......" Su Yuqing didn't expect him to say such a thing.

"Why, didn't you just say that you could do anything for me? I have loved you for eight years, what about Shi Zenan? You can give birth to him, why can't you give birth to one for me?" Gao Zixiu forcibly hugged Su Yuqing, his eyes were very frightened.

Su Yuqing struggled to resist, and finally suddenly stopped moving.

Gao Zixiu let go of her, holding his head with both hands and his expression was painful.

Su Yuqing knew that he was blaming himself. "Zixiu, I'm fine. You go back first, and when Brother Zenan is discharged from the hospital, I'll go home and carry my luggage. ”

She sighed and walked out of the garden. The day still came, and everything was her fault.

Sitting on the steps, Su Yuqing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes from time to time. My eyes seem to be in the sand, and I always can't help but shed tears.

I don't know how Zixiu is doing now, he must hate himself.

Sometimes people are so contradictory, and at that time, she thought that if she could forget how good Shi Zenan was, then she could live happily with Zixiu. However, she is now glad that she was not too far wrong, and there is still a chance to correct it.

"Professor, Mr. Shi is awake, please come over quickly. ”

Su Yuqing heard someone on the phone, and when she finished listening to the content, she hurriedly covered her face and followed him to the front of the ward.

The bodyguards didn't stop her, perhaps because she was following the doctor.

After guarding for so long, I was finally able to see him, Su Yuqing held her hands excitedly.

"Doctor, come and see my son he's awake. Shi's mother looked up at the doctor and cried with joy. When she saw Su Yuqing, her face immediately distorted.

"Who let this murderer in, and everyone outside is dead?"

The bodyguards immediately came in and escorted Su Yuqing, and some people even used electric batons to scare her not to resist.

"Brother Zenan, it's me, I'm Qingqing. Su Yuqing's hands were tightly tugging on the hospital bed, and the Nanqing bell in her hand made a crisp sound.

"Wait. Shi Zenan sat up from the hospital bed and wrapped his chest with gauze.

When his gaze met Su Yuqing, his pupils condensed.

Zhao Mengyu, who was standing on the side, was resentful, and he didn't count that she would be able to enter the ward. Now Zenan will definitely protect this.

"Who are you?"

Everyone present, except for the doctor, looked at him in surprise.

"Brother Zenan, I'm Qingqing, don't you remember me?" Su Yuqing felt that this was God's punishment for her, although this punishment came so quickly.

"Who allowed you to call me by my name, Young Master Ben doesn't know you. Shi Zenan's cold gaze was like a thorn nailed into Su Yuqing's chest.

He really didn't know her anymore, they had known each other for twenty years, and he didn't even know himself.

"Doctor, what's going on, didn't you say he's fine, why did he lose his memory?" Su Yuqing's plea was not answered.

"Zenan, she is a small employee in the company, and she wants to be famous. Seducing you doesn't make it possible to murder you, and now the police don't have evidence, so she can get away with it. Shi Ma added fuel to the fire and said that Su Yuqing was a bad woman, but Shi Zenan did not question it.