Chapter 52 Seeing each other in the ward is like a world apart
When I got to the door of the ward, I suddenly became nervous again. Knocking on the door and entering, Ziyue was leaning on the hospital bed, frowning, and seemed a little surprised to see me come in.
Secretary Li hurriedly explained: "Mr. Feng, Miss Zhao has called several times. Ziyue turned to look at me, and I suddenly felt that my eyes were a little damp, and I stood in front of his hospital bed, and muttered, "Why is this happening?" He frowned and took my hand
"A small glitch, it will be better soon. "Just stared at me. I'm embarrassed, said
"Don't you know?" the corners of his mouth twitched: "It's good if you don't know." After speaking, he seemed to be very tired, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.
I tried to help him lie down, but I found myself clumsy, and I wanted to touch him but didn't dare to touch him. In order to relieve the embarrassment, I asked him what he wanted to eat, he shook his head, and I was in a hurry
"I have to eat. He frowned
"You look at it. I went out to buy him some porridge and egg custard, as well as two vegetarian dishes, he didn't eat much, only drank the porridge, I secretly remembered, he didn't seem to hate red bean porridge, next time I can continue to buy it.
I stayed with him for a while, and at seven o'clock he asked Secretary Li to take me home, I shook my head and said
"I'll stay". This is the first time I have taken the initiative to approach him, although I feel that he is coming back for official business, but I feel more or less guilty for urging him to come back, and I want to do something for him.
He was surprised
"You?" I nodded
"It's more convenient to have someone in the evening," he added, fearing that he would not agree
"If it's convenient for you. He frowned, humming
"What's inconvenient. "It's a bit boring to stay, he has to answer the phone almost every once in a while, and he doesn't know what to do.
I couldn't help but say, "Do you have to take it, how tired you are?" he shook his head: "Some are urgent, some are old partners, and if you don't pick them up, they will be suspicious." I wondered, "Can't let them know that you're sick?" he sighed.
"It's not a big problem, you can't mess with it. "To be honest, I can't understand what kind of mess will happen when he is sick, but at that time, my heart hurt slightly, and I felt that it was not easy for him to blame.
After 10 o'clock in the evening, his phone calls finally decreased, and he and I could stay quietly for a while, but when I really faced him, I was very unnatural, I didn't know how to put my hands and feet, and I didn't dare to face him.
I used to be afraid, afraid that he would do something terrible, but now I know that he won't, but I still be afraid, my heart is beating hard, and I don't know what I'm afraid of.
Afraid of his deep gaze, which makes me dumbfounded, the words that come up, or the cold attitude?
It doesn't seem to be, and it seems to be a little bit. I peeled an apple for him, cut it and handed it to him with warm water, and he was suddenly stunned, looking at my gaze with a bit of mixed feelings, and he smiled faintly for a while
"I've never been cared for so well. I was slightly surprised in my heart, how could it be, it would be good if the women around him didn't pounce on him, I didn't take it seriously, and smiled back to him
"You're so coaxing, you knew you would have used this method to make you hold me high. "After saying that, I was also taken aback, I actually dared to raise the bar with him?
I was a little unnatural, he ate a small piece of apple, looked at me deeply, and said seriously, "Then I won't let you go." My heart fluttered, and I didn't say anything more.
He was lying on the head of the bed, and I sat next to him, chatting without a match, only to know that he was very naughty and naughty when he was a child, and he was very rebellious in his adolescence, and he poked a lot of baskets big and small, so angry that his father of the public security chief wanted to arrest him and send him to labor reeducation.
Later, he changed his ways and was admitted to university. I really didn't see that, the solemnity and sternness of his body, I couldn't imagine what his college was like.
Playing football with a straight face? I want to laugh in my heart. Actually, I really wanted to ask what made him change his ways, but if he didn't say it, I wouldn't ask.
He also knew that I was very well-behaved since I was a child, but I also did a lot of bad things, such as hiding my classmates' homework and hurting others and being beaten by teachers, and going to my neighbor's house to steal plums to eat...... That night, he and I seemed to have returned to our childhood, those days of carefreeness, no pain, and no calculation.
Until it was very late, I couldn't stay up and fell asleep on the edge of the bed, and when I woke up in the morning, I saw that he was holding my hand and sleeping soundly, so I quietly fell down again-----