"From morning till night, I have you in my head, and I don't look like myself at all. Every time the information is edited and the message is sent and deleted, I wonder if it is deleted, there will be no such convulsions. ”

"And then even if you regret it, walking on the road in the weather of dozens of degrees below zero. I've been walking outside, and I want to tell you that I accidentally pressed the wrong button before I deleted it, but I don't believe it, and you won't believe it. ”

The heart of the language is telling the grievances in the heart and the struggle in the depths of the soul. "Will there be a good outcome between us, no, but why can't we give up?"

After listening to Yuxin's confession, Tianyi's heart was very stinging. I thought: "I didn't expect the other party to be so affectionate to me." I always thought in my heart that the other party was just a momentary impulse. I didn't expect both parties to care about each other so much, a couple from generation to generation in their lives, and they forgot to go on a blind date. ”

Tianyi thought to himself: "Isn't this what I have always longed for this kind of love, even if it is a big setback, only if the result is good, then why not worry about these days of entanglement." ”

Tianyi has always been confused, it was all fine a few days ago, why suddenly the other party deleted his own information, and he couldn't convey to the other party, the feelings he wanted to express.

This feeling made Tianyi's heart very devastated, and he couldn't get in touch for a few days. I don't know what happened to the other party, which makes Tianyi very hesitant in his heart. I'm very worried about what the other party is thinking in his heart, why he was so good a few days ago, and all of a sudden there is no news. Hearing Yuxin's confession, I understood the words in my heart.

Yuxin complained, "I see you talking to other people, and I feel like a cat scratching in my heart." But I can only look at it like this, because I can't breathe out of my heart. Even if I wanted to talk to you, I guess you wouldn't pay attention to me. I don't know this state of my own, and I am obviously jealous. ”

Tianyi listened to Yuxin's words: "I've been thinking about what the hell, it's made you unhappy." I never understood what was going on. Will quietly delete all my messages. I just want to say to you that I really love you, I really like you!"

Yu Xin listened and continued: "Every time I talk to you, it's like charity, carefully see if it's time to go to work, whether it's time for you to code, whether it affects your chat." ”

Xiang Tianyi, who was aggrieved, told his inner feelings, and the nostalgia in Tianyi's heart suddenly disappeared.

"As long as you like it, you can give me information. As long as I don't have anything particularly important, I will get back to you in a timely manner. If there is something important, I will also inform you that I will give you back when it is over. Tianyi said softly.

Tianyi's previous unsmooth feelings have caused a lot of damage in his heart, like an ostrich, freezing the injured heart in the deepest part of his heart.

Only in this way will you not be traumatized by your feelings and talk to your heart. Tianyi is both a desire and a fear. Because I don't want to be hurt anymore, that feeling of pain. Let Tianyi not think about getting close to feelings, too painful and too deep pain, let yourself remember deeply, and go deep into the pain in your heart.

Tianyi said lightly: "I used to think about when my princess could walk in." For his lover, he will pamper him like a princess. But until now, why hasn't his princess come to his side yet. So I often ask myself if the other party has gone to the wrong place, or if I remember the wrong time, why we haven't seen each other for a long time. ”

I always thought that when the time came, the relationship would blossom and bear fruit, but I didn't expect that the relationship would leave me with deep hurt. "Since I don't want to be together, why didn't I say it at that time, why did I go back to the end and say what I wanted, didn't I say this when I was thinking about the future? Adult feelings are really complicated, I don't want to grow up, the more I grow up, the more lonely I become, and the more I grow up, the more scared I become. ”

Gradually, the heart of the language was infected by Tianyi's emotions.

Tianyi said softly: "I've always wanted to tell you, it's really not easy for me to find you." I'll be sad and sad if you leave me. I really like you, but there are a lot of people along the way, and I don't want us to get separated. ”

Zhang Xiaoxian said: "If we hadn't met you, would we have another life?" The person I love is a bit late to meet, but even if we start all over again, I am still willing to meet you. When we meet in this life, we will not be able to achieve a happy marriage, which is also a marriage from life to life. ”

Before falling in love, I had already met quietly, and the marriage that met quietly was like that plate of grapes, which turned into wine when the time was ripe, but when it was grapes, we never noticed that some grapes were not selected for winemaking, and you and I were so lucky to meet quietly to reunite.

Everything is so lucky, in fact, luck itself is a kind of fate, maybe it is the inadvertent words of a word, do a certain thing or even a flash of our thoughts, we change a certain attention, all these inadvertent words and deeds, may make us miss the opportunity to meet and get acquainted.

"I'm very happy to meet you, meet, get to know each other, I've always been very glad to meet you, so that I can love you again, I think these should be destined in the dark, from your confession to me, crying again and again, in fact, I already have your place in my heart. ”

The iceberg in Tianyi's heart at this time has gradually melted, and this girl who is as warm as water has melted the iceberg in her heart step by step, and the passionate heart has melted her heart little by little.

Tianyi thought to himself: "If you leave me, I may not have love in this life, but the destinedness in the dark has let Yuxin slowly enter his heart." Is this really the predestined in the dark? Then the previous relationship is also destined in the dark, what kind of emotion is that, is it the grapes that have not been chosen? Or is it destined to pass by in this life?"

That year, Tianyi was looking forward to the future, and his girlfriend Li Mei, who had been dating for four years, returned to his hometown F City together, and had already met each other's parents.

"I heard that so-and-so has bought a house in the H city, and it is very good in the H city, and if I want to marry, I will marry such a person. ”

Beautiful women are afraid of marrying the wrong man, and men are afraid of entering the wrong industry, so you must be cautious when choosing a partner. Can't be carried away by rhetoric, especially the kind that doesn't have the strength at home, tell you the words of that generation, you will cry, listen to the words of the aunt, do you know, you must polish your eyes well. ”

"Did you go out and hit a ghost today, or what's wrong, the first time I came to Wang Meili's house, I actually encountered such a thing, it seems that I didn't do anything unruly, right? Why did Wang Meimei's family have such an attitude towards herself, Tianyi felt very puzzled in her heart, even if she was living with Wang Meili, not with her family, why should she pay attention to anyone in his family. ”

In the face of Wang Meimei's relatives, although Tianyi was unhappy in his heart, he didn't show it, and when he was alone with Wang Meili, he still talked and laughed.

"Tianyi, the condition of my family is that they must buy a house in City A. If we can have a house in S city, how convenient it is, and at the same time, it is very highly regarded. Wang Meili said.

"What kind of wind is this blowing, is it a whim, or is it a bad intention? I don't know what kind of place City A is. Tianyi said indignantly.

"A house of 5W per square meter is estimated to be several million, why haven't I heard Wang Meili talk about this before. Why do you talk about this matter today, and Aunt Wang Meimei's aunt said this, it seems that she has the feeling of retreating from the difficulty. Tianyi thought.

"There is something that can't be said unilaterally, why haven't I heard Wang Meili say it before. Go back and talk to Wang Meili about this topic, and see what Wang Meili thinks in her heart? If Wang Meili really lets herself buy a house in S City, it will really be difficult for herself. When the time comes, I will make a plan, whether I will stay or what. Tianyi thought to himself.

Tianyi returned to his hometown, and the family learned that Tianyi's girlfriend went home for the New Year, and relatives and friends wanted to see what kind of girl it was.

According to the previously agreed time, Wang Meili will be taken over. On the phone, I heard Wang Meimei's tone very cold, and she excused herself that there was something at home and she couldn't come.

"Tianyi, have you considered our future, what can you do to have a home in H City, and how can you give me the happiness I want, have you considered all of this?" Wang Meili asked rhetorically.

"Why did the agreed things change so much?" asked Tianyi.

"It's not a good fit between us, let's break up. Wang Meili said lightly.

"So all these years of relationship, is it a dream, is it finally time to wake up, so many relatives and friends, are waiting for their girlfriends to come, how should I explain to my family?" Tianyi thought to himself.

No, I have to go to Wang's beautiful house. "Ask what happened, why all of a sudden there was such a big turn, why the hell is this. ”

Tianyi was eager to find the answer, so he went out early in the morning to go to Wang Meimei's house. When I was about to arrive at Wang Meimei's house, I made a phone call to Wang Meili.

When she heard that Tianyi was coming, Wang Meili suddenly became angry and said, "Why didn't you come here without making a phone call with me, who asked you to call." Did you not hear it, or did you stuff it with donkey hair in your ears? You told you that I would not go to your house, and I would have died of this heart!"

Didn't you say okay, why do you want to go back on it. If you don't make an agreement with yourself, how can you tell your relatives and friends at home, are you playing with me?" Tianyi was furious at this time.