Chapter Thirty-Eight: A Confession Ten Years Earlier
Let this somewhat hot, slightly embarrassing, exuding the atmosphere of friendship gradually surround them, filling this not too big bedroom.
"Ruan Rou, you ......"
Shen Du suddenly got stuck.
Because a thought that he had never thought of before suddenly appeared in his mind.
"You won't be ......"
'Bang bang, bang bang,'
Stop, stop, what's going on, why is my heart beating with those unspeakable words?
Shen Du subconsciously pressed his chest, turned his gaze to Ruan Rou's eyes that seemed to be full of tears and infinite affection, and only glanced at it, and his face also burned.
Hell, Shen Du, are you sick?
Shen Du, who swallowed his saliva, wiped the sweat that emerged from his palms on his clothes, as if he had mustered up twelve points of courage, and said the question he wanted to ask: "Ruan Rou, you don't like ......"
"Poof, oops, I'll go!"
Before Shen Du's last word could be spoken, he was pounced on by Ruan Rou, who was sitting opposite, like a cannonball.
The square stool he was sitting on unprepared fell back because of the strong impact, and fell to the ground with the person sitting on the stool and the person who was still rushing forward in his arms.
This moment, Shen Du lost his balance in an instant, but even so, the boy who was still nervous subconsciously protected the reckless girl in his arms.
'Bang!'
The two of them fell on the floor of Shen Du's house in all directions, and one person lay in the arms of the other, achieving the highest achievement of a woman and a man.
Once again, the four eyes met, one bravely met it, and one person avoided it in a panic, and in the next second, Shen Du's face that he was going to turn his head to avoid was held in the palm of Ruan Rou's hand, so that this boy who was suddenly confused by himself could seriously and clearly understand his mood at this moment.
"Shen Du, yes, I like you. ”
"I've liked it since the third year of junior high school, and I didn't speak until now, do you know why?"
Shen Du shook his head blankly, at this time, his brain, which was slightly smarter than others, had already ossified into a piece of wood, and he could only respond to Ruan Rou's words with the most natural reaction of his body.
Ruan Rou didn't expect Shen Du to say why, so she just smiled brightly and said the reason why she needed to wait and wait.
"That's because you don't open your mind, when I first met me, looking at your expression, bitter and hateful, I knew that my first impression of you was completely different from your first impression of me. ”
"In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, of course I have to find a way to get acquainted with you. ”
"Is there anything more suitable for a relationship than Fa Xiao, who needs your care and protection?"
"No, I don't. ”
Speaking of this, Ruan Rou didn't know if she remembered something ridiculous, the lines of her entire face softened a little, her eyes sparkled, with a feminine gentleness that Shen Du had never seen before, and continued to say to him: "Then, you really accepted me." ”
"Plus I have your favorite thing......" Speaking of this, Ruan Rou pinched her fingers together and rubbed them: "When you feel that you have taken advantage of me and need to take care of me, don't you treat me as your own?"
"That's good, we go to school together, we get out of school together, I thought we would slowly become acquainted, so as to breed a kind of emotion called long-lasting love. ”
"However, I never thought that if a boy thought of you as a brother, it would really blur your gender. ”
"You yourself touched your conscience and said, if there is no such thing as today, I will not find it clear in the future, do you treat me as a stinky character like Miao Weiting and Lu Feng?"
Say, tell the truth.
Shen Du, who was asked, immediately dodged in his eyes.
But no, if it weren't for Ruan Rou's affectionate look, how could the door about the difference between men and women, which had never been noticed by him, be opened at this time?
Shen Du was silent, and there was a little shame in this silence.
And this situation was caught by Ruan Rou, who was extremely keen in this state, her heart was happy, but her words were pressing step by step, and then asked Shen Du: "So, I have to wait, when you are busy with your schoolwork, when you achieve one goal after another, when you are admitted to your favorite university and study your favorite major, I will come to you again to determine your mind." ”
"It's a pity that when you go to college, you are busier, you have more schoolwork, and in the process of discovering your talents, you need to do more and more. ”
"The choice of different majors has left me with no time to commute to and from school, even on weekends or even during winter vacation, I have to come over when you are not drawing, watching you spend most of your time busy with different things, but those things are not what I can participate in now. ”
"I think we're getting farther and farther away, so far away that I'm wondering if I'll wait any longer, and when you graduate from college, step into society, and have a job you like, will you have time to socialize with people, and you will have a wealth of activities that don't belong outside of work. ”
"However, just a few days ago, when I explained the facts of this case to me with Officer Fan, the instructor I recommended to you last time, to call the police, I found that I was very wrong in this way. ”
"Really, your school and my school are two societies, so incompatible. ”
"There is only endless homework and training in my society, and even extracurricular activities are full of propaganda ideas to serve the people. ”
"And what about your society?"
Shen Du followed Ruan Rou's train of thought and thought about it......
Colorful costumes, fashion-forward songs, straight and narrow catwalks, and those long legs dangling in them?
Indeed, it is a blue-gray and solemn environment, which is out of place.
Thinking of this, Shen Du quietly raised his eyelids, in fact, if it weren't for Ruan Rou's reminder, he wouldn't have paid attention to the surrounding environment at all before.
He has participated in seven or eight large and small shows with his mentor.
When is it not such a chaotic and frustrating situation?
But at that time, he only had to follow his mentor to understand how a show worked, what role designers could play in it, what kind of people came to participate, and the cooperative and sharp relationship between these modeling agencies and them.
These complicated things alone are enough for him to learn, where does he have time to look at the long legs around him?
But I don't know why, Shen Du is a little weak and short of breath, he looked at Ruan Rou's slightly sad expression, and his eyelids trembled twice.
Seeing that Shen Du did not give any statement on this, Ruan Rou was not discouraged, but made persistent efforts and threw out her worries.
"If you're all in school, and you're a workaholic, that's it. ”
"But the young girls in your school are so shameless. ”
"And that kind of person is now involved with you, and has fallen in love with the boys in your dorm. ”
"Don't tell me he's him, you're yours. ”
"In my opinion, if there is one person to talk about in your dormitory, there will naturally be a second and a third. ”
"It's so easy for a designer and a model to fall in love. ”
"One is the inspiration of the other party, what muse, Venus, can become the designer's lifelong treasure. ”
"And the other person, is to provide himself with the opportunity to become famous, pave the road to success, is the biggest background and support in his own progress, a fool is willing to throw away the opportunity to get the low-hanging fruit, that is the conditions to go up, there are no conditions to create conditions to go up. ”
"It's not an exaggeration to describe it as thousands of troops crossing a single-plank bridge, right?"
"Although your bridge is just a lump of elm wood, but when will it become a bridge across the river?"
"And those girls who pass on the bridge, there will always be a sight that you want to keep in your heart. ”
"At that time, I was still stupid to stand outside and watch, I was stupid, I was stupid. ”
"So, I don't want to wait, if you wait until you find out and wake up, maybe I will have to wait another ten years, or even longer, and you may not take the initiative to discover and discern the difference between you and me. ”
When Xiao Ruan Rou said this, Da Ruan Rou outside the mirror echoed loudly as if she had found a confidant: "Yes, sisters, that's it, brave Chong, I tell you, if you don't seize the opportunity to ask clearly, you will become a big fool like me." ”
"Did you see what happened to me? I almost died in South Africa! I was carried around the world like a chick!"
"Sister, rush, let him give a word, if Shen Du over there doesn't want you, you can go to the police academy to find a good young man to marry!"
Don't don't, daughter-in-law, don't be impulsive, the two of us are planning to get married.
Da Shen Du is called a worry, you say you are a fool, what are you talking about?
It's a pity that Shen Du's voice can't be transmitted to the mirror world through the mirror, and everything needs to be solved by Shen Du and Ruan Rou in the inner world of the mirror.
And Ruan Rou in the mirror really didn't let Da Ruan Rou's expectations be disappointed, this inexplicable girl who was brave once she mustered up the courage just stared at Shen Du and asked, "So, what is your answer?"
"I don't expect you to have the same liking for me as I do for you, I just want to know if I'm a little different from everyone else in your heart......"
"Even a little bit is fine......"
It's pretty rigid in front, why is it soft and cowardly when you get here?
This woman is really made of water, no matter how brave she is, when facing the person she likes, she will be a soft mess.
Shen Du, who was lying flat on the ground, knew that Ruan Rou, who was pressing on him, was serious.
Even as a friend who has known each other for many years, he must answer this question seriously and responsibly.
He suppressed the slight awkwardness that emerged in his heart, and began to seriously recall the bits and pieces of his relationship with Ruan Rou.
And, if Ruan Rou really becomes his girlfriend, what kind of future and life will the two of them have.
Then, the more Shen Du thought about it, the farther he went, as a man who only had a little ambiguity in his senses, he directly thought of his life ten years later.
Like, maybe, maybe it's going to be very good?
First of all, the two of them are childhood sweethearts, and they are so clear about each other's advantages and disadvantages.
Secondly, they will never have the contradictions of disagreement brought about by the upper echelons of the family.
Even if the marriage of two people is actually a major event of the integration between two families, it can be perfectly solved.
Because their parents have known each other much older than the two of them.
If they did come together, the two families didn't know how excited they were.
All that's left is what kind of life they'll face when they're actually together.......
Shen Du, who was inexplicably enlightened, immediately remembered the summer vacation after graduating from high school, and the two of them followed a large group of friends to the indoor gymnasium to swim.
'Suck ......'
Shen Du only felt that his nostrils were itchy, and he hurriedly emptied the thought of changing color from his mind.
Now he only dared to put his eyes on Ruan Rou's face, and at this look, he realized that for so many years, he seemed to have never carefully measured Ruan Rou's appearance.
It didn't matter if he saw it, his heart, liver, spleen, stomach and kidneys trembled together.
Big eyes, flying corners of the eyes, dense and thick eyebrows, no need to draw eyebrows at all, and inexplicably with a heroic spirit.
The bridge of the nose is straight, but the mouth is not small, if it is flat, it is nothing, but if you laugh, it inexplicably has a wild taste.
If you have to use any animal to describe Ruan Rou, Bambi is simply too incompatible with her, even if it is big and round eyes, it is a cheetah, and a beautiful and wild animal like a leopard can be worthy of Ruan Rou.
Shen Du didn't know that he had invisibly given Ruan Rou such a high evaluation.
If he reacts, he will immediately understand his own mind.
Shen Du was only uncertain and gave the answer he could say now: "Ruan Rou, I know, because I have never liked anyone of the opposite sex." ”
"I can say that when you say that to me, I, I, I see the difference between you and me. ”
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PS: It's almost over, probably just a few chapters.