Pulling the box and just walking to the living room, the door opened, Feng Ziyue stood at the door, I had a feeling of being caught, turned my head to look at the nanny's flickering eyes, and knew that she told Feng Ziyue.

At this moment, he looked like a devil, and goosebumps all over his body rose.

"Where are you going?" he walked towards me, his face pale. I unconsciously stepped back, my eyes looking away

"I'm leaving. He rushed over and grabbed my chin,

"Where did you go last night?" was not difficult to answer, but his interrogating gaze and rough movements made me stubborn, and I just didn't want to answer, but struggled hard.

He pushed me to the window, staring down the corner, his eyes were a little desolate: "Zhao Xiaowei, in your heart, what am I?" My heart hurt for no reason, and I couldn't help but say: "I'm nothing in your heart." ”

"Very good" he sneered, making me shudder,

"Then I'll tell you what it is. He dragged me into the bedroom by the arm, and threw me onto the bed as if my arm was about to be crushed, looking at me with a look of despair.

I really got up, and he pushed me down again, and pulled my clothes roughly, and it came into me stiffly.

I screamed in pain, he went on a rampage regardless of it, I raised my teary eyes and looked at him stubbornly, he covered my eyes and hit me hard.

It's not the first time he's done this to me, but my mood has changed. From the initial hatred, I wanted to kill him, to the helplessness and forbearance later, and then to the helplessness and acceptance, and then to the willingness, now he makes me feel pain, but I can't hate him anymore.

It's just an indescribable desolation, an indescribable struggle. Entangled between pleasure and pain, not only physically, but also mentally, I'm not without a heart, for so many days, I don't know his thoughts, but he is so cruel, will this cruelty fall on me sooner or later?

It was the first time my heart hurt so much, especially when my body was released under his strong impact, the pain was especially sharp and tearing my heart, at that moment, I really wanted to die under him, just die, I didn't have to worry about any questions, whether it should or shouldn't be, whether it would be or not...... Don't even think about it.

I cried and whispered, "Why don't you kill me, I don't have to be in such pain." His voice gasped, "You're still in pain? I cried to ** during the entanglement, he hugged me and trembled slightly, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Xiaowei, if you say that until now, you still don't have me in your heart, I will let you go immediately." Gritted his teeth and added

"I won't pester you anymore in this life. I looked up at him weakly, his eyes seemed to be shattered like some kind of pain, I tried all my strength, gritted my teeth and said: "Until now, I" My voice began to tremble, and then my whole body trembled violently, I wanted to say, but my heart was distressed and indescribable, that kind of pain, like cutting with an ice blade, in addition to pain, there was also cold.

He hugged me tightly and said in a deep voice, "Don't say it, I won't force you." He sneered twice at himself

"This is my retribution. After kissing my eyes and lips frantically, I couldn't breathe, and after kissing for a long time, he let go of his hand, touched my hair, and said, "You don't have to leave, you can just live here, you can move out if you want, you have money on your card." I'll go. With that, he quickly got dressed and walked out.

What stunned me was not his actions today, but his last words. Having been in Beijing for a long time, my heart has been spent in a kind of panic.

I don't know why I'm so back, it's always difficult to find a suitable place to live, the good ones are too expensive, the cheap ones are all kinds of situations, when I was in Ziqing's house, I was locked out of the door again and again, so I was particularly sensitive to the word house.

Particularly afraid of moving. But in the end, he still didn't drive me away. Before I came back to my senses, I heard the door slam, my heart ached like suffocation, jumped out of bed and chased to the door, I couldn't hear his footsteps, I slid weakly at the door, crying and whispering his name: "Ziyue, Ziyue, don't go." ”