Chapter 1 Where is Home?
"Doctor, what should I do now? What should I do with this child? How can I cure him? Does he have it, does he have ......" Ye Beibei's expression was sad and weak, she couldn't know what was going on with this brain tumor, but she knew that this disease was infinitely close to death, she couldn't tell what mood she was in now, scared, frightened, her hands tightened hard, and tears slipped down her eyes unconsciously.
Experienced doctors could not give her a clear answer, "We can't determine whether this tumor is benign or malignant yet, but its current size has begun to compress the brain tissue, which will cause a series of physical reactions in the future, such as headaches, vomiting and paroxysmal blindness." And this tumor can grow further, and when it grows to a certain size, even if it is benign, it can be life-threatening, if it is malignant...... So, the treatment that can be taken now must be surgery. ”
Ye Beibei felt that her life was already bad and couldn't be worse, but she didn't expect that there were worse things waiting for her, she was afraid, but she couldn't avoid it, the clear fact was that if it was a malignant tumor, the consequences would be unimaginable.
In the afternoon, the shadow of half of the room and the sunlight of half of the room shine obliquely through the glass window.
Xiao Moting was already asleep lying on the hospital bed, and after experiencing the initial restlessness, anxiety, and crying, he was finally tired, and there were still traces of tears on his sleeping little face.
Ye Beibei tucked the quilt for him, reached out and gently wiped the tears from his face, looked down at the few pieces of paper in her hand, no matter how disgusted and scared she was, but she had to hold these pages in her hand, that was Xiao Moting's examination results, she looked at the child's small body, the neck that fell from the collar, thin and pitiful, the pain in her heart was empty, and the tears couldn't help but flow down again!
Xiao Li, why are you gone, you are gone, what should I do?
Ye Beibei looked at the quiet room blankly, and asked silently in her heart.
If the surgery is successful and the lesion is benign, it is a great fortune in misfortune, but if the tumor is malignant, it is difficult to ensure that it will not recur.
At this time, Ye Beibeiduo thought that Xiao Li or Xiao Moting's biological mother was here, this operation was life-threatening, was she really qualified to make decisions for her child?
Just after Xiao Li's colleague came out of the doctor's office, he contacted Xiao Moting's mother again according to Ye Beibei's wishes, but the result was still no news, Ye Beibei, as Xiao Moting's rightful guardian, decided to admit the child to the hospital for examination and treatment.
At this time, Ye Beibei, who was quiet alone, deeply felt her powerlessness and cowardice, but she had to order herself to be strong and optimistic, because she was now a mother, a mother of a three-month-old toddler and a seven-year-old sick child.
Ye Beibei looked at the sleeping Xiao Moting, thinking that Xiao Li was gone, his mother couldn't find it, and the child could only rely on himself, and felt more and more sorry in his heart, "Xiao Li, you can't take Moting away, he is still too young, and his life has just begun......"
According to the doctor, the risk of this operation will be very large, once the operation fails, Xiao Moting may die immediately on the operating table, or leave sequelae and lifelong disability.
Ye Beibei looked at Xiao Moting, and suddenly made a decision at this moment, she wanted to take Xiao Moting back to City B, where there are the most authoritative hospitals in the country, the most advanced equipment, and the best medical staff, craniotomy surgery is bound to be risky, any small accident may bring terrible consequences, she wants to reduce the risk of surgery as much as possible, and must leave Xiao Moting behind, so that he can live by her side healthy and happy forever.
After making this decision, Ye Beibei asked Xiao Li's colleague to accompany Xiao Moting in the hospital temporarily, and she went home to pack her things. She knew that after going back this time, it was not very likely that she would come back, Xiao Moting's operation would take a while, and she would have to go to the hospital for a review at any time after the operation, she would have to find a job to support her family during this period, Xiao Moting would study, and Xiao Moyan would go to kindergarten, all of which required them to settle down there for a long time.
For a long time, Ye Beibei was psychologically repulsive about returning to City B, and even for a long time, she thought that she would never return to City B to live, but now, for the sake of Xiao Moting, she wants to go back to City B, to stand up and face everything.
Ye Beibei knows that the prices and housing prices in City B are much higher than here, fortunately, she has a house there, and Xiao Moting's surgery fee will be used Xiao Li's pension, and she will find a way to find a few more part-time jobs, life may not be too easy, but after all, it is the best place for Xiao Moting now.
The leaders and colleagues of Xiao Li's unit knew that Ye Beibei was going to take Xiao Moting and Xiao Moyan back to City B, and they all expressed their approval, after all, there was the best hospital in the country, but everyone was still worried, Ye Beibei was a woman, with two children, how could she be an orphan and a widow? The leaders of the unit decided to send a female comrade back with them to help Ye Beibei, and many people volunteered to send them off.
Ye Beibei weighed the pros and cons and thought for a while, and politely refused everyone's kindness, she said that her home is in City B, she grew up there, has relatives, friends, classmates, and there will be many people to help her, so the leader no longer insists on sending her an assistant, and everyone has no choice but to cancel the plan to send them.
Because Xiao Moting's illness could not be delayed, Ye Beibei only took two days to pack up his things, dismissed the nanny, locked the house, and took two large suitcases, and Xiao Li's colleagues sent their mother and son to the airport. At the airport, Xiao Li's colleagues once again offered to send them back to City B, and Ye Beibei repeatedly said that someone would pick up their mother and son after getting off the plane, and these colleagues followed the teary-eyed Xiao Moting to say goodbye and told them to be careful on the road and notify them during the operation.
Before getting on the plane, Ye Beibei took one last look at this beautiful southern city, where she was sad and unforgettable, here she got Xiao Li's sincere and warm smile and the most selfless love he gave her life, she seemed to hear the branches and leaves of the magnolia "rustling" in the wind, and saw the man in the police uniform smiling at her, his smile was as wide and warm as the sun.
She once sincerely wanted to entrust this man with her life, maybe she didn't love him enough, but she was warm enough, they tolerated each other and understood each other, originally thought that this way they could get along with each other until they grew old.
But I didn't expect that even such a reluctant entrustment would leave so quickly!
Ye Beibei held Xiao Moyan in one hand and Xiao Moting in the other, and walked on the plane, in his heart, Xiao Li's smile was always imprinted there, always gentle and beautiful.