Chapter 40: Blinding Happiness

"You don't know what happened between me and An Ge, the person who was left behind five years ago was me, and now I just want her to give me an explanation, but now I don't care about that explanation anymore, I just want to be with her again, do you understand?"

Now it seems that Lu Qichen doesn't bother to explain anything to such a person at all, but even if he is a big man, sometimes he still wants to say the grievances in his heart.

Ji Younan was a little surprised at this time, he always thought that the person who was abandoned and hurt was Lin Ange, and now seeing Lin Ange's state, he still thinks the same, but when he heard Lu Qichen say this, he was indeed a little unclear.

At this time, Lin Ange, who was sitting on the bed in the room, slowly raised his head, glanced at the two people outside the door, and then shouted at the door, "Let him come in." ”

Indeed, after so many years, she owes Lu Qichen an explanation.

Ji Younan, who was outside the door, heard Lin Ange say this, although he didn't want to, but he couldn't stop him anymore, Ange wanted to see him, he could only give in.

Angrily turned around and left the door of the ward, Lu Qichen saw Ji Younan leaving, turned around and glanced at the person who was sitting on the ward at this time and looked up at him, pushed open the door, and walked in.

Seeing Lu Qichen slowly walking towards him, Lin Ange's heartbeat began to accelerate.

It's just that the expression on Lu Qichen's face, which walked in, became calm little by little, he didn't come up and question Lin Ange, but walked to the side of the hospital bed and sat on the chair, picked up the towel on the table, and then glanced at Lin Ange, and then took her hand.

Lin Ange was a little puzzled, but he didn't resist, just sat there and let Lu Qichen wipe his hands for him.

"You don't care about your body at all, do you?" The cold tone sounded like Lu Qichen should be angry.

"I've tried to care as much as I can. "She is not good at taking care of herself, for so many years, she has lived alone, and she lives casually, as soon as she is busy with work, she can't take care of anything, sometimes Lin Ange also thinks that it is a miracle that she can survive until now.

"Then why don't you try to care about my feelings?" The movements in his hands suddenly stopped, and Lu Qichen raised his head to look like Lin Ange.

He just felt that if Lin Ange had cared about his feelings in the slightest, the game of lies five years ago would not have happened, and she would not have pushed herself away with her own hands and pushed herself to the bed of another woman.

If she really cared about her feelings, and proposed to her when she came back, she would not refuse.

If she could think more about herself, she would not have made the decision to never see each other again without asking Jiang Chuchen after she knew that Jiang Chuchen was pregnant.

So he especially wanted to know if it was in her heart, and his feelings and thoughts didn't matter at all.

Lin Ange was looking at Lu Qichen in confusion, she didn't understand what she meant by asking this question, was he blaming himself, but what she had always cared about most was obviously his feelings.

Because she felt that Lu Qichen would hate her in the past five years, so even if she missed this person again, she didn't even send him a message, and even changed her contact information and place of residence, in order to cut off everything from the past, she originally thought that so she could forget the pain she had had.

Seeing Lin Ange staring at himself like this, Lu Qichen simply stopped asking her these questions.

"I just want to know, what the hell are you thinking now?" In the past, he could not care for the time being, he just wanted to ask her what was she thinking at this moment?

was suddenly asked about heartache, Lin Ange just felt that her heart suddenly hurt, but she endured the pain and still faced Lu Qichen calmly.

In the past five years, she has never forgotten him, she has fantasized countless times, if she hadn't walked into Jiang Chuchen's trap and was not deceived by her, would everything be different today?

But she is not qualified to say such things now, because now everything has changed, there is another person between them, and now there is an engagement and a child, as if nothing can go back to the past, what is the use of her saying these things?

Holding back the heartache and the tears that were about to erupt, Lin Ange could only make himself laugh far-fetched, and then looked up at Lu Qichen.

"What do I think, do you really care?" Lin Ange also wanted to ask him if he really cared about what he was thinking.

If he really cared, how could he get engaged to Jiang Chuchen, and if he really cared, how could he let Jiang Chuchen conceive his child, and then watch her show off her power in front of him.

She even felt that maybe all this was Lu Qichen to take revenge on himself, he deliberately came back to tease him, let himself fall in love with him again, let herself recall her feelings for him back then, recall her past with him, and then use these things to break her heart.

If he still resents himself for what happened five years ago, then she still wants to tell him that what he has done now has successfully taken revenge on her.

"Do you think if I don't care about you, I'll go back to China? If I don't care, I'll run over and ask you to marry me? If I don't care about you, will I go to Lhasa to climb the mountain the day before I get engaged?" Lu Qichen's tone was obviously a little excited.

Maybe Lin Ange still didn't have any emotions when she heard Lu Qichen's first two sentences, but when she heard Lu Qichen say that he went to Lhasa to climb the mountain, her whole body became nervous.

It was her dream, and he always remembered it.

"You...... Why did you go to Lhasa? Lin Ange didn't know why he asked this question, she was just not sure, so she wanted to be sure what was the reason why Lu Qichen would go to Lhasa, was it because he wanted to avoid that engagement?

"What do you think? Who told me five years ago that this was her dream? Who told me that she wanted to go to Lhasa. Lu Qichen didn't expect Lin Ange's reaction to be so slow, and she couldn't react when she said everything to this point.

It's just that just when Lin Ange just wanted to open his mouth to say something, the door of the ward was pushed open at this time.

She thought it was Ji Younan who came in, but when she looked up, she found that Jiang Chuchen walked in with some gasp.

She had already rushed over as soon as possible, but she didn't expect to see Lu Qichen standing in the ward when she came, she didn't think much about it, so she quickly pushed the door in, but fortunately, looking at the situation of the two of them, many words should not be clear, it seems that she is not too late.

When he turned around and saw Jiang Chuchen standing at the door, Lu Qichen frowned, why is she here?