Chapter 3 Xiaoyan
On Tuesday, the third day of Chen Bin's return, he finally went to class calmly. He had long forgotten all about those professional textbooks, and he had no idea where the teacher had gone.
The teacher is lecturing on it, and he has to make up for the previous lessons below, which is really hard.
Since rejecting Zheng Juan's suggestion to press the road yesterday, she seems to have sensed something, and she has not taken the initiative to mention the night date between the two, and Chen Bin seems to have forgotten that she has a girlfriend.
The brothers in the dormitory noticed that something was wrong with Chen Bin.
"Sixth, are you having an awkward relationship with Zheng Juan? The big man is going to let the woman make good amends to her, buy her some small gifts and coax her. The third Guo Mingmin asked.
Only Chen Bin and the second Fu Xingdong have girlfriends in the dormitory, so the dormitory brothers are very concerned.
"We didn't have any trouble, it's just that I feel tired and not in the mood to go out for the past two days, and I'll be fine in a few days. Chen Bin explained.
"You treat Zheng Juan like this, be careful that people kick you, I heard that there are many wolves staring at Zheng Juan, you have to be careful. Boss Li Yongcheng kindly persuaded.
"Boss, I know. ”
In fact, Chen Bin's heart now wants to slowly cool down with Zheng Juan, he knows that if he is cold for a while, it is estimated that Zheng Juan may propose to break up first. If Chen Bin brought it up first, it would have been a bigger blow to Zheng Juan.
Before going to bed at night, Chen Bin still didn't think about Zheng Juan, but Meng Haixin.
On Wednesday, Chen Bin took advantage of the absence of classes in the third and fourth periods to go to the washing and drying shop to get photos.
Guo Mingmin's photography skills are still good, and every one of them is very good-looking. Chen Bin bought a beautiful photo album in the laundry shop and slowly put the photos into it one by one.
Chen Bin decided that every year when Xiaoxin celebrated her birthday in the future, he would take a picture of her and make a photo album.
Back in the dormitory, Chen Bin pressed the photo album under his pillow, and before going to bed at night, he had to look at it before he fell asleep.
On Saturday, Chen Bin felt that he couldn't make an appointment with Zheng Juan if he didn't take the initiative again, and he couldn't explain to the dormitory brothers, so he called Zheng Juan to make an appointment. Zheng Juan on the other end of the phone agreed, but listening to her voice, it seemed a little cold.
At seven o'clock, Chen Bin waited in the old place, a small playground. After waiting for almost half an hour, Zheng Juan slowly arrived.
"Sorry, I'm late. Zheng Juan said with a smile.
"It's okay, the girl has to change her clothes and makeup when she goes out, I know. ”
"Chen Bin, I noticed that you seem to have changed a lot recently. ”
"Is it for the better or for the worse?"
"It should be good, I have become stable and mature. ”
"Girls should like steady and mature men. ”
"Not all girls like men like that. ”
Chen Bin could hear that Zheng Juan didn't like such an old-fashioned man.
For a while, the two of them cooled down, and they just walked side by side on the small playground.
"In two months, the senior brothers and sisters will enter the society. Chen Bin, you are graduating next year, what are your thoughts on your future work?" Zheng Juan suddenly asked.
"I don't have any ideas, I'll see next year. Chen Bin didn't know how to answer.
"It's not too early to think about it. I hope you can find a way to enter the public institution. Zheng Juan said what she thought.
"Of course, public institutions are better than enterprises, but you have to find a way to enter public institutions. Both of my family are elementary school teachers, and my relatives really have no way to enter a public institution. ”
"There are people outside who can spend money to get a way, as long as they are willing to spend money, there is always a way. Zheng Juan pointed carefully.
"It cost my family a lot of money to go to college, and I don't want to squeeze my parents' money anymore, I'd rather go into a business. ”
"You are learning machinery, you can only be a technician when you enter the enterprise, and your monthly salary is dead, you can't go up or down, you can't starve to death and you can't get rich, how to support your family in the future." ”
"Who knows what will happen in the future, I can't think that far. ”
"Well, how could you not want to. Zheng Juan sighed, disappointed in Chen Bin.
The two of them had a cold end again.
"Xiaojuan, I've been very interested in computer books recently, and I want to read more books in this area in the school library, so I may not have much time to spend with you. Chen Bin said carefully to Zheng Juan.
"Computer books, you're a junior in college, how do you learn them? Since you like to watch it, of course I won't object to it. Zheng Juan said that she didn't object, but she felt a little cold in her heart, she felt that she was ignored by Chen Bin, and would rather read a book than accompany her girlfriend.
The two had a cold end again, and tonight's date ended early.
Back in the dormitory, facing the dormitory sisters who were a little surprised, Zheng Juan felt that it was time for her to re-examine the relationship with Chen Bin, maybe Chen Bin was not the right choice.
Chen Bin was lying on the bed, thinking not of Zheng Juan or Meng Haixin, but of another woman, his ex-wife Huang Xiaoyan in his previous life.
Zheng Juan's mention of his post-graduation job reminded Chen Bin of his first work unit after graduating from his previous life, and at the same time, he also thought of his ex-wife Huang Xiaoyan.
Huang Xiaoyan was met by Chen Bin in her first workplace, she graduated from secondary school and was a worker in the factory.
Huang Xiaoyan entered the unit a year earlier than Chen Bin, she should have graduated this year, and her last half year was an internship in the factory, and at the end of the internship, she signed an employment contract with the factory, and she didn't need to go to the unit like Chen Bin.
Chen Bin remembers that the first time he saw Huang Xiaoyan was in a CNC workshop in the factory, and he thought that Huang Xiaoyan in gray overalls was very beautiful, which made his heart move. Subsequently, Chen Bin ran to the workshop from time to time, and then everyone in the CNC workshop knew about it, and Chen Bin from the technical department seemed to have taken a fancy to a female worker in the workshop.
The two slowly got acquainted, then dated, fell in love, and then got married and started a family, and after getting married and falling out, their daughter Shanshan was born. The love between the two is beautiful, but the life after marriage is boring. With the arrival of their daughter, the two would quarrel from time to time, and then slowly stopped arguing, and became speechless.
When her daughter was nine years old, Huang Xiaoyan finally couldn't help it and filed for divorce, and their marriage came to an end.
Now Chen Bin thinks back to this marriage, and can see the contradictions that have long been buried in it. That's because the personalities of the two are too relative, and the knowledge of the two is too different, and they usually don't have much in common. Both of them are responsible for the failure of this marriage. Chen Bin also felt that his responsibility should be greater, because he did not build a good home. If he does it again, he is confident that he will be able to maintain this home.
Now, he had a chance to do it again, but did he still want that home?
Chen Bin knew that he could abandon Huang Xiaoyan, but he would never be able to let go of his daughter Chen Shanshan. Only those who have children will understand that a father's love for his daughter goes beyond love.
Reborn, Chen Bin still wants to see his lovely daughter again.
However, without Huang Xiaoyan, there would be no Chen Shanshan.
Do you really want to find Huang Xiaoyan?
On Sunday, Chen Bin walked into the M City Mechanical Technician School.
Huang Xiaoyan was washing clothes in the dormitory, and a classmate in the dormitory came to her and said, "Xiaoyan, there is a handsome guy downstairs looking for you." ”
"The handsome guy is looking for me? is it really fake?" Huang Xiaoyan will be suspicious.
"Really, lied to you that you're a puppy. ”
Huang Xiaoyan had no choice but to wash her hands and go downstairs to see who was looking for her.
Chen Bin saw Huang Xiaoyan coming down from the upstairs at a glance and felt a little surprised. In his previous life, the first time he saw Huang Xiaoyan should have been two years later, when Huang Xiaoyan had been working in the unit for more than a year and had a hint of social atmosphere. At this time, she is still a nineteen-year-old innocent female student, giving people the feeling that she can see the bottom at a glance.
Huang Xiaoyan went downstairs to see that there was indeed a good-looking young man downstairs, but she didn't know it. As soon as she wanted to turn around and go back to the dormitory, she heard the young man behind her shouting, "Classmate Huang Xiaoyan, please wait a minute." ”
"Who are you? I don't know you. Huang Xiaoyan turned around, but she didn't dare to approach the young man, and looked at him vigilantly.
"I am from the mechanical department of M University, and I want to work in Hongdu Machinery Factory after graduating next year. I know that you are interning at Hongdu, and you have been working at Hongdu since July. Do you know Master Jian in the blanking workshop?"
"I know Master Jian in the blanking workshop, but what is the matter with you coming to me?"
"Master Jian told me that you are a good girl, let me strike first. ”
"What's the first strike?" Huang Xiaoyan asked before she reacted, and her face turned a little red. She quickly glanced up at the young man opposite, her face flushing even redder to her neck.
"It's almost noon, how about I invite you to eat at the small restaurant outside the school gate?" Chen Bin took the initiative.
"Ah, I'm going to do the laundry. I don't go out to eat with people I don't know. After Huang Xiaoyan refused, she still regretted it in her heart, refusal was just her instinctive reaction, but in her heart, she didn't want to refuse this boy.
"I'll wait for you to finish your laundry. Here's my student ID card, you take it. Also, you can bring two good classmates with you, so that you are not afraid that I will kidnap you. ”
Chen Bin stepped forward and handed over his student ID.
Huang Xiaoyan opened it and looked at it, took it in her hand, but was unwilling to return it.
"Then you wait for me, I'll come down soon. After Huang Xiaoyan finished speaking, she turned around and ran.