It's my boyfriend Zhao Yunhai and Zeng Qiuxia, who has always liked him, these two people actually walked together.

Are you going on a business trip together? I'm headed by the five flavors of mixed sourness now.

Both men were wearing the same overalls and were facing two bags in their hands. I was supposed to go in and out in a truck. They seem to be a very good match, how comfortable they look. It's all intellectuals, and if you get married, I think the relationship between husband and wife must be very good.

I think of the problems of her family that Zhao Yunhai said before, if it weren't for her father, I guess we would have been together a long time ago, right? Relationship and life future, many people may make different choices.

The moment I saw them, I really thought about it.

Finally, I remembered that he lied to me yesterday. He said he was leaving right away, but he actually left this morning, and he didn't want to be with me last night, he lied, right?

Thinking about this, I feel very desolate. Even though it's hot, I still feel cold.

I looked at Zhao Yunhai, I didn't know how to speak for a while, I simply stopped talking, tears seemed to be falling, but I still held back, I didn't know where to start.

Zhao Yunhai also looked at me calmly, overnight, I found that he was very haggard, and there was no energy in his eyes, did he not sleep well? Is it because I feel ashamed to know my family's secrets? I don't know why, I want to cry, I've worked really hard, and I've been the one I like for two lifetimes.

I cherish him very much, and I try my best to maintain my relationship with him, hoping for a good result, but the final result still can't keep him, I still don't deserve to get affection, because I am reborn, I can't ask for too much, I am really too greedy.

Zeng Qiuxia noticed that something was wrong between us, and smiled: "Why don't you two talk, are you quarreling? Don't be like this, Zhao Yunhai, you usually have a gentlemanly demeanor with our friends and can take care of people the most, why are you like this to your girlfriend now? Go and say a few good words to her." It's still more than 20 minutes to go, I'll be waiting for you over there!"

Zhao Yunhai said, "No, I'll leave in a while, and I don't have anything to say." ”

"How can you say anything? Are you embarrassed?" Zeng Qiuxia is very stylish, sure enough, she is a young lady, and she will not provoke right and wrong with a gun and a stick next to her as I imagined, but she behaves exceptionally gentle and decent, such a woman will be loved, but like me, it is even more disgusting.

I originally felt that I was not Zeng Qiuxia's opponent everywhere, but now I am even more discouraged, I can't say a word, and I don't want to fight. Is that what it means to have a dead heart? It's really tiring.

My grandfather said, "Yunhai, have you eaten, I bought steamed buns, let's eat together?"

Zhao Yunhai hurriedly said, "No need, we came here after dinner." ”

I looked up at him suddenly, where did you eat together, and whose house was the cafeteria, it was really intimate.

Zhao Yunhai seemed to understand the meaning of my eyes, so he said: "We had a morning meeting in the unit and set off early, so more than a dozen colleagues had breakfast together, what are you doing here?"

My grandfather was a little panicked: "We don't actually have any ......."

I took my grandfather's words: "We sent a fellow out of the house, just resting here for a while." ”

"Yes, we sent someone, a fellow from a village. Grandpa hurriedly said.

Zhao Yunhai looked at me in some surprise, smiled and didn't speak

Zeng Qiuxia smiled and said: "Who is it? Is it a business trip, if ordinary villagers are not qualified to take the train, the letter of introduction inside is not easy to open." Is it a village cadre?"

"Yes. It's a village cadre. My grandfather said quickly.

"This is unlikely, right? What kind of meeting can the village cadres go to the provincial capital? You don't have anything unspeakable, right?" Zeng Qiuxia's eyes became a little stern.

I smiled and said, "In the end, Comrade Zeng is well-informed and has a very high ideological consciousness. You said that we people in the village don't understand, my grandfather and I only know that people say they want to go out, so they come out to send it, no one thinks to ask if there is a letter of introduction, what is the matter, we ordinary people are not qualified to ask, right? Otherwise, the next time I wait for him to come back, I will ask him what is the matter, and let him report to you, some reviews or something. What's going on?"

Zeng Qiuxia was stunned for a moment, then pursed her lips and smiled: "You see I didn't say anything, why are you still talking with a gun and a stick, forget it, don't say it, you don't have to be angry." Zhao Yunhai, you say a few words to them, and I'll wait for you in front. With that, he left.

Zhao Yunhai was also a little in a daze, he didn't come over, but he didn't walk away either.

Grandpa stuffed the bun to me: "I'll go to the toilet first, and I'll be back in a while." Then he left, and I didn't stop shouting.

There were just two of us left, and I didn't feel much happiness, so I just stared at him blankly.

Zhao Yunhai frowned slightly and walked over and said, "Why are you here?

"Well, Uncle Seventh is back, and we will fight to the death. And then I don't know why, he was killed by someone who didn't know, anyway, it's complicated. "I'll keep it simple.

Zhao Yunhai looked at me in disbelief with wide eyes: "You mean...... You're not hurt, are you? how are you, why don't you tell me?" he came and took my arm to look at me and asked if I was hurt.

I dodged his touch and said with a smile: "If I really had an accident, I wouldn't stay here, my grandfather said that he would go back at dawn, and we will be fine." You can go on a business trip with confidence. ”

He still cares about me, which makes me a little relieved.

"Xiu'er, I'...... I didn't know to go with her at first. It is a decision in the factory. He looked at me with some embarrassment: "I know I might break your heart, I really don't know, I only found out in the morning." ”

I said, "It's okay, as long as you're doing well, in fact, I should have figured it out a long time ago, it's not that there are two kind people in the world who can definitely become partners, and we won't necessarily be happy when we get married." Just follow the direction of your heart. Didn't you say you needed time, and I'll give you time. ”

He was silent for a moment, then took my hand, looked around to see that there was no one, and quickly put it to his lips and swept it, and I was stunned. What is this person doing? The feeling of numb crispy makes me feel like I'm electrocuted.

He said to me: "I have a very complicated heart, please don't blame me, I really couldn't accept it at the time, and I still can't figure it out, I know that this matter has nothing to do with you, but how my family became torn apart, you know, because of one person, the whole family may suffer, that feeling, I don't want to suffer a second time." ”

"Okay, I understand. I looked at him as he explained in a bit of panic, and thought it was funny, so I laughed.

He looked at me and smiled, seemed to be relieved, stroked my hair and said, "Xiu'er, you don't understand." It's okay for me, I don't care about that, but I'm not qualified to let my parents, my children, be scared with me. I won't be able to marry you until this matter is settled. ”

My heart is falling straight down, do I still want to break up?

Zhao Yunhai continued: "So I think, let's solve him first." Find a way to disassociate him from you, as long as it doesn't matter to you what happens to him, I can be with you. ”

I looked at him in amazement: "What did you say...... What do you mean......"

Zhao Yunhai said, "I thought about breaking up with you, but I found it impossible, I can't do without you, I'm thinking about what to do, my attitude scares you, I actually ...... It's also a bit of a mess. ”

I was impulsive, held his hand tightly, and looked at him with tears in my eyes: "Thank you." Thank you for accepting me and not abandoning me, I thought I was going to lose you forever. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have believed you. ”