I said, "You want me to clean up the flowers and plants around you for you?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Isn't this the duty of a wife?"

I said, "In my eyes, this kind of thing should be taken care of by myself, and if it is my wife's turn to deal with it, it is an extra work in the marriage, and in a way, it proves that your husband is not up to the task." ”

Lin Rongshen smiled and said, "So my incompetent husband is curious about how my competent wife should deal with this matter." ”

Since he sent people to me to clean up, then of course I'm not welcome, such a good opportunity, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, this little secretary is so shameless that it surprises me, since that's the case, why should I give her a good face? Anyway, I'm not a virgin, I smiled at Lin Rongshen and said, "Then I'll be respectful and obey." ”

I closed the door, then sat back down, and I looked at the little secretary and asked her if she was done.

The little secretary didn't seem to have reacted from the conversation between me and Lin Rongshen just now, and her expression was a little stunned, but fortunately, she reacted quickly, because she said in the next second: "This is a matter between me and him." ”

I said, "But the person you like says I'll take care of it." ”

The little secretary's face turned pale, and he looked at Lin Rongshen beside me with tears in his eyes, in order to cooperate with me, Lin Rongshen also nodded and replied: "I have already handed it over to my wife, so if you have anything to say, please explain it to her." ”

Lin Rongshen's words were undoubtedly a critical blow to the little secretary, and her tears flowed even more fiercely, she said: "How can you do this? !

Lin Rongshen said: "Is it a matter of the two of us? Miss Qin, I don't think you seem to be aware of it, it seems that you are talking to yourself all the time. As for the fact that you say that I like you too, it should be your own imagination, you are just an ordinary secretary to me, and you are also a secretary who does not understand the rules, I quit you not only because you don't understand the rules, but also because of your self-righteousness. ”

Lin Rongshen's tone was even a little ruthless, he didn't have any scruples at all because Qin Qing was a woman, he said: "I hope Miss Qin is a little self-aware, the reason why I didn't say anything about your various actions before is not because of your special status, but because I think you should understand what a secretary can do, and what a secretary should do." ”

Lin Rongshen said: " As for my wife, although it is not wrong that the two of us have been in the Cold War some time ago, but my wife and I have known each other since she was eighteen years old, and for so many years, I hope Miss Qin will not use superficial eyes to look at how much affection there is between us, whether I love her or not, this is my own business, and as long as I know it myself, as for whether she is qualified to deal with this matter, I don't think I need to explain this kind of thing, she is even qualified to let you leave this car immediately, let alone a trivial matter like you。 ”

Lin Rongshen's words made the little secretary's teeth clench, and when I saw her swollen cheeks, I felt a little distressed for him, thinking that Lin Rongshen would not pity the jade, and the little girl was stimulated, and her teeth were about to collapse.

After Lin Rongshen finished speaking, he gave me a look, and he probably gave me the following.

But to be honest, I really haven't dealt with such a thing, just when I was thinking in my heart whether to teach the little girl to be a human being or being a human being, the little secretary suddenly broke down and cried, and didn't let me say a word at all, the cart door wiped my tears and ran down, I just chased down the car Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand, and said with a smile: "Okay, poor Kou Mo chase." ”

I said, "What do you mean by being poor? I wasn't ready to speak, she just ran, what do you mean, I've been so angry with her, and now I don't even give me a chance to let out my breath, what kind of person, the little girl is too fragile now." ”

Lin Rongshen saw my unwilling appearance, so he pulled me to sit down and said, "Are you still angry?"

I said, "Not at all." ”

Lin Rongshen asked: "How can I relieve my anger?" ”

I said, "The little secretary said that you like him, and that you are very special to her, how do I think this is not without some truth in it." ”

Lin Rongshen saw that I was suspicious, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said, "Do you think so too?"

I said, "Isn't it? Otherwise, where would she be a little secretary with such a big list to talk to me? And she would still challenge me like me, you know? If it weren't for your connivance, you gave her privileges, would she dare to be a secretary?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Of course she doesn't dare. ”

I didn't expect Lin Rongshen to admit it so frankly, just as my eyes were sharpened at him, Lin Rongshen shook his head helplessly with a smile and said: "If you don't give her some privileges, how can you discourage you, don't you understand that at that time, you even made me want to tear your heart? But I can't do anything to you, I can only watch you tear your heart for Zhan Dong under my nose." ”

Lin Rongshen held my hand and said, "So I admit that I deliberately indulged her, just to put pressure on you." ”

When it came to this matter, I had nothing to say, I could only look at him with an unnatural expression, and I couldn't say anything, so I could only smile awkwardly and say, "I was a bastard at that time, right?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Well, it's a bastard. ”

I was a little unconvinced and said, "But you weren't much better at that time, what was your own attitude towards me? It's not my fault at all, right?"

Lin Rongshen held my hand and said in the palm of his hand: "I admit that I am also responsible, so I don't blame you for the child's matter." ”

When he mentioned the child, my heart was always inexplicably twitching, and my mood was not as happy as before, but I was subjected to a trace of inexplicable pressure and heartache.

Lin Rongshen saw a slight change in my expression, and he also knew that the status of this child in my mind was not sad at all, his hand holding my hand tightened, and his thumb stroked back and forth on the back of my hand slightly, as if to comfort me, he said softly: "Lailai, human death is inevitable, the only thing we can do is not to be sad but to learn to forget." Maybe for a doctor, death is a normal thing in his eyes, but I also want you to understand that death is not the end of a person, it may be another starting point for him, you should bless him, right?"

Although Lin Rongshen didn't specify who he was talking about, I knew what he said about Zhan Dong, during this time, I tried to pretend not to care about Zhan Dong's departure, and I really thought I had forgotten, but when he mentioned it again, I found that I didn't, but it was like a needle piercing my heart, and hot blood flowed out.

This great sadness swept over me again.

Lin Rongshen felt my body shake, and he could see at a glance that I was just pretending to be strong during this time.

A far-fetched smile curled into my lips, and I said, "Why did you bring this up all of a sudden?" ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I know you, you have never let go. ”

I said, "Why, I've forgotten about it a long time ago." ”

Lin Rongshen looked at my face and said, "Actually, when Zhan Dong was rescued, we had a conversation or two. ”

My hands shook and I asked in a low voice, "What did you talk about?" ”

Lin Rongshen said: "He said that if he can't get out of that hospital bed alive, I hope you can treat this matter calmly." ”

I opened my eyes wide and asked, "What else did he say?"

Lin Rongshen said: "And live well for him." ”

When Lin Rongshen said this, my tears flowed out at that moment, covering my face, but I still insisted and said: "Did he already expect that he would not survive." ”

Lin Rongshen said truthfully: "In fact, in that situation, even those of us who are doctors can't guarantee anything to him, and he should calculate what the situation is in his heart." ”

I laughed and cried and said, "It must have hurt." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "Once a person is in extreme pain, he will not feel anything. ”

I withdrew my hand from Lin Rongshen's palm, shrunk my body by the door, buried my face between my legs, hugged myself tightly, and didn't speak, just shed tears.

Lin Rongshen didn't bother me, his eyes looked at me very calmly, he was waiting for me to dry his tears.

After a long time, he stretched out his hand and took me in his arms, and I clung to the hem of his shirt and cried, " Lin Rongshen, I'm so tired, especially to pretend to be strong, you don't know, Zhan Dong's death hit me hard, I can't accept it at all, I can't accept it until now, I regret that when you pulled me that night, why didn't I go with you, why did I run away from home so stubbornly, I don't know why, I dreamed of Zhan Dong every night during this time, he looked so bloody in my dreams, I was awakened by that picture every night, I thought I hid it well, no one would find out, but why did you mention it todayDo you know that this is a scar on my heart, and it hurts for you to even mention it, but you still come to reveal it. ”

The emotions in my heart are very complicated, I hate and don't know what to do about Lin Rongshen's approach, and I even beat his chest with my hand.

Lin Rongshen hugged me a lot tighter, let me break down and cry in his arms, he kissed the top of my head, and whispered: "It's good to cry, there is nothing that can't be passed." ”

I thumped harder with my hands, and with tears streaming down my face, I asked in a hoarse voice, "Then why do you still say it? I finally forgot a little bit, do you know how much effort I put into this little bit? You make me don't know what to do now, do you know?" ”