Yuan Changwen didn't want to continue to kill, so let's end this life.

The power of the character is too terrifying, even if he knows that the fantasy cool scene will plump up the character, he still can't help but complete his fantasy. It seems that having a beginning and an end is a very good habit.

Bullshit.

The so-called beginning and end are nothing but artificial distortions. Stop believing in the twists in your head, which will only bind your whole life to fear. Life is over before it even begins.

That's how I am, living in quiet despair. Life is full of uncertainties, pull it down, it seems that my life only needs a few minutes to preview the completion, it is nothing more than the difference in details. For example, buy a few more clothes, or go to a few more tourist attractions.

Template roles, that's how powerful they are.

Even killing doesn't seem to be my own choice. Cultivate spiritual power and follow the mainstream values of society. Then, the teacher said that if you want to be free, you must kill the characters, and you must think that everything you think is wrong.

Have I thought about it myself? No, not at all.

What is the decision I make in my life? I am either pushed by society or helped by my parents to make a choice. "I was too young to understand anything" and other words, my parents said many times.

I think I've told my own kids about it. But in fact, how do I know what choices are good? All my choices are just decisions based on shit in my head, plus fear driving behind.

That is, because of my fear, and forcing the choice on the child. And declared, my choice is the most correct, follow the road I paved, and the children will not have to worry about it in this life.

If you stay in fear for a long time, you won't feel that there is anything unusual about it. It's like hugging a piece of shit, and over time, it seems that everyone is holding a piece of shit, and it's nothing.

Am I going to kill again? Can I really kill a coward like me?

Instead of symbolically going around in a few circles and then declaring yourself the end of the killing. After experiencing relaxation and the unity of nature and man, I think I am great. It's all roles, I'm not done yet, it's as simple as that, and everything else is whitewashed.

But can I still move forward?

Is it again in this state of nowhere?

The distortion in my mind is still affecting me, and without the distortion in my head, my whole life would be very easy. You don't need to use the authority of others to guide your life, you are the authority, and you can feel your own physical state well.

Why do you want to take a big sip of wine and then go home at night and vomit? Why do you call your friends to eat a certain food when you know it's bad and your body is already resisting it?

When I get rid of the twist in my head, my body tells me what I want to eat, what I need to ingest. It's not science, it looks more like a witch doctor. There is no logic, no experimentation, just feeling.

The same syndrome, different people, will be completely different treatments. I don't go back and explore the role of a certain herb in it, but I just rely on the feeling of flow to make a rescue.

With such advanced technology in the Empire, this kind of witch doctor still has a place. At first, I thought that this Nima was complete, the empire has expanded across galaxies, and there are still people who believe in witch doctors, but now it seems that this may be my own ability.

The flow of life is a subtle feeling, but when the distortions in the mind are removed, the sensation becomes apparent. Of course, it's not very obvious, especially when I just realized this, and the twist in my mind is still unwilling to let go easily.

Why do you have to abandon the distortion in your mind in order to feel the flow of life? Personally, I think that believing in the distortion in your mind is equivalent to setting rules for yourself. For example, after work, I want to study to enrich myself for a better future.

Maybe the flow of life is just for me to interact with my family, go out for a walk, or something. When I believe in distortions in my head, I see the flow of life as an obstacle to distraction. In addition, sometimes the flow of life can cause the characters to behave immorally.

For example, littering. If you keep self-definitions such as "how can I litter" and "I am a person who loves cleanliness", then it is inevitable that the impulse brought about by this flow of life will be regarded as nonsense in terms of good and evil in the heart.

After slashing the distortion in the mind, you will become a puppet without thinking, and will not want to do something "must". Moreover, if you don't listen to the wisdom in your head, the whole person will become much more comfortable, and you will obviously feel that your drop of water seems to be a little integrated into the ocean.

Once you identify yourself with the role of Yuan Changwen, you can instantly feel that you have become a person, rather than a drop of water that melts into the ocean. It's a, and there's no way to prove it.

Of course, I don't need to prove anything, and I don't intend to convince anyone. Anyway, this is my life, so naturally I have to take it seriously. Rather than subordinating other people's words to authority, as they once did, and then putting them in their heads and letting them run wild.

I don't see anything more important than that, and I don't understand that I once hated something and "to" do it. What has to be, it is just the result of the self-definition and weighing of Yuan Changwen's role.

It's a subtle feeling to feel the flow of life, like feeling the soles of your feet. It's hard to describe to others, let alone prove that you do feel the slight numbness in the soles of your feet.

It seems that I need to work on my abilities in this area. Alas, what nonsense, this is obviously an ability that I have in my own right, and I still have to exercise?

said that it was exercise, but it was actually a bit inaccurate, and it seemed that the role of Yuan Changwen could still master any ability. In fact, this kind of exercise is to exercise yourself not to believe in the distortion in your brain. For the rest, there are no distorted distractions in the mind, and the flow of life will naturally manifest itself.

For example, what ingredients the body wants to eat, for example, where should it go. These are no longer weighed and judged by distortions in the mind.

I know, this is a lot of nonsense, what is the flow of life, if I don't think about the future, then what will happen in the future, what will happen to me? Of course, this is also a phrase that I often ask myself, but when I think about it, it is nothing more than fear.

To live in fear, no problem, but that's not what I want. Often after doing things according to his inner impulse, he finds that his whole life is broken, and he can no longer return to the state he once was familiar with, and the role of Yuan Changwen can no longer be controlled smoothly.

At this time, the life that has just begun will be immediately obliterated by fear. I'll pick up the twist in my head again and take control of the status quo. As a result, doing things according to the impulse of the heart mostly ends in failure.

Losing the familiar environment, the character instinctively wants to be in control. And this control obscures the flow of life, thus making the whole event chaotic.

Actually, it's the fear of life.