Tang Yuxin grabbed a wooden stick, and he also grabbed it hard.

Just as she was almost about to stop breathing, the voice finally disappeared and walked away.

Tang Yuxin put down the wooden stick in his hand, and then gasped vigorously.

On such a cold day, she was scared out of a cold sweat.

The wind poured up from the window, and it also dried the cold sweat around her body, bringing not only cold, but also cold.

It's cool.

It's cold-hearted.

It is almost all heartfelt coolness.

She thought that she would be safe when she came out of Song Dasha's house, but in fact she was not, maybe she would be more dangerous.

Song Dasha is not so distracted, don't say that he is a fool now, that is, he is not stupid, and he only has that Chun Tao in his heart, but there is not only one man in this world, not only Song Dasha, but also an old man Song.

She could clearly see that Old Man Song was already disgusted with her.

But I just don't have the guts yet.

There are also temptations again and again, but Tang Yuxin doesn't think that the so-called temptations will not come true in the future.

She couldn't afford to gamble.

And the result of losing is that she can't bear it in this life, it is impossible to start a second time in life, she has been reborn for a lifetime, and she doesn't think that she can open her eyes again and go back to the past.

She had never thought of such extravagant expectations, and she did not dare to think about them either.

Every night and every day, she was so tortured, she didn't dare to sleep, she was afraid of freezing to death, and she was also afraid that Song Lao would suddenly come in.

The chickens outside suddenly crowed, and she sat up, rubbing her eyes again, and then stood up, pulled the chain, and began to make a fire and boil water.

When the water was about to be poured out, Mrs. Song woke up.

She walked into the kitchen, and saw that Tang Yuxin had already boiled the water, and she was not so angry.

Go and fill it with water.

She commanded Tang Yuxin, rolled up her sleeves, and prepared to cook, she would never let Tang Yu's heart be moved by the food at home, she regarded the rice and grain at home as more important than life.

She was also afraid that Tang Yuxin would eat secretly, and even the rice used for cooking almost every day was counted in the pot.

Tang Yuxin pulled the chain and lifted the bucket from the ground, and was about to go to the well to fetch water to drink, the current iron chain not only locked her one foot, but locked two, even if she wanted to run now, she couldn't run far with this chain.

It may also be because of her good performance, she forgot how many days she had been here, and also forgot how she survived day after day.

She can go out of the door of the Song family.

She walked out with a bucket, the chains on her feet were pulled on the ground from time to time, the shoes on her feet were also worn out, revealing a big toe, and there were a lot of frostbite on her hands, and even cracked open, she raised her face, and her cheeks were deeply sunken, she still looked like a skeleton, she had no choice, she ate a little bit every day, even if she wanted to grow into a pig, it was impossible.

Old man Song gave her a cornmeal bun and drank some brush pot water, which was the biggest oil and water she could see in a day.

She carried the bucket to the house next door, and the neighbor opened the door and let her in, but a pair of eyes looked at her from time to time, as if they were valuing her, more like a pair of eyes were about to tear off the flesh of her body.

Tang Yu has seen in his heart that there are no good people in this village, they are all indifferent devils.

They all don't want others to have a good life, and no one is likely to have sympathy for her.

The way they looked at her was indifferent and ruthless, and no one ever took pity on her.

Sometimes she meets several expressionless women, maybe a little different, but that's just a memory, and it's just numbness.

Tang Yu would wonder if these women were also sold here in the first place.

From the initial expectation, expectation, to despair in the end, and then they are here day by day, day by day, for the rest of their lives, or many, maybe less, or all their lives are trapped here, living insensitively.

Over time, I forgot who I was and what my previous name was.

Numbness is also a disease,

Such a disease is a terminal disease.

Tang Yuxin used the pressurized water well here to press the water again and again, and when the bucket was full, she lifted the bucket, and the green tendons on her arms also exploded outward, which shows how heavy this bucket of water is?

She lifted it for a while, and could only rest for a while,

On a cold day, when this bucket of water mentioned the Song family, she was already sweating.

"Why is it so late, do you want us to starve to death?"

Mrs. Song directly took the rolling pin and hit Tang Yuxin's shoulder hard, Tang Yuxin could only stand there, shrinking from time to time, but she didn't hide.

She can't hide, and if she touches it, she will only hit her harder.

So she endured it, no matter how painful it was, she had to endure it.

Sure enough, Mrs. Song has beaten enough, her hands are sour, and Song Dasha outside is already shouting to eat, even if Mrs. Song is angry, she has to take care of her baby stupid son's belly.

"Burn the fire, it's useless. ”

Mrs. Song kicked Tang Yuxin again and kicked her to the stove.

Tang Yuxin stumbled and almost fell to the ground.

Mrs. Song glared at her, she might have wanted to beat someone again, but when she heard Song Dasha shouting that she was hungry, she could only put away the rolling pin and start cooking.

Tang Yuxin squatted on the ground, constantly filling the stove with firewood, under the firelight, her eyes were red and pitiful, but she never cried, nor did she shed a tear.

Here, tears are the least valuable, and tears are the most useless.

The Song family doesn't have big fish and meat, and it's just coarse vegetables and light rice every day, but they can fill their stomachs.

But this fullness is never full of a Tang Yuxin, for the Song family, Tang Yuxin is just a pig they bought, a dog, and a tool for giving birth to a child.

It's never been human.

Tang Yuxin opened the pot, she picked up the remaining rice grains in the pot little by little, and ate these rice grains into her mouth, and when there were no rice grains in the pot, she brushed the pot and washed the dishes.

It was dark outside, and the night was never peaceful, never quiet, and it could be the beginning of sin.

And every night, Tang Yuxin will nest in this small kitchen, waiting for another dawn, for her, even if she is beaten, even if there is endless work, but it is safer than the bleak night.

The footsteps that came from outside were a little closer than before, and they were all a little longer.