"Haha... I hope my happiness can come sooner, not too late, and don't always hurt me, I really can't bear it, I thought I would have a very beautiful love, but it was so beautiful, my hair was green, like a prairie...."I said with a wry smile.

I said brother, I have to talk about you, your current state is very wrong, you have been sullen all day, you can't hear and say a few words, and you are often stunned, you can't look like this, after a long time, you are prone to depression, but I am honest, I didn't joke with you.

Don't think that depression only appears on TV or on the news, there are many such people around us, there are people near my home, the reason why she got it is because of her long-term grievances, after a long time, she will feel that life is particularly boring, and finally choose to commit suicide by jumping off the building, you say scary?

"Oh, don't worry, I won't be like that, although I said I didn't want to speak, but this is also a method of self-comfort, I won't do that kind of stupid thing, I'm not a child, I know that I have to control my emotions, I will never jump off the building, you know why not?"

"I don't know, why?" Li Yuan shook his head. ”

Because I'm so afraid of heights, I have a fear of heights, I won't tell you, I'm standing at the window of my house, I feel my heart bursting, if I want to jump off the building, I can't go, I'm afraid, I can't stand it....I said with a smile.

Eh........ your reason is very good, you are still afraid of heights, but when you have depression, then everything is out of your control, you want to commit suicide, it's not just jumping off the building, there are many ways, you can't control it yourself, because at that time your body no longer belongs, but belongs to another you. Li Yuan analyzed it carefully.

You smash me with a calf, oh, I don't belong to another person, what's wrong, I'm going to mutate, or am I possessed by a ghost, or am I particularly schizophrenic, you say how scary you are, and another one of me came, I glanced at Li Yuan.

"Oh, that's not what I said, what are you doing there, what do you mean by a few random analysis, what I mean is like this, if you have depression, you will have a lot of thoughts in your heart, and you can't control it yourself, can you understand?" Li Yuan pouted for a while.

"I really understand it, Li Yuan, are you still my brother? Are you telling me the truth? Why don't I believe that you are my brother now?" I asked in confusion.

"Nonsense, of course I'm your brother, can this be wrong, don't you know the relationship between the two of us, I'm standing in front of you, can't you recognize me?

"You can give me a special side, can you still have a face, are you pulling your pants pockets, is this cheeky so thick?"

What do you mean? I pulled my trouser pocket, what does it have to do with my thick skin, is this a train of thought? Li Yuan asked stupidly.

"It matters, of course it does, you can pull down the inside of your trouser pocket, you say your skin is not thick, right? It may be thicker than a load-bearing wall..."

"Uh....what you said is a bit buried, it's disgusting, I don't have anything to pull into my trouser pocket, I'm such a clean little boy, I'm not the same person I used to be, now I pay a lot of attention to my image and temperament, please don't talk to me about this kind of filthy language, okay?" Li Yuan said very gentlemanly.

"You roll the calf for me, Ao, don't make this set with me, this is what annoys me the most, you say that you look like a dog, can you give me a little more normal?" I raised my leg and kicked Li Yuan.

"Damn, what do you know, I call it politeness, cultivation, the little girl likes it very much, you just learn it," Li Yuan said quite unhappily.

"Still pouring salt into my wounds, aren't you? What am I doing, you still mention the little girl to me, be careful that I clean you up..."

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Y, I'm sorry, I made a mistake again, I'll pay attention, what, let me ask you something, do you think it's okay?" Li Yuan rubbed his hands and asked.

"Yes, you can ask, still do you want to do this with me, like a big old lady, happy, do you say that you are still like you now, if you had told me stupidly before, and you would have told me a whole sentence in English?" I pouted.

"Hehe, isn't it polite for me to think about it," Li Yuan said stupidly.

"Okay, don't ink it, now it's the same as a big old lady, it's so hard, if you have something to say, you can quickly put it on me, I don't know how cold the big brother is now, and I'm so sleepy...."I yawned and muttered.

Li Yuan thought for a while, and then said: What I want to talk about is this thing, that is, have you ever wanted to do something particularly exciting under a certain situation, or to do something that you don't want to do, but you really want to try in your heart? You still can't control yourself, you have to answer me truthfully, you can't lie to me.

After listening to what Li Yuan said, I thought about it carefully, I seem to really have it, sometimes I want to go to the roof to see the scenery, but I don't dare, but I really want to try, sometimes I want to feel the feeling of flying, I don't know why.

"I think I have ........"

Ah, you have, then I'm asking you one thing, that is, when you are at home, you are ready to go out, after you go out, have you ever felt this way, that is, you often wonder, have the doors and windows in the house been closed, have the gas in the house been turned off, have you ever had this feeling?

"I'm Cao, big brother, are you a hexagram, you still know how to read minds, I really have what you said, I have it a lot of times, I'm wondering if my memory has become bad, why some things are repeated, and I can't remember .........."

Hey, I'm not good at fortune telling, your current situation is very dangerous, you must adjust your mentality, make yourself a little sunny, want to open up a little bit of everything, don't bother yourself so much, everything is not a big deal, as long as you are still alive, then everything is nothing...... Li Yuan said with a sigh.

No... Big brother, what do you mean by this, I don't seem to be able to do it, what are you going to do, what's wrong with me, what you said is so scary, you can't explain it to me, otherwise, I will specify to clean you up, you know, I asked inexplicably.

"Hey......." Li Yuan sighed again.

You "hey" a poop, you hurry up and tell me, day by day, how can you talk to God, I muttered Li Yuan for a while.

"Didn't you find out?" Li Yuan asked, looking up.

"What the hell? I found out, what's wrong with me, don't sell it, say happily..."

What I told you just now, don't you understand at all, the things you want to do, and the ones you have a bad memory, don't you feel as if you are different from before, you may be sick, you should really go to the hospital to see, otherwise it won't work, if it drags on for too long, it may be dangerous, Li Yuanting said with a few worries.

"Get out of here, calf, I'm so different, why don't you go to the hospital to see, I'm so good, why do you always think about me so much, I seem to have some serious illness, and I'm in danger," I replied speechlessly.

Haven't you seen such an obvious problem, you now have a little precursor to depression, you have to pay great attention, if you don't regulate yourself, you are really prone to depression, that's not a joke, if you really have depression, then it's really too late, Li Yuan looked serious.

"Look at you, what you said, I really don't want to listen to it, you, as my brother, can you not curse me like this, I'm not good, I should eat, I should drink, I don't have anything in my heart, I'm always happy, really," I spread my hands.

As soon as Li Yuan heard what I said, he pouted: You can pull your trouser pockets, Ao, you are still alive and happy, I can't see what you look like, I'm not stupid, I'm not blind, I see it all in my eyes, I'm for your good, I told you this, if it's someone else, I don't care about him, you're still not satisfied, it's really interesting.

"Hehe, I know, but I'm very curious, where did you hear all this?

These are all things I have seen on the Internet and in books, you also know me as a person, I am usually very willing to learn, Li Yuanting scratched his head embarrassedly.

"Hehe..... hehe..... big brother, you're really embarrassed to say, can you have a face, don't you know what you look like? You are still willing to study, are you willing to sleep? You still know books, you don't ask, does that book know you? You really laugh at me........." I couldn't help laughing.

"Damn, you laugh a few times, am I not right, I just love learning very much, this is known to many people," Li Yuan put on a dead pig to me and was not afraid of boiling water, no matter what you say, I just like to learn.