I saw that Lin Rongshen was silent, so I asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Rongshen's face was a little serious and said, "I don't object, but I don't approve either." ”

I said, "Why?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Actually, Zhan Dong and I had the same idea before, and I hope that you can change your job or change careers, after all, this line of work is more dangerous for you, and I hope that you have a comfortable and stable job, which does not require much salary, but at least you have been enriched, but ......"

Lin Rongshen's words stopped and said: "Although this is what I hope, I will still respect your thoughts and wishes, but Lailai, I only have two requirements, first, don't put yourself in danger, and second, learn to protect yourself, can you do these two things?"

When I first chose this major, my mother was very happy, thinking that it would be good to stand in front of the TV to broadcast the news, easily get a high salary, and become a celebrity, but when I was an intern, one year because of a serious plague in a tropical region, I was still a small intern reporter behind Sister Tan, and I didn't know where Sister Tan got the courage to dare to take me, a rookie who had no regularity and no experience, to go out for an interview.

In fact, I didn't feel so scared at that time, but I was still excited, when Sister Tan said that she was going to take me out, I was so excited that I couldn't wait to laugh three times, as if the place I was going to was not a plague-stricken area, but a paradise.

The most anxious person was my mother, who was so frightened that she almost jumped up when she heard the news, and for the first two days of my departure, she whispered in my ear every minute and every second and asked, "Isn't the reporter broadcasting the news on TV? Why do you want to go to such a far, remote and dangerous place?!"

I explained to my mom over and over again that it was the host who would broadcast in front of my TV, and that the reporter was out there to do the interview.

At that time, Lin Haixin was still alive, and I couldn't sleep at all because my mother didn't let me go, so I sent Lin Haixin in the middle of the night to persuade me, Lin Haixin had no way but to talk to me according to my mother's words.

He also said that my mother only has a daughter like me, let me think it through myself, after all, this is dangerous, don't let my mother worry.

Although I don't like Lin Haixin very much, what he says is generally more effective than my mother, and I will listen to at least one or two sentences, but at that time, I was young and ignorant and full of adventurous spirit for the future, I couldn't listen to Lin Haixin's words at all, no matter what he said, I wouldn't change my mind, Lin Haixin naturally returned in vain.

My mother was so anxious that she saw that what Lin Haixin said was useless, so she had no choice but to ask Lin Haixin to find Lin Rongshen to persuade me.

At that time, I had just interned, and Lin Rongshen was also in a flat period, he was busy with Lin Haixin's career, and I was also busy with my own work, and the two of them had no intersection at all.

But my mother knows that I haven't forgotten Lin Rongshen at all, but I'm just being reckless in my heart, and she also knows very well, I am the person who listens to Lin Rongshen the most, although she is very reluctant to let the two of us who were finally broken off reconnect, but for the sake of my safety, my mother even came up with such a plan at that time.

Lin Haixin, who was a slave to his wife, naturally called Lin Rongshen in the middle of the night, and told me about the internship and going out for an interview, and he asked Lin Rongshen to persuade me.

At that time, Lin Rongshen didn't say yes or no, but just replied: "Well, I know." ”

Then he hung up the phone, my mother was still sitting on the side and anxiously asked Lin Haixin how the situation was, and Lin Haixin also said with a blank face: "He just said I know." ”

My mom said, "Did you say yes or didn't you say yes?"

Lin Haixin didn't seem to know much about his son, so he was also at a loss for his vague words: "I don't know what he means." ”

So angry that my mother pushed him and said, "Didn't you say it for nothing?!"

After that, she came knocking on my door in the middle of the night crying, and said outside that if I didn't change my mind, she would die to show me.

I was lying on the bed covering my ears, and at that time I thought to myself, people like my mother are too fragile, this fart is going to die or live, and I can't worry about death in the future.

My mom howled all night outside, and I slept all night with the quilt over my ears in my room.

When I woke up the next morning, Lin Rongshen really called, I was brushing my teeth at the time, and after seeing his call, my first reaction was that it was my hallucination, the second reaction was that I didn't believe it was a call from him, and the third reaction was to answer the call.

It wasn't until Lin Rongshen's voice came clearly on the phone that I clearly knew that it was indeed him.

He did ask me about going out for an interview as my mother wished, and I told him truthfully in a very flat tone, Lin Rongshen did not persuade me not to go, but asked me if I really thought about it.

I said in a very bad tone, "I've already thought about it, is there something wrong?"

Lin Rongshen said: "It's okay, I wish you all the best." ”

He said just that, this phone call made me more heartbroken than not calling, and I hung up his phone at that time.

The next day, without hesitation, he followed Sister Tan out of the country and went to interview the plague site that shocked thousands of deaths.

It was at that time that I realized how dangerous this job is, and it was also from that time that I realized that death is really very close to us, so close that you can feel that the hand of death is actually ready above your head at all times.

However, I was lucky enough to come out of the plague unharmed.

And Sister Tan is naturally too, the two of us on the way back to feel that our lives are big, but when I got home and didn't rest for two days, I was sick, the cause is unknown, just sick in bed, life can not take care of myself, my mother was so scared by me at that time that she wanted to jump off the twelfth floor on the spot.

thought I was infected with the plague, crying at home and grabbing the ground, as if I was going to present it in front of her in the form of a corpse in the next second, no matter how Lin Haixin persuaded me, it was useless.

I myself was so frightened that I thought I was going to die when I was lying in bed, and I even confined myself in my room for fear that my mother would also be infected, refusing to allow them to visit.

My mom could only cry and call the doctors over and over again, and those doctors were afraid of getting infected, and no matter how much money they were given, they would not survive.

My mother thought that I was going to die, and in the end I could only ask Lin Rongshen for help, knowing that he was studying medicine.

At that time, I thought in my heart that if I could see him before I died, I would die without regrets.