1

Chen Yi recalled Bai Qi and Bai Tang's parents, and the impression was that they were two kind-looking faces, and the word "criminal" had nothing to do with even a grain of sand, Bai Father often wore white shirts, and Bai Mother had long black hair, they always maintained a peaceful and quiet smile on their faces, and they were the kind of people whose cuffs would never be yellow and dirty, and who looked spotless on the outside or inside.

Although they don't meet often, Chen Yi has also met Bai Qi's parents many times, they are different from parents who are generally afraid of their children's early love, they have no objection to Bai Qi and Chen Yi's close relationship, and their attitude towards Chen Yi is also very open and liked, often praising her here or there, hoping that Bai Qi can learn more from her, and also hope that they can study in the same university in the future, continue to be good friends, and take care of each other.

However, Bai Qi hasn't mentioned his parents for a long time, which is really strange, when he was a student before, his mantra was always "my dad said", and he would often complain that his mother's cooking was not delicious.

Chen Yi sat alone at the dining table, looking at the closed door, just now she wanted to ask Bai Tang to make things clear, but she rushed out of the door angrily, as if she didn't want to say more to her.

2

In the end, Chen Yi was woken up by Bai Qi's fingertips, she waited too long, lay on the table and fell asleep in a daze, until the tip of her nose was tickled by something, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Bai Qi sitting next to her, looking at her with a smile and apologetic and saying, "I'm coming back late, why don't you go to bed?"

"What time is it?" Chen Yi sat up, stood up and said, "It's okay, the dishes haven't been cooked, when you come back, fry it quickly." ”

"Don't do it, go out to eat, or order takeout. Bai Qi stretched out his hand and gently dragged Chen Yi into his arms, lowered his head and rubbed her neck and said, "You don't have to cook for me, I don't want you to be tired, housework also has cleaning to do, you just need to stand, sit, lie down, how comfortable and happy you are, I just need you to be here and please me." ”

Chen Yi was amused by him, turned sideways, held his face with both hands and asked, "So I don't do anything, just stay motionless, so how can I please you?"

"You still have to move when you need to. He smiled evilly and kissed Chen Yi on the cheek, then put a delicate little shopping bag in her arms and said, "I'll give it to you." ”

Chen Yi took it out and saw that it was a bottle of Tomford perfume, and she opened the lid and asked, "Is this a birthday gift for me?"

"I bought it easily, how can I give such a cheap thing as a birthday gift?" Bai Qi took the perfume, pinched Chen Yi's wrist, sprayed it and asked, "Do you like it?"

Chen Yi sniffed and said, "It's like the smell of sawdust......

"It's sandalwood. Bai Qi laughed, "Don't you feel very cold, advanced?"

"Overly cold and classy. Chen Yi replied, "It smells a little repulsive." ”

"Isn't it good? Do you like the sweet smell that makes you feel like you're going to give it to you?" Bai Qi let go of the hands that were hugging Chen Yi and stared at her with nostalgic eyes, "You used to smell like this, you were such a cold, high-class woman, different from those flowers, Fruity, you are not sweet, you are even a little pungent and prickly, it is the kind of person who feels that the brain is pierced by a sharp sword after seeing it head-on, it is cold and silky, and it is hot, at first you will feel resistant and hateful, because your eyes are like the arrogance that looks down on people, but when you go away, you will never forget it for a long time in retrospect, and it is a smell that you can never forget after smelling it......"

"I don't know if you're praising me or hurting me. Chen Yi smiled bitterly, because the meaning in Bai Qi's words was too partial to her in the past, what a strange feeling, she was jealous of her past self.

Not wanting to be noticed by him, Chen Yi stood up and walked to the kitchen, muttering to himself, "But I still want to cook for you, I am a bit like an old man, I just like someone very much, I really want to watch him eat, I want to feed him delicious food, feed him well-fed ......"

When she raised her hand to open the cupboard, a pair of big hands closed the cabinet door for her from behind with a "snap", she raised her head, saw Bai Qi looking at her with a smile on his face and asked, "You just said you like me?"

"No, I don't. Chen Yi smiled, because his face was proud, like a naïve little boy.

Bai Qi clasped Chen Yi's waist with both hands, lifted her up like a kitten with a slight lift, turned her around in a circle like a playful moment, and then put her back in place, pressed her chin on the top of her head and asked, "When it's your birthday, will you go abroad?" He spoke briskly and was in a very good mood, and unconsciously hugged Chen Yi again, "Where do you want to go? Italy, France, Spain? It's too far, just Japan, if you want to lie down casually on vacation, go to Thailand, the visa is easy, and the Maldives is also fine." ”

Chen Yi, whose feet were off the ground, swayed gently in mid-air as if she had grown wings, she felt very special when she was wrapped in Bai Qi's arms, she felt both stable and illusory, she put her hands on the back of Bai Qi's hands as if holding a safety rope, "What about your birthday?

Suddenly, she obviously felt Bai Qi's whole body stiffen, and the hands around her waist seemed to be unknotted ropes, silently slipping away, and Chen Yi's feet fell back to the ground.

Bai Qi turned his face away, and replied in a stiff and short tone, "No." ”

"Aren't uncles and aunts in Beijing?" Chen Yi grabbed his hand from behind him and asked, "Are they all okay now?"

"Very good. Bai Qi naturally broke away from Chen Yi's hand, and when he walked towards the bright living room, his silent back seemed to be walking into a black tide of ignorance.

Chen Yi chased after him, stopped in front of him, and reluctantly stretched out his hands to hold his face, forcing him to look at him, "What's wrong?" she saw the fluctuating and negative emotions in his eyes, she frowned and asked, "You know what? You can say anything to me, because I—"

- because I love you.

Before she could say this, Bai Qi had already removed her hand, showed a smirk that intended to comfort her, and changed the topic, "What about the sugar?"

The breath has changed......

When he hugged her just now, Chen Yi could feel that the breath between the two people was almost integrated, it was the feeling of warm stirring that was not hot, and at this time, he unfolded an invisible shield against her, like a gap between ice and fire, why? Chen Yi didn't understand, she was stunned, watching Bai Qi take out her mobile phone and say to herself, "Where did you go, you don't go home so late." While dialing Bai Tang's phone, he turned his face to Chen Yi with a relaxed attitude and asked, "Did you see her when you came?"

Chen Yi was even more nervous when he saw him pretending to be indifferent, pressed the hand he was dialing, and asked word by word again, "Bai Qi, I want to know, what's wrong with my uncle and aunt? Where are they?"

Bai Qi didn't say anything, his eyes looked at her like frost and frozen, forming a reflective frozen soil.

In the end, he said in a slow and cold tone: "Chen Yi, you don't need to care too much about our family's affairs. ”

I can't say what kind of emotions it is, disappointment, anger, distress and shame, all the emotions that human beings can produce are tangled and twisted into a choking fog at this moment, which makes her turn around in a panic, grab her bag, and rush out of Bai Qi's house as if escaping a hurricane with hail.

3

Her relationship with Bai Qi is not as close as she imagined, his feelings for her are even less than she thought, Chen Yi walked on the crowded street, only felt that she was leaking wind all over her body, she wrapped her coat tightly, she still felt that she was penetrated by the wind, and at the same time she was rejected and pushed, she felt that in this world, she was alone and had nowhere to go.

Yes, the reason why she is in a hurry to start a family is for this day, as long as her identity is a wife, a mother, and an important member of the family's household register, then when her husband says "We don't need you to take care of our family's affairs", of course she can yell back with confidence, "I am your wife!"

Even if her husband treats her as an outsider, she can sit calmly on the sofa, no matter whether she is ashamed or depressed, she doesn't need to go anywhere, she doesn't need to leave, she doesn't need to look for it, her home is here.

She is sure that she loves Bai Qi, and his leisurely attitude towards her also shows that he knows very well that it is unfair that she can never be sure how much he loves her.

She hated the feeling of giving contained in the love he gave, like a loan that could be withdrawn at any time, she couldn't expect him to bring her a sense of security, when he was in high spirits, he kept saying that he needed her, but there was no proof of how long he would want her, he was just her boyfriend, there was a marriage certificate in this world, there was no lover certificate.

The cranky Chen Yi unconsciously returned to the downstairs of her house, she looked up at the windows of the entire building that were almost all lit, only a few were black, among them there was her own home-home?—— she couldn't help but sneer at herself, no one is waiting for you to go home, you can't call it home.

She walked forward with weak steps, but saw Guo Zhongxue standing at the door of his unit and looking left and right, he was affectionately anxious and manic, a pair of fists clenched tightly, and his eyes under the lenses were full of fierce murderous aura, it was obvious that he was looking for Chen Yi to "want" someone, either Chu Fan or his daughter Qiqi.

She was hesitating to step forward, only to see Guo Zhongxue suddenly kick the tree next to her, and the sound made Chen Yi tremble, turn around and flee.

Back on the busy street, Chen Yicai breathed a sigh of relief, trying to walk into a café along the street to pass the time, but the waiter hung up a sign to close, she looked around, only a fly restaurant selling supper was lit up, there were a few migrant workers sitting in a narrow space drinking beer, she had to change the road and walk a few more steps, saw an Internet café, the last time I went to the Internet café was twelve years ago when I was in school, and Bai Qi wearing a school uniform, the boss looked at them, and did not ask for an ID card, just said simply, "The second floor." "I didn't care.

They went to the Internet café just to pass the time, the two of them squeezed into a chair, drank milk tea and watched two movies with their heads on their heads, the Internet café at that time was very simple in terms of computer equipment and tables and chairs, and the air was filled with the smell of instant noodles and cigarettes, but Chen Yi would not be anxious, all she could smell was the light smell of laundry detergent on Bai Qi's school uniform.

The Internet café that Chen Yi saw now was very bright and atmospheric, it looked like a luxurious hotel lobby, she stood outside the door, looking in through the spacious glass window, there were no young people who looked like students, they were all adults who didn't go home at night, two men noticed her, pointed at her and exchanged their heads and ears for a while, and then laughed a little maliciously, she didn't dare to go in, turned around and walked away.

In the end, she came to a convenience store, stood in front of the shelves with only a few breads left in a daze, took out her mobile phone and looked at the circle of friends first, Bai Qi is almost once in half a year, and Bai Tang posted a photo of a table full of beer cans with the word "annoying", her mother forwarded three news in a row, the title of the first one is "Are you qualified as a child?" This set of photos makes many people embarrassed , She didn't click on it, continued to slide down, and saw Chi Nuo, he sent a photo of the moon, with a fist cheering emoji, she raised her head and saw the same moon, furry.

"Chi Nuo, where are you? Are you free now?" she sent him a WeChat message, "Can you accompany me?"