After I touched my face, I went to the bathroom to look in the mirror, only to find that there were a lot of fine rashes on my face, I counted the time, and quickly rushed out of the room to find it in the private bag on the bed, but after the medicine was turned out, there were only two pills in it.

I looked at the two pills and instantly felt a little desperate.

There are only two pills left, and I can only last for half a month, what should I do.

I sat in a daze for a while, now I can only take one step at a time, who knows what will happen in the future, I took the medicine, picked up the glass of water on the bedside table, and swallowed it together.

The next morning, when I came out of the room, there were two people sitting in the living room, about forty years old, talking to Yi Jin, and everything in the room was quiet except for their whispered conversation.

I didn't know what the identities of those people were, I thought they were Yi Jin's subordinates, so after I took a look at them, I went to the kitchen, and this time there was an aunt in the kitchen, and when the aunt saw me wake up, she immediately prepared breakfast for me.

After that, I sat there quietly eating alone, and subconsciously listened to two sentences, but I couldn't hear them very clearly, and their voices were generally quiet. And there is a cabinet between the living room and the sofa.

In the end, I didn't bother to listen, and after eating a few minutes, there was movement from Yi Jin's side, Yi Jin got up from the sofa and said to one of the men in black: "Officer Qu, my friend's matter, please leave the investigation." ”

The man in black shook hands with Yi Jin and said, "Of course, I will definitely investigate this matter carefully, it is really our dereliction of duty that such a murder will happen in such a society now." ”

Yi Jin said lightly: "No one wants this kind of thing, I will trouble you a lot during this time." ”

The man in black said, "No problem, if there is a need in the future, I will trouble you again." ”

Yi Jin said directly: "No problem." He said to Chen Su on the side: "Send Officer Qu Director Wang downstairs." ”

Chen Su said yes, and immediately led the two people towards the door, and after they got on the elevator, they quickly disappeared at the door of the room.

At this time, I stood up from the dining table, walked over to Yi Jin and asked, "Are they police?"

Yi Jin just got up from the sofa, he looked at me and asked, "Is there any problem?"

I said, "The reason why you let Tan Yun go over there is to use the fact that Tan Yun was injured to pull Yu Zhenghe out from behind?"

Yi Jin glanced at me lightly, and he said, "Are you very idle?" He wanted to go to the study when he said goodbye, I immediately rushed over to block him and said, "How can you do this? You are sacrificing Tan Yun in order to achieve your own goals, and two little police officers, do you think you can break Yu Zhenghe?" Yao Yaoqing's side will definitely shield Yu Zhenghe, Yao Yaoqing and Yu Zhenghe are now a whole, the interests between the two people are intricate, one is prosperous and the other is lost, even if Yao Yaoqing knows that Yu Zhenghe and his wife have a leg, he may not be able to do anything to him, not to mention these two little police officers now. ”

I clenched my fists and said, "Have you forgotten? Xiao Qi, on the day Xiao Qi died, so many policemen were there, and he dared to find a sniper to shoot, and then this matter was still suppressed by Yao Yaoqing above, wasn't there enough police that day? Wasn't the case big enough that day? A six-year-old child was hung on a cliff by the sea for several hours, so many policemen came, and the final result was that he fell into the sea and died, but the outside reports didn't have a word related to this, let alone Tan Yun's attempted murder?"

When I think of those scenes, I still can't control my emotions, and the whole province is trembling, this incident is like a scar, every time I mention it, it is like someone digging up the wound again, and sprinkling salt on the bleeding place.

The most important thing is that the pain is still a pain that you can't scream, and it will only spread all over your body with the blood.

Yi Jin sensed my abnormality, and he instructed Anne on the side: "Pour a glass of water." When Anne heard this, she immediately turned and walked towards the kitchen, she handed me a glass of cold boiled water, and I stubbornly said, "I don't need it." ”

Yi Jin said coldly: "Are you sure that you can still talk in your current state?"

I just wanted to say that I could, but in the end I didn't want to go down again, took the glass of water, and after drinking it in one gulp, I gasped, calmed my breath, and then said in a tense voice: " What I want from beginning to end is for Yu Zhenghe to kill people to pay for his life, I didn't think about dragging so many people into the water, Tan Yun is to help me, if something really happens to her this time, I won't forgive myself, including Yi Jin, what I want is for Xiaoqi to rest in peace, not after letting him rest in peace, he will have to bear the debt pressed by adults, since this is the case, then what's the point of letting Yu Zhenghe die?"

I sat down on the couch and tried to keep myself as emotional as possible.

But more and more I realized that something was wrong, my hands were shaking, shaking violently. Before I could put down the cup in my hand, it rolled out of my palm without me even realizing it.

I felt a headache, but I didn't want Yi Jin to notice my abnormality, so I immediately got up from the sofa and said, "I'm a little tired, I need to rest." ”

After I said this, I wanted to rush in the direction of the room, seeing that I had just taken a step, Yi Jin grabbed me from behind, he pulled me into his arms, he felt my body trembling, Yi Jin frowned and looked at me and asked, "Xiao Fan, what's wrong with you?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I didn't do much, you let go of me, you let go of me!"

The last sentence I almost roared out with all my strength, Yi Jin felt that I was getting more and more wrong, he seemed to realize something, looked around the room, he grabbed my shoulders with both hands and asked, "Where's the medicine?"

I couldn't answer, I just hugged myself tightly, breathed hard and breathed hard.

Yi Jin called Anne over to see me and told her not to let me run around, and after he finished speaking, he quickly went into my room to get the medicine, but it was obvious that he didn't get anything, it was all empty.

Yi Jin, who has always been calm, snatched me from Annie's hand, and he frowned and asked loudly, "Xiaofan, where is the medicine?"

He controlled the face I wanted to dodge and asked again, "Where's the medicine?"

I shuddered and said, "Medicine, medicine, medicine is gone." ”

When Yi Jin heard my words, he immediately said to Annie: "Let Chen Su come over." ”

Anne may have been frightened by this symptom, and was stunned: "Huh?".

Yi Jin roared angrily: "What are you doing there, looking for Chen Su!"

Yi Jin has always been gentle and gentle to the people around him, and the first time he was so angry that Anne trembled with fright, she didn't dare to delay even a second, and immediately rushed to the phone to call Chen Su.

Yi Jin hugged me and walked towards the bedroom, and at the moment when I was about to go crazy, he pressed me to the bed, covered my face, and his forehead pressed against mine and said, "Fan Fan, calm down." He grabbed my hand holding the sheet and said, "I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." ”

But at this time, no matter what he said, I couldn't listen to it, I just felt a headache, there seemed to be more than a dozen hammers in it, striking hard, I struggled from Yi Jin's hand, and I held my head and screamed in my heart.

My consciousness was completely confused, and even my vision in front of me was blurred, and I only felt that Yi Jin was constantly controlling my body to prevent me from self-harming behavior, but I was in too much pain, and I wanted to try to push the weight on my body away, but after a few pushes, I couldn't push away, I grabbed my head and said to him like crazy: "You get out! Get out! Don't press me! Don't." I beg you, brother, don't do this to me, I beg you. ”

I shouted into the air in panic again: "Mom, you help me, you come and help me, don't do this, don't touch me, don't touch me!"

The fear that penetrated deep into the bone marrow many years ago all ran out, the desperate screams and fear when I was pressed under Yi Jin, and the moment when Xiao Qi fell rapidly from the dead tree, the car accident, my mother's screams, Xiao Qi's crying, and the screams of fear when I was young. It was like throwing me into a black hole, and there was nothing in it, but I stood there alone, listening to the screams, cries, and laughter, but I had nowhere to hide.

In the end, I didn't even know what I was talking about, I only remembered that I kept repeating the previous things, the previous words, begging over and over again, let Yi Jin let me go, don't do this kind of thing to me, I am his sister, he can't do this to me.

But he was still like a beast. Lurking on me, biting at me, tugging at my clothes, I felt like my soul was going to be torn to shreds.

It's all the same as before, no one is coming to help me, and it's useless for me to scream at my throat.

Later, I don't know what happened, everything in front of me gradually became a lot clearer, and the people in white clothes shook in front of me, and Yi Jin's face, they seemed to have injected something into my body, and I was crazy, and after those liquids entered my body, I gradually stabilized.

I was sweating profusely and panting there, and Yi Jin held me in his arms. stroked me over and over again, and my tears said, "Fan Fan, it's okay, don't be afraid, it's okay." ”

But I didn't even have the strength to respond to him, I just opened my mouth and tried to breathe in the air.

Like a fish desperately starved of water, he gasped hard.

After a long time, Yi Jin's face with a frown gradually became a little blurry, I was too tired, I couldn't support it, I wanted to rest, so I drooped my tired eyelids.

At the moment when I fell asleep, I felt like I was holding my Yi Jin all the time. He buried his face in my neck, he didn't move, and I didn't know what he was thinking, and when I was about to fall into a dream, suddenly I seemed to hear him choke and say sorry to me, and then some hot liquid dripped on the skin of my neck, along the lines of my chest, sliding down little by little, sliding to my heart, like a piece of red-hot iron, pressing to death in my heart.

When I fell into the dream, I thought, it's so good, I'm going to escape from this world again, and I don't have to hurt anymore.

I had another long dream, but I didn't know exactly what I dreamed of, and when I opened my eyes from the dream again, it was bright outside, and the air seemed to smell of flowers, and the smell of the sun, mixed with a hint of rice.

I looked around the room with my eyes open, and a person rushed over to the bed, it was Anne, and she asked with a concerned face: "Miss Yu, you finally woke up, is there anything uncomfortable? Do you want to eat something? Do you want water?"

Anne asked me so many questions at once that I couldn't answer them a little, but after a long time, I asked in a hoarse voice, "What time is it?"

Anne said, "It's ten o'clock." ”

I said, "Ten o'clock in the morning?"

She said, "Yes." ”

She asked, "Are you hungry?"

I thought about it, raised my weak hand, touched my stomach and said, "It seems to be a little." ”

She quickly said, "I'll bring you some porridge." ”

After Anne went out, not long after, she came in with something, and after she helped me up, she blew the porridge in the bowl and carefully handed it to my mouth, and after I took a sip, she asked very weakly, "What about Yi Jin?"

Anne said, "Sir is out, and will not be back until the afternoon." ”

After I sighed, I lowered my head and ate a few mouthfuls of porridge, and asked, "How am I good?"

Anne glanced at me, "The medicine was brought back by my husband, and I gave it to you, and you are almost fine." ”

Where did Yi Jin get the medicine, just as I was thinking like this, Anne asked me if I wanted to drink some soup, and I nodded.

Anne went out to get me soup again, and after eating, I felt that my strength had recovered a little, so I walked around the living room a few times, and I asked Anne about the situation on Tan Yun's side, and Anne told me that Tan Yun had come out and was out of danger.

When she said this, I was anxious for her, and Anne immediately stopped me and said, "You are just right, you can't go out for the time being." ”

But I ignored Anne's words, turned around and went to the room to change clothes and came out. I found my phone and bag in the living room, but I couldn't find it after looking around, and I thought that Anne must have hidden it, so I forced her to take it out.

Anne was about to cry, she said, "Miss Yu, don't embarrass me, if you have any three strengths and two weaknesses, Mr. will definitely let me go." ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, and I didn't look for it anymore, I was going to walk to the hospital, anyway, this side is not far from the hospital, but who knows before I opened the door, Yi Jin and Chen Su stood at the door, and I was startled. Subconsciously took a few steps back, and then looked at them who had suddenly returned.

It should be raining lightly outside, and Yi Jin's jet-black hair is mixed with small crystal droplets.

When he saw me looking like I was going out, he asked, "Where are you going?" ”

I thought about it and said, "I want to go and see Tan Yun." ”

Yi Jin's face was a little serious, and his tone was a little stern, and he asked, "Do you think your current state is suitable for going out?" ”

I said, "I'll just go see her and I'll be back soon." ”

Yi Jin ignored me, and after he walked in from outside the door, he took a blanket from the hanger on the side, wrapped me tightly and said, "I am not allowed to go out for the past few days." ”

I was about to say why, but after he threw a cold look at me, I held back what I wanted to say. Didn't talk to him anymore.

He led me to the edge of the couch and pushed me down, he crouched down in front of me, looked at my face, shook my hand and asked, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

I said, "No, it's fine." ”

Anne immediately said on the side: "Miss Yu just ate a lot of porridge and chicken soup. ”

When Yi Jin heard this, he hummed, and then moved his gaze to my face again to look at me, and did not speak.

I felt that Yi Jin looked at me a little strangely, so I touched my face and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yi Jin still didn't speak, just stretched out his hand and took my hand off his face, he clenched it a little tighter, and said, "If there is anything uncomfortable, you must tell me." ”

I smiled and said, "I'm fine, you really don't want to do that." It made me nervous. ”

Yi Jin also smiled, his smile was very light, but this was the first smile that could be called a smile since he came in.

He touched my head and said, "It's okay." ”

He got up from in front of me, and I immediately tugged at his sleeve and asked, "Then how am I doing?"

Yi Jin looked at me and said, "I'm good." ”

I said, "Really?" I thought of what Anne had just said to me, and I said, "But Anne said, you got the medicine back." ”

He said, "Don't worry about that, since you're awake, let the doctor come and have a good check-up." ”

Yi Jin glanced at Chen Su, after Chen Su understood, he immediately went to the side to call, and it didn't take long for the doctor to come over, and after I lay on the bed, I let him check, and he checked for a long time. The brow has been furrowed, and it has not been stretched from beginning to end.

He asked me a few questions, it was a few elementary school math problems, I don't know why he asked me these, I didn't solve them, because I was not good at math since I was a child, and now the math problems in elementary school are very difficult.

However, with so many people watching, I still felt a little embarrassed, and glanced at Yi Jin for help.

Standing on the side, he immediately walked over with a smile and said to the doctor, "She has been bad at math since she was a child, don't embarrass her." ”

Then the doctor said, "Then I'll give you a few of them." ”

After that, it's simple addition, subtraction and multiplication, which is very easy, and I did it quickly, but I didn't have a sense of achievement. On the contrary, I felt a little embarrassed, and I observed the expressions of everyone on the side, and found that there was no contempt, so I put my mind at ease.

After looking at it for a long time, the doctor smiled and said, "It's all right, let's get some rest." ”

However, when he got up from my bedside, he turned his head to look at Yi Jin, and the two of them didn't know what they were making eye contact, so Yi Jin said to the doctor, "I'll send you out." ”

The doctor smiled and nodded, and after the two left one after the other, Anne gave me a glass of water, I felt a little thirsty, so I took a few sips, and not long after Chen Su also went out.

When Yi Jin came back, it was twenty minutes later. He walked in through the door, and I immediately asked him if the doctor had anything to say to him.

Yi Jin walked over, and after sitting on the edge of my bed, he stroked my face and said in a gentle voice, "The doctor said that you are recovering well and that there is nothing wrong." ”

I said, "I think it's okay too, I don't have a headache now, I'm much better." ”

Yi Jin heard my words, just smiled and looked at me silently, I don't know why, but I seemed to see a trace of solemnity and worry in his eyes overflowing with a light smile.

I don't know if it's my own delusion, because Yi Jin's behavior is normal, and there is nothing wrong with it.

I didn't bother to think about it after that. I always feel that after this time, people have become a lot weaker, and their heads have become a little sluggish, and I took two pills that day, but I didn't expect it to be so short, and it happened again.

I rested in the hotel for almost five days, Yi Jin agreed to let me go out of the room, the first thing I could do after I was able to go out was to go to the hospital to see Tan Yun, I took Anne to the door of Tan Yun's ward, but was directly blocked by Shi Jie, almost ten days, Tan Yun still hasn't woken up.

Shi Jie said to me, "You go back, I don't want to argue with a woman." ”

I said to Shi Jie: "I'll just look at Tan Yun, I'll leave at a glance, please let me in, okay?"

Shi Jie looked at me and said, "Is it useful to look at this?

He sneered and said, "Since it can't be done, then you better not appear in front of Tan Yun, I believe that even if she is awake now, she will not want to see you." ”

I couldn't refute Shi Jie's words, so I could only bite my lip and stand in front of him without saying a word.

Anne couldn't bear it anymore, she said: "It's not Miss Yu's willingness to have such a thing happen, she hasn't been feeling well these days, so she is in a hurry to visit, so it's too unkind for you to do this." ”

When Shi Jie heard Annie's words, he asked with a smile, "In this way, I have to thank your Miss Yu for coming to visit?"

Anne wanted to say something, but I immediately grabbed her hand and said, "Anne, don't say it." ”

Anne glanced at me and said, "Why don't you say it?" Just take a look, he won't let him, maybe he is stingy, and even Tan, how can he be more excited than Miss Tan's family." ”

I shook my head at Anne again, motioning for her to stop talking, Anne didn't listen to me, and wanted to say, I was a little angry, and raised my voice to Anne and said, "You go outside and wait for me first!"

Anne was stunned by my yelling for a few seconds, and after looking at me for a long time, she left here and went downstairs to wait for me.

After leaving me and Shi Jie, I didn't rush to speak, but stood in front of him for a while, and after a while, I said in a low voice: "Lawyer Shi, I know you blame me, and I also know that I am sorry for Tan Yun, but I never thought of evading responsibility, you are a lawyer, you should know the word responsibility better than anyone else, but from beginning to end, you have not given me the opportunity to take responsibility, but kept attacking me, more than ten days, Tan Yun, has been lying here for more than ten days, I believe you hope that she can wake up sooner than anyone else." What I want to say is, can we use all this time of attacking each other to find a way to treat her? When she wakes up, what do you want to do to me, how do you want me to make amends, I will willingly do it, do you say?"

After Shi Jie heard my words, he didn't speak for a long time, and I said again: "And now you don't have any right to stop me, first, you are just her friend, but I believe that the two of us must have known each other for longer than you." ”

Shi Jie's face loosened a little, and he said, "I'll only give you ten minutes." ”

He finished. I was relieved to move away from the door, and I said sincerely, "Thank you." ”

Then I slowly walked in through the door, and after entering, when I saw Tan Wan who was holding gauze all over her head, I stood there stunned for a long time, and I couldn't believe that the person lying on the hospital bed at this time was actually her.

She had always been beautiful and flamboyant, but now her long flaming red hair was gone, leaving only a bare and incomparably thick head wrapped in gauze.

There was a nurse in the ward twenty-four hours a day, and she was full of tubes all over her body, and her mouth was always open, slowly exhaling.

I didn't even dare to go over, I really didn't expect that one day Tan Wan would lie in such a place.

One of the nurses in the room didn't move for a long time when she saw me standing there. She walked over and handed me a mask and motioned for me to bring it, saying that she was too weak now and was afraid that I would infect her with the virus in my breath.

I followed the nurse's words, put on the mask, and walked over step by step, the nurse gave me a seat to sit down, I wanted to shake her hand, but the nurse wouldn't let me touch it.

I covered my lips hard to keep my cries from leaking out of my mouth.

I don't know how long I cried there, and when I felt a little pain in my head, there was a knock at the door, and the nurse told me that it was time to go out, but I didn't have time to say anything to Tan Yun.

Anne came to urge me, too. Yi Jin asked me to come out this time, only gave me an hour, it is estimated that he called to urge, I had no other way, I looked at Tan Yun for the last time, then got up and left the ward slowly, and when I arrived outside the ward, Shi Jie was still outside, and he seemed to have something to say to me.

When I looked at him, he walked up to me and said, "Miss Yi, Li Guoping's case, from today onwards, I will no longer take over, you should invite another master." ”

I looked at him with red eyes, and he didn't say anything more. What he said just now was more like a notice, and after he finished notifying, he entered Tan Yun's hospital room, and then closed the door.

I stood there for a long time, and Anne saw that I didn't react at all, probably because she was afraid that I would be sick again, so she cautiously asked me: "Miss Yu, are you okay?"

I reacted, glanced at her, and shook my head.

She breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Let's go, it's been an hour and a half, and Mr. has already called to urge." ”

I was a little uncomfortable and said a good word.

When he returned to the hotel, Yi Jin was already waiting there, and when he saw me walking in from outside, he immediately put down his mobile phone and walked towards me, holding me and asking, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

(Tianjin)