Chapter 499: Panic
Bai Shengnan looked at Si Niannian, the man's eyes were so full of doubts.
And Si Niannian at this moment, she naturally knew why she wanted to do this to Bai Shengnan, and she also knew what it meant to Bai Shengnan by doing this.
She just didn't want Bai Shengnan to get too close to her.
She didn't want to let her heart calm down because of Bai Shengnan's approach, and suddenly the panic on her right side fell.
Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, and then said to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, don't come near me for the time being, you ...... You asked me to finish what I wanted to say...... That's all right?"
Si Niannian said such things to Bai Shengnan, almost in a pleading tone.
Bai Shengnan saw Si Niannian like this, after he heard Si Niannian say this, he looked at Si Niannian, and then nodded to Si Niannian.
"Niannian, what do you want to say, say it, I listened carefully. ”
After Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan say this, she suddenly felt as if her heart had become relaxed.
Yes, as early as on that isolated island, when Bai Shengnan took her away from Tu Minglang, from that time on, Si Niannian already had a lot of things to say to Bai Shengnan in his heart, and there were already a lot of things that he had to say to Bai Shengnan.
It's just that because of Si Niannian's cowardice, because Si Niannian was scared again and again, she chose not to say it.
But now, things have developed to this point, Si Niannian feels that he seems to have reached the point where he has to do some things again, and some things have to be said.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, and after she got Bai Shengnan's permission, Si Niannian said to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, the person who should apologize is me, and the person who should say sorry is also me, it has always been me." ”
Yes, it has always been her, and no one knows this better than Si Niannian.
Therefore, Si Niannian had to make up her mind at this time, when Bai Shengnan once again apologized to her, and felt extremely guilty about her again, that she made up her mind to explain everything clearly to Bai Shengnan today, here.
When Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this, she only felt a little surprised.
He didn't even know why Si Niannian chose to say such things to him at such a time, he only felt that when he heard Si Niannian say this, he seemed to have some faint uneasiness in his heart.
Thinking of this, Bai Shengnan looked at Si Niannian with a very puzzled look, and then said to Si Niannian, "Niannian, what's wrong with you?"
Oh, yes?
What the hell happened to her?
Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan ask her this, and she seemed to feel that she had nothing to say here.
However, it seems that there are many, many things that she wants to say to Bai Shengnan, and she must say them now.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian wanted to know what was wrong with her more than anyone else, she just wanted to make it clear to Bai Shengnan now, and she just wanted to say everything she wanted to say to Bai Shengnan.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, and then, she slowly opened her mouth and said to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, it's me who should say I'm sorry, it's me who didn't take good care of Feifei, if Feifei wasn't for me, I wouldn't have been persecuted by others to be what I am now, do you understand? The person who should say I'm sorry is me, not you!"
When Si Niannian said this, she thought of Bai Feifei's appearance, and her heart felt inexplicably heartache.
Speaking of fighting here, Si Niannian paused, she looked at Bai Shengnan, obviously, Bai Shengnan was not ready.
However, now that she has spoken, there is no turning back.
Bai Shengnan didn't answer Si Niannian's question, he was completely surprised by what Si Niannian said.
Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, and then continued, "Bai Shengnan, it's my fault, so the person who should say I'm sorry is me, it's me!"
Si Niannian said this, the more she talked, the more excited she became, obviously, Si Niannian's previous method of forcibly calming herself down no longer had much effect.
Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, after Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this, in Bai Shengnan's heart, Bai Shengnan seemed to want to say something to Si Niannian, but after Bai Shengnan thought about it in her heart, she felt that she didn't need to say anything anymore.
Now Si Niannian seems to have a lot of things to say to her.
Thinking of this, Bai Shengnan listened quietly.
Si Niannian didn't wait for Bai Shengnan's answer, she looked at Bai Shengnan, I don't know when it started, Si Niannian's eyes became red.
Si Niannian said to Bai Shengnan, "The person who should say sorry has always been me, Bai Shengnan, it's not that you didn't protect me, so you have to apologize, but I ...... It's because I didn't handle my own emotional problems that I let you ...... Makes you feel so guilty. ”
When Si Niannian said this, her voice was almost choked.
She knew that this was all her, she had been avoiding it before, only she had been avoiding the relationship between her and Tu Minglang before, and the relationship between her and Bai Shengnan, so things would have developed to the point where they were now, and all Si Niannian's previous incomprehension seemed to be explained at such a moment.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian lowered her head in front of Bai Shengnan, seemingly, as if, what was she going to say something even more sad and desperate next.
Si Niannian's voice suddenly became very small, very small.
She said to Bai Shengnan, "So, Bai Shengnan, ...... in the future Can I beg you later...... Please, don't say sorry to me anymore, stop saying sorry to me and stuff like that, okay?"
Si Niannian knew better than anyone else in her heart that she was obviously sorry for Bai Shengnan, and this should have been said by her, not Bai Shengnan.
Thinking of this, after Si Niannian said such words to Bai Shengnan, she suddenly no longer had the strength to say superfluous words to Bai Shengnan.
After Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this, he also heard Si Niannian's whispered sobs, Bai Shengnan walked in front of Si Niannian, and then said to Si Niannian, "Okay, whatever you say, I'll promise you, okay?"
You see, it's already this time, and this man is still so gentle with her.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian slowly looked up at Bai Shengnan, it seemed that at this time, she no longer knew what to say to Bai Shengnan.