180. Love is just the icing on the cake, not the charcoal in the snow

Jiang Hua's words made me sit there for a long time and I couldn't come to my senses, until the waiter came over and asked me if I wanted to add water, I reacted, glanced at the waiter, and I said no.

The waiter saw that I was in a strange mood and didn't bother me any more.

I sat down and drank the steaming cup of coffee in front of me, got up with my bag in my hand, and left.

I walked aimlessly on the street, I didn't know where I should go, I was very confused, and I didn't know how long I had been walking, when I stopped in front of a hospital, I looked up at the building in front of me, only to find that this was the hospital where Tan Yun lived before.

Now I have never received any news from her, I have the intention of trying my luck, according to my memory, I found the floor where Tan Yun's previous ward belonged, and arrived in front of her ward, at this time, a nurse happened to come out of it, and my footsteps immediately stopped.

The nurse was holding a tray full of medicines, and she was looking at me, and I was about to ask her, but who knew she was talking before me.

She asked me, "Who are you looking for?"

I was stunned for a few seconds, and after a few seconds, I regained my mind and smiled and said to the nurse, "May I ask about a patient named Tan Wan who lived here before." Is she still here?"

The nurse pondered for a while when she heard my words, and then she asked, "What is the disease?"

I was about to speak, but the nurse seemed to remember something, and she said, "Is it the patient who fell unconscious and has vegetative tendencies because of a car accident and fell off a cliff?"

Seeing that the nurse described it so accurately, I hurriedly said, "Yes, yes, yes." ”

The nurse smiled at me and said, "She has changed the bed, no one is here, she is currently on the 22nd floor, ward 36, you can go and have a look." ”

I didn't expect Tan Yun to be still here, I just wanted to ask her about Tan Yun's condition, but the nurse ignored me, it seemed that she still had something to do, and went to another ward with a medicine plate.

I stood there for a while, then left from here, and took the elevator to the twenty-second floor, as the nurse had just told me, and when I reached the twenty-second floor, I kept thinking about the thirty-sixth ward, and I was afraid that I would forget.

I took a deep breath, pushed the door and walked in, it was very noisy inside, the situation was not as quiet as I imagined, there were constantly patients in the corridor, supported by family members, and the nurses were also in a hurry, each looking hurried.

The nurses' station kept coming to mind the call bell of the ward, so it seemed lively and chaotic.

I walked to the nurse's station, and there happened to be a nurse who was checking out the patient's hospitalization procedures, and I asked, "Hello nurse, may I ask which bed does a patient named Tan Yun live in?"

When the nurse heard this, she stopped operating the computer in her hand, and she suddenly pointed behind me and said, "Hey, are you looking for Tan Yun? Isn't Tan Yun right behind you?"

She suddenly shouted behind me, "Tan Yun!

When I looked back, I saw Shi Jie standing behind me with a woman in a hospital gown, and they also happened to hear the nurse's call and looked back at the other end of the hallway.

I stood there for a long time without moving, thinking I was hallucinating.

It wasn't until Tan Yun's face gradually became clear through the people walking back and forth between us that she, who was supported by Shi Jie, suddenly raised her hand and waved at me, with a smile on her face.

Just like many years ago, when we first met, she also smiled like this, clear, and childish, with a hint of cunning in her childishness.

It dawned on me that in ten years, she never seemed to have changed, even now.

I stood there for a while and didn't know how to react, afraid that all this would be my own imaginary dream, until Shi Jie helped Tan Yun and walked towards me step by step, until she stood still in front of me, raised her hand and flicked it my forehead, and said with a smile: "Oh, little tail, we haven't seen each other for a long time." ”

I realized that it was all true, it was so true in front of me, I didn't know what I was supposed to say, I had just opened my mouth and wanted to call her name. Before a word came out of my tongue, I covered my lips and looked at her with tears streaming down my face.

She seemed to understand what kind of mood I was feeling at this time, she pulled her hand out of Shi Jie's hand, leaned over and hugged me.

I cried and laughed in her arms, and in the end, I couldn't control my emotions and buried myself in her arms and cried.

Everyone in the ward looked at us, Tan Wan patted me on the back and comforted me for a long time, she let go of me, raised her hand to wipe the tears on my face and said with a smile: "Look at you crying like this, I don't know what kind of terminal illness I have." ”

I had been crying a little hoarsely, and my voice was almost hoarse, and I asked in a muffled voice, "When did you wake up?"

But she didn't answer me, because so many people were watching, and she said, "Let's go to my room first." ”

Shi Jie held her, and she was about to leave, but seeing that I hadn't caught up, she turned around and grabbed my hand again, and took me to her hospital room.

When I arrived at her hospital room, I found that Tan Wan had lost a lot of weight, and there was a scar around one of her eyes. Tan Yun sent Shi Jie to pour water for us, and when she saw that I was staring around her eyes, she was stunned, her fingers stroked around her eyes, and she said nonchalantly: "It's a blessing that the eyes are saved, this scar is nothing, and when it's all right, I will go to the beauty salon to repair it, and the scar can be removed." ”

After she finished speaking, she immediately brought a plate of fruit to me and said, "Come, the imported grapes are sweet." ”

I sat there and didn't move.

Tan Wan saw my mother-in-law's mother, I was a little impatient, she has always been a hot person, so she grabbed me and went to the plate to take it, she said: "Hurry up and eat, this is sweet, my cousin sent it to me from afar." ”

At her urging, I grabbed a few grapes in my hand, but I didn't eat them, and what I wanted to say, she seemed to have anticipated what I was going to say.

After pinching a grape in her mouth, she raised her hand and made a pause gesture to me and said: "This kind of thing is over, let's never mention it again, I am willing to go for you, so now if something happens, it has nothing to do with you, it can only be my bad luck, and I'm not okay now? So, I don't want to hear too much about that. ”

At this time, Shi Jie came over with a drink, Tan Yun immediately changed the topic, took the drink from Shi Jie's hand, handed it to me and said: "Black tea, good tea, my mother is reluctant to drink it, if I didn't have this errand, it is estimated that the old lady would have to hide it, you drink it quickly, see how it tastes, it is delicious, I will give you a few packs." ”

Tan Yun is not a person who likes to talk a lot. So I didn't say anything more, I took a sip of tea from the cup in my hand, and only then took a sip, Tan Yun looked at me a few times, and saw that I was so thin that he asked: "I heard Shi Jie say, it seems that you are also very unwell, how are you doing now?"

I said, "It's almost fine." ”

I immediately changed the subject and asked, "When did you wake up?"

She laughed twice and said, "Just two months ago, hey, don't say it, I woke up so mysterious, when everyone thought I was going to sleep like this." Do you know? One day my mother came to the hospital and got some silver needles to prick me, but it woke me up, and you know, my mother, an old lady, loves to do some acupuncture things, and I used to think that she was just a little play. Tan Wan slapped her thigh, heyed, and said with her hands dancing: "I didn't expect the old lady to really have a few unique skills that woke me up, but let me tell you, it's not that she has a lot of skills, I just think that I woke up in pain, and the old lady is so angry now." was instigated by the relatives of the family to let her open an acupuncture hall, you say it's funny or not, just her half-hanging, just her half-hanging, just scourge me, and even run away to harm others!"

Tan Wan still loves to talk as much as before, and she can't stop talking at all, but when she was talking in a colorful voice, I found that she and Shi Jie had exactly the same style of rings on their hands.

Just as she couldn't stop talking, Shi Jie stuffed a grape into her mouth with his backhand and said, "You take a break, don't stop talking." ”

Tan Yun, who was stuffed with grapes, glared at Shi Jie and said, "You care about me." I'm happy. So he sent Shi Jie to the balcony to collect her clothes, saying that after a long time of drying, the clothes would be old.

Shi Jie glanced at me, but he went honestly, and Shi Jie's attitude towards me is not cold to this day.

After he went to the balcony to hand his things, Tan Wan whispered in my ear mysteriously: "Xiaofan, I'm about to get married." ”

Then she lifted her hand with the ring in front of me and shook it at me, her eyes full of happiness.

I wasn't a little surprised, and asked her with a smile, "And Shi Jie?"

Tan Yun didn't expect me to say it, so he asked in surprise: "How do you know?"

I pointed to Shi Jie on the balcony.

Tan Yun didn't hide it at all, she sighed and said: "Oh, people have thought about some things clearly when they are middle-aged, love is sometimes a luxury, it is better to cherish the person in front of you." ”

She refers to Yi Jin for luxury jewelry, and the person in front of her is Shi Jie.

Tan Yun's feelings for Yi Jin, in fact, I didn't know what to say, I just asked her: "You let it go?"

Tan Wan sat cross-legged on the bed and took a sip of tea, and she hummed with certainty.

I said, "Is it because of your accident?"

Before I finished speaking, Tan Yun waved his hand again and again and said, "No, no, where did you all think of it, did you even think that Yi Jin deliberately sent me to death?"

I was stunned for a few seconds, and then asked, "Isn't it?"

Tan Yun was a little angry and said: "Xiao Fan, what do you want me to say about you?" Actually, you and Shi Jie have misunderstood, when I went to find Li Luo for you at that time, Yi Jin called me in advance and asked me not to go over, but, I am too unbelieved, I have already walked there at that time, only a few steps away from Li Luo, I am unwilling, so I want to go over to see before I am willing to go, but who knows that such a thing will happen as soon as I go." ”

Regarding Tan Yun's words, I immediately frowned and asked, "Did he call you?"

Tan Wan said with great certainty: "That's right!"

I said, "But why didn't he tell me?"

As soon as I finished saying this, Tan Yun looked at me fixedly, and she said, "Xiaofan, have you really understood Yi Jin's feelings for you?"

She said: "In your eyes, Yi Jin has always been the rapist who raped you, right?"

I don't know why she brought it up, I'm a little unnatural, I just wanted to deny something.

Tan Yun directly interrupted me and said: "What is the relationship between you, I have never dared to judge randomly, but Xiao Fan, I only tell you everything I saw, before I had an accident, Yi Jin did call me in advance, this matter is true, the reason why he didn't tell you about this matter is because everything was a foregone conclusion at that time, Yi Jin knows your personality very well, if you know that I am because of you." You will never forgive yourself, and it seems that you were not in good health at that time, so he made everyone mistakenly think that he deliberately asked me to die, but in fact it is not, our classmates have been friends for so many years, how can he be so frustrated, the reason why he didn't say this is just to make you blame yourself less, and he resisted everything on himself, for you, he has always been like this. ”

Tan Wan looked at me and said, "This is how he loves you." Bit by bit, considerate, never public, do you remember the time when your parents died? He looked very sensible, very ruthless, and didn't even shed a single tear, but you may not know, after I learned about this incident, I gave Yi Jin a phone call as soon as possible, and I clearly heard his hoarse voice on the phone, it was his cry, he has always been a man who stands up to the sky, and he will not even be too sad to be too public. He just said a word to me in a hoarse voice, and that sentence was that Fan Fan was fine. Xiao Fan, you seem to know Yi Jin, but in fact, you don't really understand, you have always been shrouded in previous nightmares, of course, this is also what Yi Jin deserves. ”

At this time, Shi Jie had already put the clothes in from the outside, and Tan Yun's words stopped at the point, she patted my hand, and didn't say anything.

I'm left to sit there. A little overwhelmed.

I don't know how I got out of Tan Yun, after arriving at the hotel, I sat on the sofa, looked at the black screen TV and fell into thought, after that, I got up from the sofa tiredly and made a call to Anne with my mobile phone, which was the first call I gave her after I came back from abroad.

When she got my call, she was on the other end of the line, almost screaming, asking where I was.

As for Anne's excitement, I just said to her weakly: "I'm in the country now, I'm safe, nothing will happen." You can rest assured. ”

Anne was in a hurry on the other end of the phone, she said, "It's not that you are not safe---- she impulsively, as if she was about to say something that should not be said, but she stopped the car in time.

I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to laugh, I said, "What you want to say is that Yi Jin won't let me return to China, right?"

Anne explained: "No, don't get me wrong, but you still need to recuperate, and you are not suitable for ----."

I interrupted Anne and said, "Okay, Anne, now you just need to tell me where Yi Jin is, you should also tell him about my secret return to China, right? Don't come to see me, Anne, and I'll ask you again if something is wrong. ”

Anne was forced to cry by me, and she said with a crying voice: "Miss Yi, I really don't know, come back quickly, just take it as if I begged you." ”

I said, "Okay, forget it, I'm afraid I won't force you, Annie, you tell him that if he doesn't come to me, I'll take the initiative to find him." Until I found him. ”

I hung up the phone.

In the next few days, I didn't change the hotel room, I have been living there, and what I have to do every day is to wait for the phone, wait for Anne's call, and click on Yi Jin's phone, but the phone in the hotel seems to be out of order, and there is no movement.

I'm bored of waiting, so I'll go to the hospital to accompany Tan Yun, she and Shi Jie are now blending oil in honey, and the two of them are not good.

Tan Wan said to me. She didn't like Shi Jie's appearance at first, she thought she was very old, but she didn't know why, when she woke up, when she saw Shi Jie's anxious face, she found that it was quite pleasing to the eye.

Maybe women are like this, they will always fall in love with someone easily because of their appearance, and they always seem a little stingy to those who are ordinary-looking, a good-looking face can give you the illusion that it is love.

But true love, when he gets old, his core is actually the resonance of the soul, and his appearance is just the icing on the cake, and it will definitely not be a charcoal in the snow.

Everyone understands this truth, but not everyone can understand it in time.

Fortunately, Shi Jie's dedication to Tan Yun finally blossomed, and with a response, it can be regarded as a good thing.

Tan Yun stayed in the hospital for a week, and was finally discharged, as soon as she was discharged from the hospital, she began to be busy with her marriage with Shi Jie, she couldn't be busy alone, so she naturally pulled me to help, her wedding date was very nervous, so everything came together.

Her plan was that in just three days, she would choose a wedding dress and an engagement dress all at once.

So I accompanied her in and out for three days, she was not tired, but I was tired and sick, and she finalized the last day of the wedding dress. I had a severe cold, and the cold got a little better, and in order to thank me, Tan Yun personally called me and told me that I would come to her house for dinner tomorrow, and she would cook for me herself, which was a thank you.

Seeing that she is now on the road to a good wife and mother, I don't sweep her sex, although people are still a little uncomfortable, I still agree to it.

After we hung up, I drank my medicine and went back to bed.

I slept until the next morning, I went to Tan Yun's house early in the morning, Tan Yun's house is not far from where I live, I also specially brought a lot of fruits, after arriving at her door, it was the aunt of the family who came to open the door, and the aunt looked at me with a smile and said, "Miss Yi, you come." ”

I smiled back at her and asked, "Are they up?"

The aunt smiled and said, "I've gotten up early, and I'm waiting for you to have breakfast together." ”

She invited me in. I followed behind my aunt, and when I walked into the living room, Tan Yun and Shi Jie were really sitting at the dining table and waiting, I thought that I was late, so I immediately walked over and said sorry, making them wait for a long time.

Hearing this, Tan Yun hurriedly got up from the chair and stood up, took my hand and said, "We didn't have to wait long, we just finished washing." ”

She pulled the chair away, pinned me down and sat down, and said with a smile, "Let's eat first." ”

After she said this, she swept the newspaper on the table in a panic and quickly stuffed it into a corner of the sofa.

For her this action. glanced at her a little strangely, but she didn't think much about it, a few people ate together, Shi Jie and Tan Yun were not as interested as before today.

Eating until the back, Tan Yun seemed to have made up her mind, and suddenly put the spoon in her hand on the table, and then she looked sideways at me and said, "Xiao Fan, let me tell you something." ”

At this time, Shi Jie, who was sitting opposite, gave her a few glances as soon as he heard Tan Yun speak, but Tan Yun didn't look at it at all.

She got up from her chair and walked to the end of the couch and pulled out the newspaper she had stuffed into the corner. Then she came up to me and said, "Look at it. ”

I glanced at Tan Yun, Shi Jie coughed, didn't touch my line of sight, and pretended to lower his head to eat.

I smiled and asked, "Is there something else going on?"

I opened the newspaper and saw that the newspaper said that the former president of Baolian was about to get married, and the bride was the mysterious female boss of Rongfu Group!!

That paragraph of text, the typography is extremely cheesy, red bold, and the horrific font occupies almost the entire page of the newspaper.

And under those small words, it describes the wedding period and the grand occasion of the wedding scale.

I took a few looks, and without looking closely, I put down the newspaper in my hand. Then he raised his eyes and looked at Tan Yun.

Tan Yunyi grabbed my hand, and she said: "Xiao Fan, don't worry, this newspaper only came out today, and now the magazines outside like to write nonsense, you know, how is this kind of thing possible? Yi Jin is not that kind of person, not the kind of person who will marry people casually, isn't he and Baolian Qianjin an example? But in the end, it was clarified, he and her are just a cooperative relationship, my friend Tuo Gu, this female boss of the Rongfu Group who suddenly appeared, I have never heard of it. I don't think it's true. ”

Shi Jie on the side put down the coffee cup in his hand and said: "Rongfu Group, I have heard of it, and it is on par with Baolian, but no one knows who the boss behind him is, and only now do I know that it is a woman, but this kind of newspaper should not be scribbled, and it will not be scribbled so firmly, even the days of the wedding have exploded, I think this kind of thing is true, it is still possible"

Tan Yun immediately glared at Shi Jie, and Shi Jie immediately lowered his head and continued to drink coffee.

(Tianjin)